__________`` it has been a long time; * from past till now. ______* * " ________*`` _____*

19/02/08


HOUSE CONCERTS TMR

lol what mr downey sed today was quite truee..
it sorta summed up what i was feeling for a whilee.. and how i lost myself etc.

anyhooos

HOUSE CONCERTS TMR!! gd luck pple! we're gonna rock the house/sch!!! ;D

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19/02/08 12:20 PM


15/02/08


TWILIGHT PICNIC

my last one.. awww haha. it was pretty good. went bh w tour gang and twas quite farniee. :D played ddr w maddy deariee hahaha. twilight picnic was alrite i guess. face painted a couple of pple and company was good. ONE THING - there were so many couples!! LOL we losers including yin, levina(nt rly), emily were like doosh so depressing lmaoo. hahahah

yayy fireworks.
ooh yeah rusty gate was there too :D
nice job you guys..

good times xD

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15/02/08 12:29 PM


09/02/08


happy cny pple!!! it isn't that festive here obviously. oh wells what to do it's ausssiee! cny was pretty alrite i guess. dinner tonite was crapppp n tmr there's the whole-afternoon-bumming-at-the-factory pot luck luncheon.. yayy can wear new clothes :D haha so glad my bro wore the tie i bought him hee.

house music's wayy better than i expected but i guess we still hav to work to get it up n actually goood. cannot b complacent. i like glamis musos.it's more of a family than an actual rehearsal i guess. we can all sort of relate to each other quite alot. hmmm maybe it's cos of the pple today onli.. not the full orch is there. which reminds me i have to call pple to remind them of rehearslas.. SIGH. this week has been the most tiring week of my life.. i actually cld not function this week. so i need to slpppp. NITE.

found out sm pretty interesting stufff a couple of days ago.. haha gt cut a bit but ugh stuff it. :D

~ life is beautiful ~

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09/02/08 1:28 PM


30/01/08


hahah i guess this blog was kinda dead for a week.. lemme intro to u all, this NEW blog of mine which is like a BIGGER PICTURE of my life.. mainly thoughts without grammatical errors ;D (hopefully none)

http://nahsee.blogspot.com

i decided to get it cos i dunno it seems to be like blogs have to be about sth deep n meaningful.. so why not have both ;D haha so pple if u're feeling depressed, read here, n if u're feeling happy n wan to b emo abit then read there. haha UP TO U LAH.

sweeeney todd is a fantastic show even though it was horribly dark ;D

orientation! tmr n school's in 2 days. Gosh i'm dead tiredd. NITE.

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30/01/08 12:35 PM


20/01/08


it's my last night in singapore.
who knows when i'm going to be back.
but i'll definitely be back.

thanks for the outings.
thanks for the good times.
thanks for the food.
thanks for the company.
thanks for the memories. :D






shopping w the tjs was fun. shopping at topman etc was fun. cny cookie eating w nat was farniee. haha wad else did i do.. meeting up w aunty tracy, rosa n irene. LOL. they're still the sameee but the kids hav alll grown up expectedly. hui mei's in sec 4 when i rmbed her as in sec1, sean is just really old n kevin has a kind of boyish but rj look.. LOL sandra i can't rmb who she is.. LOL. nicole's like how i imagined her to be. haha. what else did i do the past few days. went out shopping @ raffles city, met up w siobhan at chinatown, met up w yin n her funky haircut etc lah. crashed hci again, had their prata n then went to bugis w them n spent moneyy. thanks qh for running :D

i'll miss u guys man. loads. =D

As for now, i need to pack.

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20/01/08 3:00 PM


17/01/08


k first emo blog in sg:

Decisions. Choices. They're up to you to make (obviously). In a way it sort of defines your happiness level bcos you choose whether you want to c the glass half empty or full. But this doens't lead to what i'm trying to say. The choice i have to make it pretty obvious. I live on the borderline of two worlds. The outside upper one, and the lower warmer one. Both places have nice pple, that's what makes the choice difficult. I think i've lost myself in the entire process of trying to fit in, to the point of completely shutting up and shutting in. I'm slowly becoming "ya ba le". Whatever happened to the thick skin person who was a major gonecase tomboy but who was full of confidence and had the bubbly nature in her?? HAHA i dunno. Don't drown in selfpity and selfdoubt. Don't.


LIGHTER NOTE:
crashed hc again. bugis. OMG LAST TIME I'M GONNA C THEM :'( jia min i'll definitely rmb the way u act like a ji1 when u get very angry. cat n nh have fun w ur hehe. evelynnn :D and qh, dont worry so much :D
i'll c u guys in a couple of years!! HAHA

cao1 EMO man LOL

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17/01/08 3:40 PM


16/01/08


i just rmbered i forgot to blog about some stuff..

maybe i blogged this already but i went out w zhenda to visit band the other day then went to bugis. rvband's fineee n more disciplined and i need to give xueqiang money..

I met up with ms lee yesterday night for coffee at gurthri place.. We caught up quite a lot actually and she brought her wedding photos which i missedd from last year! haha seems like it was really good. Jo korkor has not changed!! i miss him man and mrs thong LOL. I totally lost contact with them already..

mmmm i guess it has been kinda hard and kinda pressurizing in a way. I dunno whether i pissed you off or not, or it's something else, or if it's you who's going through something. But stop pushing me away lah cos i find it kinda hard.

SIGH i wan to eat ya kun toast, more bakua, satay, tutu kueh, roti prata and carrot cake :D

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16/01/08 2:32 AM


14/01/08


I'm sunburnt --- after a long fun day at sentosa w pri sch peepz. haha i haven't seen them for soo longgg n we did stupid things like volleyball on the hot sand and then in the water, catch fish, eat, play soccer and bury pple. oh yeah we threw sand n water at pple, mainly bing kun. OMG. haha he has changed man. LOL. became taller, shuaier, tanner, hunkier lmao. alfred's changed tooo, but his character is still the same lah. hahaha. reliving those pri sch days at vivo kopitiam was also quite farnieee. lollies.

k no more going out man!

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14/01/08 3:08 AM


12/01/08


oh yeah btw i formed new year resolutions..

COMMITMENT
to whatever, whenever.. i just have to throw myself completely into something this year... cos i think i wasted my time the past few years..

1. dance
2. squash
3. badminton
4. usual music routines
5. job
6. service

all that into my usual sch routine.. i have to figure smth out i guesss.. and of cos study in btn. LOL.

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12/01/08 2:04 PM


12/01/08


the past few days ----->

1. my vision has gone down from the power of 100 to 25 after checking yesterday LOL. so apparently i hav 6/6 vision all of a sudden.

2. kashiwa high sch esplanade concert was fantastic! soo many awesome gimmicks that were all done together n w so much enthusiasm. And the 30 trumpeters there was literally bringing the concert hall down.. i actually had goosebumps when i heard the opening song. the drumkit player n the lead trumpeter whom i heard his particular playing cos it was so loud were actually pretty cute. ;D

3. Uncle albert brought me out to have chilli crab at long beach at east coast today :D whuawhuawhua. and i also saw the white elephant thing which was pretty cool.

4. i wan to sit the reverse bungeee thingo.

5. my hols are ending!! 0.o only one week left............... gosh

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12/01/08 1:56 PM


10/01/08


hihi. it is day 8 or 9 i can't really count. i better do some math before i completely lose my sense of counting. k not farnie.

crashed hci & nj today. haha. my class pple will always b my class pple. the same. but the stuff they talk abt is forever hilarious and will nver stop. haha a couple of them have changed. the english pple has gone more chinese esp melanie ahha n they seem more matured which is to b expected lah. learnt a couple of new terms like "imba", "shen me da bian lah ni" LOL n how pple in hc genna "poled". and the whole san ba/jian huo thing was so farnie lah. LOL. talking very singlishly now.

nj was stupidly tight lah. the stupid security guard was so annoying. He stopped me when i went in through the side gate, cos i wasn't in uniform n was in tshirt, shorts and slippers. So i said i was an alumni who graduated 2 years ago 'cos i thought it's harder to trace. BUT in fact he said that if you graduated last yr u cld have gone in but since u graduated 2 years ago u have to sign in at the main gate =.= which was a bus stop and a long road around rgps away.. so i walked all the way to the back of nj where the main gate was with poor eric who was planning to go home till he met the whole grp of us. lol. So when i got to the main gate, i came up with this bullshit story that i had to meet my brother in the jc to go somewhere.. and the guard was like, "if u ask him to come out then problem solve already rite?" So i said that he doesn't have a handphone. LOL. n the nj gang came n begged the uncle lah. In the end i had to trade my driver's license for the visitor's pass. HOMG. nver going nj again. lol.nj also has alot of mosquitoes. =.= LOL

haha anyways waited for yq n marcus' lecture to finish n went dinner at coro? or smth like that which was chicken chop at some student restaurant called prince's coffeeshop lah.

heard alot of lame jokes frm fj haha.

i realized i'm neither here nor there... which is quite annoying lah.. SIGH

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10/01/08 4:22 PM


10/01/08


hey guys this entry is for yesterday

basically, met up w shien hon today. LOL. it was damn hot in clementi and i managed to get chicken rice & meen jing kueh?? the peanut pancake thing u can find at jollibean lah.haha KANJIONG SPIDER cracks me up a million timess.. lol cos my voice sounded like one apparently. pple seem to b damn impressed w everything aussie like "i reckon", "full on" and aussie samsung handphone.. if i brought back a pile of australian sand they'll b equally fascinated... haha.

went to city hall, shopped alot. haha surprised he managed to tag alonggg for quite a while. i was exhausted after that.w went to suntec got FBTs lol. shld hav gotten the white ones oso lah. saw the beloved fountain but my wishes wont come true cos shien was gay n decided not to walk around 3 times. then went raffles place to hunt for the shirt n jeans he wanted LOL.

mdm chew called at night!!! haven't heard her for so long.. omgg it's so awesome talking to her. she's my piano teacher in sg btw. anyways we continued bagging each other.. hmmm her cancer doesn't seem to b recovering as well as i thought. it's a slow process but since last june.. mmm i really feel for her cos she needs to do radiotherapy like everyday for another 25 times till chinese new year.. n she's done chemo already. hopefully it'll work n she doesn't really hav to suffer much lah. she's such a dedicated teacher y does she hav to be the one to get it. life is unfair.
To anyone up there or wherever and whoever, please give her the strength to pull through and she will pull through but just give her the support as much as you can. Please. Please.

nicc went for yoga trials yesterday n i'm gonna crash hc/nj today :D

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10/01/08 3:32 AM


08/01/08


HEYA PPLE i am high. or i was high from before. Many people think that bloggers are meant to post entries about deep and meaningful stuff. But for me, well at least for this blog, it seems to be more of a conversational blog about my daily life. I admire those people who has a theme and can outline the themes of their trains of thoughts in their entries because it's like writing an essay. Maybe i should do that more often... it might improve my English for this year.

But right now -----> I AM HIGH

high from what u may ask?n the fact that i am in singapore makes me high. haha it sounds like something that makes me sick. just that it's high. haha i'm bullshitting.

anyways today went out with qh n jm.. haha met them at the guithrie centre or smth liddat and had brownie w tartuham* gelato.. it's sth like hazelnut gelato lah. They needed to go cps, my old pri sch, for cip to help out with the day care centre "oasis". Haha since it was such a coincidence i tagged along. But we went to je to look around the pasar malam and bought a couple of stuff.

Clementi Pri School: Others Before Self (Motto) hahahah i was quite surprised to see some familiar teacher faces around on the board. Mrs Sng just retired this year n Mrs Wong left a couple of years ago. I met Mrs Tan Sau Hoi hahah and she still rmbed i had a brother! LOL took picture w her cos she wanted to.. hahaha. Then on the way out I met mr mustaffa hahahah i love him. He looks older obviously and abit fatter but he's like late 50s already. He cldn't rmb me at first, then i said my name n he was like "Aiyoh why you tell me.." HAHAH he's still the same... "eeshan u got leadership potential lah.. since u have it dont hide it" lmaooooo farnie ass. then Mr Liau passed by LOL. He was my Pri 4 form teacher. haha he's stil the same. wearing the same old thing. speaking in the same old way. still diving too. hahahahah mustaffa sed dont tell him let him guess. LOL n he was like "errrr.... (punching his head). i know (points at me) PANG EE SHAN!!" LOL i was pissing myself NONSTOPPP LIKE hahahahhahahah. gosh. hahaha he hasn't changedddd either cos when he talks to u he stares at you like literally full eye contact n he did it t me today. HAHAHAH.

so i was laughing my way back homeee :)

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08/01/08 12:03 PM


06/01/08


hiihihihi
sg food is rocking on. lol. had satay, durian pancake alot of other stuff lah. muah chee or however u spell it.

sgsgsg.

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06/01/08 1:07 PM


04/01/08


hmmm i think it's like day 2 in sg?? haha feels like ages arleady.. anyways today i went out to great world again.. saw nice jeans at zara n i'm deciding whether i shld get them or not cos it's like $50 which is realy cheap for zara but it's like u know pricey fer me.. n i saw cooool shoes n they were heels which is alrite just that i wont wear it often.. i'm not even wearing my flats often lol cos my jeans that go w it is in the wash LOL. well i cld wear other things but u kno..

anyways had laksa yong tau fu for lunch n went to pick nicc's sis up from sch n then they dropped me off at queenstown mrt bfore sending nat to tuition n then nicc n her mom went to cut/highlight hair..

queenstown mrt: LOL i had JUST enuff money to buy a ticket.. like standard ticket omg it's so confusing cos normally i jus use the ezlink card but anyways i got a card later.. then this random started asking me abt topping up the ezlink card so i was like...errr.. yah liddat. lmaooo. how ironic.

je has changed ALOT. clementi's the same i guesss except of the interchange which is being dugg up n reconstructed i think.. haha LOADS of memories. i was early so i walked around je. there was a pasar malam. saw a million food stufff. sugarcane/coconut juice, otah. omg a million things.. tees for like $10 ;'( je's been renovated. toilets r MUCH better lmaooo. dunno wad else lah.

met zhenda. went back to rv. visited section n band. genna teased. a bit awkward cos i dunno most of them le. talk to mrs chak for a LONG time. huang lao shi's still huang lao shi just that she looks older n wiser lol n i was quite surprised she rmbed me. n my physics teacher din recognise me cos i usually slp at the back n she thot i was someone else LOL. too bad ms chan wasn't there n hopefully i'll get a ticket. downpour. went to bugis after a while of deciding place for dinner.

dinner: had pepper lunch express LOL. quite ok lah.garlic soy sauce made it better. walked around. ate muah chee. walked around. bought tori q. walked around. forced zhenda to eat cos he was seiously damn pai seh. cos he bought beard papa fer me so i bought him yakitori. LOL. then walked around department store. looked for jeans. found a quite ok one but the brand's like subway so... lmaoo.. haha went thru underwear section HAHAHA farnie assss.

k long post.

i was sitting at the taxi stand at buona vista waiting for nicc's mom to pick me up.. saw a couple of groups of students walking by.. after og stuff.. n i was thinkingg quite a bit.. like i feel so out, of sg. which is to be expected. i dont think i can consider myself sgporean as much as i did cos that's just bullshit. i've always wanted to b part of that. n it's funny yet sad seeing it now. just feels weird to be in sg as half a tourist in a way. i sort of knew i wld feel like this but din really expect much of it. somehow it feels like u're always looking in frm outside at everything that was going on around me.. haha oh wells. that's not too bad either i guess.. =)

haha soz abt the emo entry but i needed to write my thoughts down to try n sort it out a bit. haha. i'm immersed in singlish too btw. overload much. HAHA. i dont wanna leave this island :D

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04/01/08 4:21 PM


03/01/08


kkkkk i'm blogging

I'M BACK in the sunnyland which is not very sunny but still i'm in the sunnyland. can u sense the enthusiasm n craziness..? not really. neither do i sound very mature but yeah screw it.

europe tour was pretty funky. pretty awesome. the bonding of relationships and friendships. the millions of photos taken. i literally took 1000++ fotos. incredible. i love paris. daniella got a tee that says it fer me during xmas. xmas was pretty coool too. no snow sadly. :( saw many things i nver thought i wld see and only heard of. haha pretty amazing.. spent alot alot but it was nice shopping in london (topshop, hnm,zara omgomg) cos there was massive sales n everything was single digit but in pounds but it felt good anyway. i got my formal dress :D so did barbara haha. pretty amazing.
food was incredible at some places.. not the hostel. spent a bomb in that department as well.

so nowwww.... i'm in SINGAPORE :D:D:DD
i was actually quite scared of coming bak tho i never really thought abt it.. singapore's abt the same.. botanical gardens has changed. nicc's house is pretty awesome. her retarded siblings r pretty... retarded. hahahahah the convos they have r like seirously omg.. LOL. but still farnie ass ;D
went to great world city today, where i've nver been in my life but it's the tjakrawinata's hang out place.. felt pretty noob there... had char siew wanton mee and then went to taka/wisma to shop n had bakua & durian pancake... n i wan to get jeans n shorts.. n top sigh. i spent like $60 plus today. ... on stationary =.= n met joshua hanafi in popular lmaooo. tt was pretty farnie tooo.

anyways as noob as i feel.. i guess sg is just sg.. hang on that didn't make sense.. lol. NITEy =D

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03/01/08 4:38 PM


12/12/07


i'm excited, but scared, but exhilirated, but cbb, but can't wait, but nervous, but....

this is what they call, a random mixture of emotions.

EUROPPPEEE HERE WE COME!!

and of cos beloved sunny island after that ;D

(omg the bakwa xD)

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12/12/07 2:26 AM


10/12/07


i neeeed to blog cos dis blog is unofficially dead.

i wonder y time passes so fastt.. i felt like this week has jz flew by.. maybe cos of rehearsals n bumming at home trying to cram geog before i go. Well, at least it feels fast 'cos i'm already off to europe tmr!! haha can't wait but a bit sianded abt making sure everything's int eh right spot in my luggage and packing etc. haha can't wait for all the foooood, shopping (though it burns the pocket =.=), sights n sounds that i will see and hear. lmaooo i sound like i'm writing a pri sch essay. but yeah can't wait can't wait can't wait!! bleh.


Ling i'm gonna misssss bsing w u heaps dis hols man!! dont think so muchh and jz think of the green grass that awaits u on the other side of the river =D

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10/12/07 11:26 PM


07/12/07


hi pple i'm blogging.

i guess the past few days have been pretty hardcore n it's been a memorable week. haha my bro says my blog is too emo to read which is quite true so i'll start crapping in the future to lighten the moooooooooood.

speech nite was da bomb. maybe cos of the year 12s but it was so funn. & tiring at the same time. but it was worthwhile. i love playing in hamer hall homg it's soooo awesome. the acoustics etc. 0.0

i'm gonna miss stagey and all of us cried heaps during our last stagey lunch. stagey 07 has really been like a family in the music school n what lok wrote in his letter to all of us was really true. she has accepted us n we accept her. haha i even posted his letter on my wall xD but other than that it was hilarious cos the theme for the lunch was 'GAY'. so everything was like garitos (doritos), gayshan/eegay, gaybra(barbara), gayani (dayani) etc n like gayjays (oj - orangejuice) lmaoooo. funny.

although it's really sad for them to leave, like losing part of u liddat, but it is a new era in a way. and things change all the time n you move on, jz like u do continue living ur life. so whenever i miss lok i'll listen to the cd he compiled for us, which has him singing on it HAHA so i'll always rmb him. so in time, i'll 'let it go' when everybody has to go 'separate ways' and i think one of the year 12's quotes in patchwork was relevant: "dont cry cos it's over, smile bcos it happened" =D

stagey 07 i love you & i'll nver forget u....

on a lighter note, i went for RETAIL THERAPY today. haha n guess whot..........

i bought a country road bag :DDDDDD

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07/12/07 11:28 AM


04/12/07


my lips are saggy. i am serious. they're so chopped n tired from rehearsals to the point of seriously dying lips.. i really hope they'll recover tmr or else i'm gonna die for speech nite. no playing till then.

last day of sch and so many nice teachers r leaving!! i shld get smth for lok... can't believe he's going. let it go let it go gonna post smth abt tt soon.. sighs

scotchy concert was alrtie i guess. so tired noww. congrats to dower n kenny wang for captainss. gonna b a great 08 year for scotch =D

wells blogging frm nicc's place need to wake up at 6+ 7 tmr?? for the last 7.30 stagey breakfast.. i wont cry. they're still gonna b around n no matter how far they go i'll nver forget them. =D nitey

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04/12/07 1:15 PM


29/11/07


HELLOO PEOPLE
it's geography class but nothing is happening.
so me n helen r eating honey tiny teddies at the moment :D
leahy decided to bring morning tea for us haha

yayy i have nthing else to do cos fieldwork is over. catching w nodame etc n read harry potter. i wan to go out!!! ;D

sigh* aiyo y sigh. sighness is not good for you. although it releases stress but u tend to grow more white hair and lame stuff like that. so pple don't sigh. helen you shld go dancing.homg i'm so lameeeeeee. i cannot walk anymore.

yayyyy white freezing xmas in europe! + cant wait to go bac to sg =D PPL IM CUMING VBAC TO SEE U ALL MUAH <3


KAEZ sorry abt the weird entry. high during our last geog lesson 0.o

anyways, hav a good flight back to everybody who's going away or going bak. there's practically no one here this year including me! have fun peeople, merry xmas n hav a good year! =D LOL it's not even the last day of school.

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29/11/07 11:42 PM


23/11/07


am i mean? sometimes i wished i didn't need to question my character. maybe i do it too much, or maybe i need to do it..

i wished i was stronger.

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23/11/07 11:06 AM


21/11/07


yayy exams are over!! :D haha although i kinda feel guilty for not studying as much as i should have, the great feeling of relief is still there.

Melbourne weather is seriously crazy, being 37 degrees yesterday and max 19 today is jz nuts lah. Make up your mind. It shld just be 28 everyday and then we can wear tshirt n shorts n bum around whereever. =D

Technically i was rejoicing post exams period yesterday but i was tired but din fall aslp till 1 i think. yawn.HAHAH exams r over. lol yah i know i'm pretty excited over it. Today was quite hilarious 'cos of the randomest things from lunch till dinner. actually since chinese exam till dinner lol. n the RAIN was quite annoying.

Secret jay chou movie is quite nice. It didn't really have an effect on me but maybe cos i broke it up into a million parts while watching it. haha time to bludge tmr in sch!

HAPPY 17th to nicc (hope u like ur mouldy cheese), euikuk, MR ROSS lol and many others who had their bdaes today, which seem to be a million.. LOLs nitey peepz :D

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21/11/07 1:23 PM


10/11/07


haha aiyo ling's such a nagger. FINE i'm updating noww. even tho i shld be studying for our dearest exams coming up in exactly 4 days!! the stress level is increasing but somehow i don't feel really nervous abt it which i normally do and it's kinda worrying me. i need to get pumped for exams!!

anyways, nth mch has been happening. the usual stuff - sch, music (lesser nowadays lols), go home, shower eat study slp. oh yeah n fb. haha everybody's getting it nowww so addictive.

My mom broke her foot over the long wkend after tripping on an air mattress wire at work. At first i thought what happened bcos she called from the emergency department and she came back on crutches. But when i received a sms frm my bro the next morning at 7.30 saying that they were sending my mom to the hospital cos she was vomitting the whole night, i was quite shocked n started thinking of unnecessary thoughts. It was quite a scary experience though thankfully it was just medication that was too strong for her. 0.o

i guess it's back to studying ~ geog kills.

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10/11/07 10:15 AM


26/10/07


i juz read ling's blog 2mins after blogging abt final day and the things that she said are so true.

http://www.dingaling-ling.blogspot.com/

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26/10/07 1:29 PM


26/10/07


year 12 final day. muckup day. haha i don't know where to start..

muckup day was quite alrite i guess. tied music sch bridge n juz slack n got foamed. year 12 video was hilarious.

But that was not the main part of year 12 final day. I never realized how close i was to them until today. I guess if u see them nearly every day in the music school you have to form some sort of bond with them. During the past week, i had a small nostalgic feeling somewhere inside which was increased in intensity as friday came closer. Leavers Assembly and then final day. When the year 12s were singing their last songs and saying goodbye, it was nearly the saddest thing i felt. But the minute i got to the stage n hugged kyria while, i just could not stop crying n it never stopped after. mandy did not helpit n was like aww y r u cryinggggg, rae, mel took a picture while i was crying lol, F who was like omg hold on i need to get ready for this, my beloved cuz nicole tangy (who cried w me even tho we're gonna see each other many more times), eilidth, bridge, day, yinling, rachel tang, charis, bree. omg i'm gonna start crying again.

Thanks for being such a great part of my life, thanx for always being there (in the music sch), thanks for always sharing the joy n laughter you always bring, the guidance, passion and enthusiasm you gals always had. I wish i could say, "Pls don't go..", but i know i can't but i'll miss you gals heapppss n i'll never ever forget you guys!!

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26/10/07 1:20 PM


21/10/07


hey pple today's weather was 33 degrees. it's good that it's hot but it's a bit too hot for my liking but still prefer this to crazily 0degrees which i hav to endure at the end of the year.

anyways today went for shazz's rehearsal for her vce group exam tmr. all the doors were locked cos either ross or squibb did not organize for the sch to be open so i was like walking around all the doors trying to find out which one was open. the rest came and we still cldn't get in, called squibb n he picked up onli once out of the zillion times we called him lmaooo hilarious. stayed out there in the sun for like 45mins before the maintenence guy decided to let us in. cos he needed permission. rehearsed till abt 2.15. hav to go to interskool chamber music comp at scotch. so nicc was like hurry up and i was like coming. n i went down to the junior sch but it was locked =.= wanted to climb over but decided not to. den walked to maccas to get lunch cos tehre was no tram, in the 33 degree heat. waited for tram. got on tram. met levina n sookyee. got off at glenferrie. walked to scotch. got there with all my barang into the posh n highclass concerthall. lol. den after 2 perf i had to go again for badminton. badminton was even hotter cos there was no ventilation. ther was this yellow shirt guy (though he changed later) who was freaking awesome n damn cooool. his jumpsmash was OMG n was like juz constantly watching him play. lol. n i did my first drop shot =D went out w ling, sook n levina for dinner in the city. wanted to go to some indian cafe but it was closed so ended up eating at oriental spoon, korean food, which was soo niceee! n the cutlery was like goong n full house lmao. but it was a bit ex. n i saw rayner(bro's friend) there. haha den trammed back n i'm gonna watch 10mins of the secret noww. awesome show! =D

haha gonna enjoy before i hav to start studyingg my ass off for exams xD

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21/10/07 1:21 PM


13/10/07


hey i don't know if i should be emo or not but i'll see how it goes. i guess the day didn't start off very well, maybe it's just me but the sense of being a letdown, a disappointment is quite taxing sometimes. even if my mom's intention was not to make me feel guilty or bad, it was still there. telling me abt the situation of the household together with studying hard n getting scholarships and comparing w other relatives of how they succeeeded without a hint of thinking, what if i am unable to do things like the rhode scholars in my family, is sort of out there and there is a limit which i can take. after that i just cldn't stop crying n it's been the worse i've felt in months. cos it took up the whole morning n i didn't feel like eating n skipped lunch. n i NEVER skip lunch so that says alot. haha i guess it became slightly emo. oh wellz.

thank goodness there's badminton tomorrow cos i need to get out of the house badly or i think i'll go crazy.

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13/10/07 11:42 AM


07/10/07


sigghh i'm so tired noww cos of badminton this morning.. haha when lingy's here it's so noisy noww. laugh nonstop n don really play proplerly.. kenli n ho were like wth. haha. poor them. Anyways, there's choir rehearsal tmr!! i'm so gonna die sight reading stufff.. nicc betta come asap after she arrives.. haha. tomorrow i hav to do maths, study chem, pack up my messy table, clean my room n then...... SCHOOOL. =.=. oh well term 4.. shld b fun :D

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07/10/07 12:19 PM


04/10/07


wad to blog abt.. hmmmz OMG WORK. i wan to procrastinate but can't cos i'll be screwed before term n even more screwed when sch starts. haha anyways this is the latest i've stayed up this hols.. not baddd. haha. heroes is a damn gruesome show.. switched to the jap sushi show after 3 epis.. hahahah how i wisheddd i did smth more interesting w my life xD

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04/10/07 3:30 PM


02/10/07


k this is going to b a quick entry cos i need to slp soon. haha wkend was okayy. acftually i forgot wad i did during the wkend. oh yeah baddy was tiring ass! julian was so nice haha he had to put up w my crap badminton playing n was willing to train my smashes n dropshots as well, but i found smth HE had to work on which was his backhands n netshots haha. but it was tiring due to the lack of pple there. omg gommy n ling come bak soon!! anyways we saw the victorian state youth team, apparently called the elites, training there in the morn. it's so scary watching them play. all the shots r PERFECT n there's this yr 10 boy who's like ranked 279 in the world n whooped ken khoo's ass last time. n ken khoo's pretty darn good. but they were all slping on the floor while we were playing..haha thank goodness i didn't play infront of them 0.o. danny lost his temper.. LOL. his shout was so loud lah. kinda scary at times. but i was aching teh whole of monday.

went to dfo yesterday despite the aching, n spent $100++ there.. sigh. xD feel so guilty but my mother was there n she was willing to spend so can't blame me..

joyce, chingsze n me went to chaddy today to watch hairspray. haha had famous amos cookies while watching. hairspray's a good show. must definitely watch it!! haha BUT i saw a long cardi at supre which was cheaper n nicer than the one i bought at dfo. SIGH. went to the city after that to meet up w vincent. FINALLY. after all his studying is finished. hahahah. went to stallemite?? greek restaurant. wah lau so ex for a small plate of meat.. den had greek desserts D: zomg so sweet n full. lol but he was like 'it's nice wad n it's smth exotic' lmaoo. den went southbank/crown to walk it off. thank goodness. haven't toked to someone liddat in a while. :D

~hopes n dreams~
everybody seems to hav hopes n dreams.. pple wan to work in coopers, ernst n young, fishprice water thingo?, pple wanna go uk, us, harvard, new york. hmmm somehow i don hav a hope n dream.. yet.. but shld i?? y don't i wan to go anywhere though?? i did want to go everywhere once but wad abt now?? sigh. welllll c how it goes. =D

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02/10/07 2:42 PM


28/09/07


omg can't believe it's the end of the 2nd wk of hols already.. sigh don't want it to end. work has dominated my life recently.. the pile never seems to go down. need to do eng, geog, convo, maths goshgoshgosh. but i still went out so that's pretty okay. went to mc w vicky josh mike. juz hav lunch play pool. yayy how exciting. lol. it's okay lah. den had rehearsal for shazz band. need to prac!!! =.= sighz. went shopping today w sandra at chaddy n bought 2 tops! haha retail therapy. haven't heard that in ages. n last minutely decided to go to free cat empire concert at fed sq w maddy, anna wash dower harbo n some other randoms.. lol. it was a good concert, trumpeters r incredible but it was a biiitt cold n rainy lah.. juz a bit. xD

n i finally read a book! lol it was a good book, like water for choc. haha. food n love. lmao. hopefully i won't get addicted to heroes cos i juz started watching tonite n it's like 1.04 am now.. LOL.

mannn i need exercise. NITE. =D

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28/09/07 3:05 PM


21/09/07


hey pple, bumming around's the best word to describe the past few lazy days.. finished some work.. n forgot to scan commentary for hazel!! haha okay muz rmb to do that tmr. anyways went to glenny to shop n watch ratatouille w yin. haha we saw the scotch pippin fat lady (can't rmb her name) there.. yin was fully avoiding her. LOL. dunno y she's so scared of her lah. while waiting for the cinema doors to open, we snuck into another cinema n saw alot of ads n it turned out to be showing evan almighty.. n the doors closed so we got scared n chickened out of the theatre after like 1 sec when the show started LOL. ratatouille was quite nice, light n easy movie w a quite an interesting plot n nice soundtrack!! french music man XD need to dld some.

haha gonna hav spanish donuts tmr!! xD and pineapple n strawberries. yayy. 5 yr old lil cousin is here! more disney channel but she's cute lah haha.
k falling aslp here. nitee =D

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21/09/07 2:06 PM


18/09/07


Holidays are here!!
The thing with holidays is that many people go back to wherever they came from and we lose half the plc population. Oh wells, sat went to manifest with mi bro and his gang. Mr Huang's friend was my brother's friend and i heard so many stories about him. Well, not that many but some interesting ones :D We had pocky for breakfast, lunch and dinner and i was so hungry after that i had half a sub and popcorn chicken meal. i was seirously starving after surviving on 3 boxes of pocky!! Seriously, i've been eating unhealthy food this whole week XD

Sunday - BAdminton without ling was no fun! There was hardly anybody and the usual chatterbox wasn't there so it was so quiet. LOL. I am still continuing to be owned by everyone there!

Monday - BUMMED AROUND

Tuesday - did some chem and continued to bum around. zomg i need to practise!!

LOL sch spelt my name wrongly... Ee-Shen Pang.. lmaoo. hahah

hols is boring and we need to go out pple!! :D

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18/09/07 1:26 PM


14/09/07


hi i'm here to blog again :D
this week has been pretty hectic and i just want to be away from the music school already. yesterday i had shazz/bridget's group recital and the argentinian piece which the trinity college piano trio played was soooo nice!! they were really good and the passion they put into the piece was quite admirable. i hope plc trio can do something like that. XD anyways i didn't have any dinner cos of the recital and ended up sitting in the corridor of the music school w nicc. the concert was okayy i s'pose.

Anyways i can't believe i did so badly in chem.Well i kinda of expected it, but i didn't want it to be like that. oh wellz.

~expectations r cruel. they r such stressful shit and tt's y i'm aping you cos u always expect me to do the right thing, to gett he right marks.. i really dunno wad to do anymore~

haha was watching ndp mvs just noww..

i miss sg :(

gosh i'm so tired now. nite! =D

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14/09/07 1:31 PM


12/09/07


hey things hav been bz recently. I have no idea where to start. Camp was quite good - got muddy during mountain biking hahha and playing with snow!! Bsing at night was a pisser too, but i ate sooo much on camp it was not farnie. 6 meals a day with cupnoodles at midnight!! I've been eating so much ever since, it's really bad.

The apartment gig was probably the best gig stagey's played in or that's what i think at least. Haha i wished i recorded my solo that night. Haha must be the stress n nerves playing infront of wesley and scotch pple. (K this is not really working, but i'll continue anyway. ) The caulfield guy was hilarious cos his trumpet valve got stuck in the first half of the first song, and was having quite a bit of trouble, so i went up n let him borrow my trumpet and he was like 'u r my hero' after that.. haha it was quite farnie. :D

haileybury should hav won danceoff!!

haha anyways i need to do eng now n situps n pushups n practise and a whole lot of other stuff!! XD nitee

~ rents can seriously piss u off sometimes ~

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12/09/07 1:15 PM


01/09/07


goshgoshgosh it's so late!! n i'm tired n fulll. XD
melba hall concert was farniee. after the 2nd yr it's kinda =.= alreadyy. haha bubble tea pearl shooting n gym imitating w lucy andrea bubz n sy was farnieee. The music was okayy and i screwed up my solo but oh wellz. I hav to catch up with work, practise, and there's english oral commentary on Tues!!! Yayyy spring's finally here! =D

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01/09/07 2:49 PM


30/08/07


hahahaha feel so much betta from the flu tho i'm still scared to push myself n still a bit tired.. but getting betta. FINALLY. gosh scared me on tues when i was like fevering.. finished my meds but dun think i'm fully recovered yet.. hmm hope everybody's getting betta.. lol at the scotchies.. LOL anyways i need to get serious w work noww.. falling wayy behind n getting a bit pissed at myself for it.. n need to prac too!! melba tmr jia you mann... i wannnaaaa go ouuuuuuuuttt XD stuck at home for ages arleady..

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30/08/07 1:43 PM


26/08/07


lol flu sux

haha missing sch tmr!! first time since i came to plc. how exciting... lmao.. *cough* XD

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26/08/07 11:55 AM


25/08/07


hi peepz. spring is finally here n i'm lovin' it! can4 lan4 de yang2 guang1 lmao. but i'm coughing n sniffing non-stop n hav been attacked by the flubug that has apparently been affecting the horses in the racing industry in melb. lol. seems like everybody's getting the stupid bug..

anyways, felt like crap yest niteee tho i had a great time at bh [both places boardo n boxhill]. i wanna go out n shop n do stuff. oh well, hav to do it next wk i guess.

i'm famining noww. going 40hours w/o furniture's not too bad. better than i food i think. haha my room looks like a campsite now w everything on the floor. LOL.

shall slp early tonite for once. get well soon everybody! ~

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25/08/07 12:18 PM


20/08/07


heylo stuff happened recently so i'm blogging.
it's very cold btw.

year 11 formal!! quite fun lah dressing up w sandra and dancing, taking pics everything. haha jesse looked gorgeous n so did everybody... haha some pashing here n there but u kinda expect that lah.
There was so much gossip about afterparties todayy, yinhui n me were fully eavesdropping every single conversation. btw fotos are on facebook n friendster! =D

manchester lane gig was awesome! Thanks to eilidth, f, kyria, parents, bro n friends for coming to support! haha i think i did okay but after listening to the recording i think i shld think again. The whole atmosphere was really casual but pro. there were pple dancing. hahaha hopefully there are jazz pple/scouts around!! XD

haha i am dead tired. it's finally over!

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20/08/07 2:42 PM


17/08/07


i guess i should get back into the habit of blogging.

i am exhausted.

The MSO Concert was okay, beethoven is beethoven. Haha but i thought i didn't sleep as much as i would have normally. The playing was still great though.

Anyways, the topic of the day - formal. It's tomorrow!! I'm kind of apprehensive but excited at the same time, but it'll be fun. =D Crashing Sandra's place tomorrow. I need to find shoes! XD

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17/08/07 2:24 PM


15/08/07


hmm wad shld i blog abt. seriously nth really happened these few days. update so far is that i've read 1 chapter of harry potter. listened to 2 beethoven symphonies. LOL. done half of my music investigation which is due fri. still hav 1 full eng essay. hav no shoes for formal. cbb going to formal. haha bt hopefully it'll be fun lah. is going to be screwed for mon perf. is drained, slpy n tired. muz wake up early tmr again to prac!! but anyway tt's y i shld slp nowwww. lol in a really cbb mood noww.

sometimes music shld juz go away. hmmmmm.

~ we'll pull through this week ~

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15/08/07 2:50 PM


12/08/07


hiii since i'm waiting for my hair to dry.. i decided to blogg.

midterm wkend. nicc's here again. din do much on fri n yesterday went to get cds n meet frank. spent so much on cds. i gt my gospel choir thing for music investigation.. omg due on fri. i need to choose one of the pieces now. got the louis armstrong hot 5s n 7s if not my teacher wun teach me. n i got beethoven symphonies. all 9 of them. haha i'm shocked myself.. huw dann is transforming. LOL. bt it's good for me to listen also lah.. nicc sorta spent alot more on other jewish n cuban stuff.. haha poor girll.. den after that went to scotch chamber music concert. so formal my gosh. it was boring at first bt after tt it got better. MAX FOSTER. pianist. boarder. year10.omg.crazypianist. was on australia's got talent grand final. u can google him. heard him play. freaking awesome. jaw dropping. looked professional. prob is professional. LOL. seriously...><

bummed around today. din get much maths done. bt gt alot of practise after being inspired n demoralized at the same time by the level of music at scotch lah.. den rachel yee sent us to strings festival at monash. i wasn't actually planning to go, but since there's the advanced jazz ensemble section i thot i mite. LOL. watched frankston pretty gd bt din get to stick around for blackburn. ROSS IRWIN was there. freaking cat empire player was 5metres away from me. heard him play at gambier. omg *faintz mann. anyways i felt bad cos i din go to support senior strings at first, den after that i decided i shld go!!! so i went n dey played well! full of praise lah.. squibb looked really happy today. rachel, "he was beaming" LOL.

gosh maths test on tues... die.

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12/08/07 2:49 PM


09/08/07


BAND'S FESTIVALL!!
haha i loveee it u get to see other bands play.. quite sad but fun lah. squibb's wife went into labour today.. haha he's gonna become a dad really soon. i saw him run/dash out of the music really fast during my lesson. was wondring wad the commotion was abt.. LOL. bt poor mrs squibb, been in labour for 12 hrs already..

so brian/bryan hogg came to conduct. he's sooo nice n quite farnie in a nice way.. n he can conduct so welll. took control, went thru w us and conducted awesomely. N he's a trumpeter so i'm naturally a fan.. he oso proved my 'trmpet/brass players are phat n bald.. maybe not bald lah bt phat definitely..' the eltham high trumpeters were also phat. so maybe i'll end up really phat nxt time.. =((
eltham high's 'ghost trian' was played really tightly. gosh. i thot wesley wld be impressive but i thot they weren't really.. how dare dey use jazz stuff in bands festival lah.. it's a freaking symphonic band. their sound was too big band, n not round enuff i thot. it's advantageous to them to use jazz lah but serz... totally wrong choice of songs i thot..

our one was quite okayy. farnie cos there was no audience/hardly any cos we were the last ones to play at 10 plus lah..i thot we played wellll tho.. stuffed up both solos BUT.. at least the band played well lah..

sry abt all the muso tok..

I MISS BAND!!!! hopefully can c concert nxt yr.. XD

~ i will never be good enough for you ~

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09/08/07 2:39 PM


07/08/07


sry for the lang peepz din mean to.. XD

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07/08/07 2:49 PM


07/08/07


wah lau life is not always perfect n it will never be so shut the fuck up cos you have no right to say anything.. using kor as an example of a folly or failed life is the stupidest thing a parent can say.. wad 'c he did what he wants n now cannot find a job n will sell books forever' well at least he's trying noww to find a job thru internship at penguin or wadeva rite.. can u like support him instead of criticize him?? as if you did a very gd job in raising us liddat, as if all the decisions u made in life were perfect, as if planning my education was rite. no it's wrong cos i wldn't have planned it that way n it wasn't the best way to do it.. i was so tempted to juz tell him/them straight in the face of how YOUR decisions are crapp too.. how on earth can you think such a thing let alone say it out in front of the whole family behind his back.. you are fucking hell un-worthy of being a parent.

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07/08/07 2:04 PM


06/08/07


lol been facebooking alot lately.. post-pippin syndrome.. haha muz hav reunion soon!!

everything's due todayy. assignment. chem [extention] n macbeth commentaryy lah.. not too bad i guess =D shostakovich concert was pretty random bt inspiring. slpt for a bit during the cello concerto.. hahah saran n i hav to boost our concentration levels dis yr!! my gosh.. haha sounded gd... some parts were so soft till i literally cldn't hear it so it was juz them moving their bows.. LOL.

k lah quite tired alreadyy.. *yawn* nite peepz =DD

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06/08/07 3:05 PM


04/08/07


PIPPIN ROXXX!!!

esp. THE ORCH PEEPZ who r the best eva!!

it may be tiring bt it was all worthwhile =DD

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04/08/07 3:27 PM


30/07/07


aiyoh i'm updating lahhxx.

weather is turning sour again. sorry i have to tok abt the weather cos it's everywhere around me lahh.. freaking cold go awayy.

i'm quite tired.. drained. ran too much today. gardiners creek n to pippin. freaking hell i was supposed to get there at 5.30 bt i left at 5pm and had to get dinner so i was rushing alot n nicc who tompanged vicky at 5.30 ended up reaching there 2 mins before me when i had to powerwalk/run/tram everything lah... WAH LAU eh.

haha the scotch pple r quite hilarious mann n pple shld come to pippin!!! even tho it's a bit ex bt muz support us!!

dunno y i'm so cranky nowadays. at everything lol. shld seeeee the +ves in life mann. k i wanna read harry potter bt i cbb starting.

anyways niccccc go to slp n tc of ur bakk old wommann.. =DDD

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30/07/07 2:01 PM


28/07/07


chaddy was funn, din manage to get shoesssss. bt at least i sort of know wad i want n maybe next time can go city.. vincent came overrr to melb. haha he's actually changed alot characterwise.. bt he still looks the same. lol i expected him to be so much more talllerrr than me but haha he din grow tt much =DDD steamboat is toooo filling..
pippin next wk.. =.= haha i actually dunno whether i'm looking forward to it or not.. LOL.

i hav no motivation to strive already.. scholarship my arssee. i noe u wann me to do well, i noe it's for my own good, i noe u wan me to reach the best of my potential.. but if in the process i break down, or am unhappy, u dun seem to care. it's onli when i'm happy, n maybe i'm not doing as well, that u care. cos all u care abt is results. that is all u ever care abt or wad u wan me to be like... u think u noe me but you dun and i dun think u ever willl..

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28/07/07 1:55 PM


24/07/07


wow haven't blogged in a while. today weather was the best =DD it has finally become slightly warmer even at night!! it wasn't as cold as winter wld normally be... this means that spring is near!! which means that summer is coming!!! haha.

sch is pissifying lahh. i was in too much holiday mood that i completely lagged the first few days and am behind work completely. maths test was okayyyyy until i found out the stupidest thing i cld do for the giveaway qn... and i'm really sorry nicole ng/oon n hazel for CRACKING UP during idol!! really really really sorrryyyy XXXDDD i noe how annoying it is to crack up infront of u while you're performing... SORRYYY.. aaron's friend was the entertainment during maths. hilarious man.

have been sulking all day.. dunno y. from today, i hav to practise trumpet every single day. can't believe i'm back down againnn. EVERY SINGLE DAY. plz yell at me whenever you feel the need to.

oh yah i gt my formal dress on sat!! lol thanx sandra n nicc. haha hopefully it's not too casual lah.. XD

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24/07/07 2:14 PM


18/07/07


todayy is the GD NEWS day =DDDD

I'M GOING BAK TO SG AFTER EUROPE TOUR

tt was the main one... so freaking happppyyy =DD
after like 3 farrrrkiiinngg years. sry abt the vulgarity =DD bt it's a positive one lahhh..

2. someone's retiring woooot~~

3. band concert in jan!!!! =DDD

damn excited. =DDDDDDDDDDDDD

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18/07/07 1:40 PM


17/07/07


i don't know why i'm feeling like that again. it's been a while.

sch started. betta slp soon if i wan to get to wind symph on time.


~ don't know don't care lahh ~
don't think so muchhhh eeshann..

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17/07/07 2:38 PM


14/07/07


ok actualli im bak to blog again.. lol >.<
aiyoh my plan to go walking n running ova da hols obviously hasnt been workin man. ok nxt term muz jiayou alr.
i wan to watch harry potter!! bt aiyoh gt no tm alr.
oh yeh on wed i went to the city w nicc, my bro n megan (dis girl fm canada la,my father's fren) oh ya oso met my bro's fren. thn we went to hv dutch pancakes.. at qv. the curry chicken one was so nice man. the sausage and cheese one too. thn the dessert was mini dutch pancakes. soooo yummy man.. den aft dat walked rd abit n went to max brenner's at mc.. mg it was packed to the max man.. i gt a mocha frap or smth. wasnt tt great lah. san churros still has the best chocolate man.. wahlao tt day ate so much. oh ya we got famous amos cookies tooo.. so sinful >.< must go walking again..
den met bryan, dad's fren n dad at spicy fish at glenny for dinner. waaahhh the fish was soooo hot nt funny at all manz.. aft dat still went to gloria jeans somemore..

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14/07/07 7:01 AM


14/07/07


lololol eating againnn.
yesterday was curry day, omg, now eating pocky..
growing phattterrr. >.<

Anyway today we went to the glen! and I got this really pretty pink/white/black top. wahlao so embarassing my mother was there laughing at me too. oh before that i went to joycelyn's house to make dumplings! brought some uncooked ones back.. cooking for dinner! omg i havent done any work today yet :(

Formal is in 5 weeks!! cant find a dress yet :((( i dont know what to get either. omgoshies. theres pippin again tmr.. wahlao hardcore man. and then when term 3 starts its gonna be full on musicc. lmaoooooooooooo.

ok time to go get some work done now!!!!

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14/07/07 6:52 AM


10/07/07


it's really late now so i'm juz gonna post sm stuff to remind myself to blog nxt time..

firstly, i'm officially an australian citizen. cos i went for the interview today. lucky i'm a malaysian passport cos if it was singaporean then.. hehe. anyways it somehow doesn't really excite me. i still rmb the date of arrival/departure etc.

ANYWAYs, i'm scared of trusting me, or socializing w people. i dunno y. it's like not my 'territory' n sometimes i juz feel like shutting myself in cos i dun dare speak to pple.

~ OH WELL ~ nitey =DDD

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10/07/07 4:25 PM


08/07/07


haha blogg oso nobody read le. so i blogg for my own leisure.

badminton bet:
dad n granduncle lost to other uncle. their smashing was unbelievably fast n murderous n being referee is not enjoyable. too stressful.
anyways, we had gd food.

i've been eating too much n i shld do hw n not waste time. XDD omg it's monday tmr!! XD

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08/07/07 11:27 AM


07/07/07


07/07/07

it's bcos it's a special day tt's why i'm blogging. apparently all the gamblers will gamble big todayy cos 777 on jackpot pokies n 777 blackjack tables etc.

anyways, slpt in when i'm supposed to wake up early to go walking bttt... did some maths, chinese n practised abit. omggg i haven played trumpt lahhhh. my sound is gonna b shitttt.

bought a shirt from dfo yesterday!! went w sookyee. it sed $5 on the rack lah bt it was $20. oh well. i still got it anyway. haha facebook is keeping me occupied. =DD

half of the hols has passed!!! time is flying wayyy too fast...

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07/07/07 1:35 PM


05/07/07


hahaha tiring dayy.

woke up at 5.30 past 2 mornings to go to melb central at 7am to sell bears for the leukemia foundation. they smell really nice! it's actually quite amazing how people smile bak at you when you smile at them n how much it brightens up their day, juz by smiling =DDD

met up w sookyee n teck keong for lunch at jap restaurant and we went to San Churros on brunswick st. it has the BEST choc n spanish donuts everrrr. it is definitely worth the trip cos we were deciding whether we shld go or nt.

buying groceries in the city is a new experience and i decided living in the city is quite da bomb after all. and sookyee, nicc n me had to cook dinner todayy. it was quite stressful actually haha. cooked mushroom soup (w alot of cornstarch; it was quite nice tho =DD), spinach fettucini w white wine sauce, grilled stuffed capsicum and cucumber salad. haha sho farnie i'm like stirring the mushrooms n then sookyee is sieving cornstarch into the soup n nicc's stirring the soup.

lotsa lmao lame jokes todayy =DD

~ wo yau hui jia ~

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05/07/07 12:51 PM


03/07/07


k formal shopping at chapel street was quite farnie. lol. let's juz say i hav to search for more stuff. formal's onlii 1 month away. LOL. hav to go shopshopshop. Thanx nicole ng, Amanda n Juliana for coming.

Here 2 lame examples of nicc tj
LMAOOOOOO
1. we hav to make dinner on thurs cos my mom suggested it.
nicc: do you like pumpkin??
me: no. it's my worst enemy.
nicc: y bt you like eggplant?!! [WTH]

2. nicc: my hair’s wet so I can’t slp yet. Omg tt rhymed…

LMAOO MANN.
yaawwnn. i hav to wake up at 5++ tmr to help the leukemia foundation sell lavenders at mc =.= n I wann Spanish donuts frm sookyee!!!

niteyyy

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03/07/07 2:28 PM


02/07/07


todayyy was shopping dayy at bridge road.. haha supposed to meet sookyee n her sis's fren at 11 budden due to laziness we reached there at like 12++ . sookyee's friend is so msian lahh haha he juz arrived yest to study at monash so hope he enjoys melb!!

k neways supposed to find coat bt din really happen cos it was quite ex n quite hard to find. lol. ate choc waffles n iced mocha after a massive lunch.. so i hav to go walking tmr morn. XDD

bt overalll it was a gd workout [as in walking along bridgeroad several hundred times. k exaggerated =DD]

watched crazy violin guyyy. btw my bak n the lower half of my body, esp arse, aches like crazyyyyy XDDDDDD

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02/07/07 2:22 PM


01/07/07


omg i am sooooo tired. just watched grey's anatomy :D today we played badminton. lmao it was hilarious coz we were just laughing at nothing. then we went to boxhill to eat ! omg the chicken crepe was soooo yum. so was the grass jelly. must go back again. after that we went to lucy's birthday party. YAYAYYY. ok my right arm is gonna be soooooooo dead tmr. the dumplings were yummy. i drank a ton of water. have to wake up early tmr again... going to bridge rd man. okay got dessert craving hahaaaaa. greys anatomy once again is the best thing ever. i wish alex could be my boyfriendd. ok goodnight.

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01/07/07 4:00 PM


30/06/07


requiems r reflective. quite nice. unstable at times bt still nice. well done mrs turner!! =DD

ib breakfast was okayyy. ate soo much lah. bt i thot it was quite bad wad pple did lahh. n sandra saw damien lee! not bad. gallery was quite cooool i thot esp the contemporary art thing. the chairs were quite farnie.

hols started. one day gone so fast.. haha nicc's staying at my place.. of cuz we wld b playing piano. tried to do setwork lah bt din reallyworkk. haha she has to tagg along to wadeva i'm doing.. lol poor thing. XDD

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i lost my self confidence. i lost my trust in people. i guess i matured to face reality. bt at the same time realized how harsh reality is. dis is it. i never knew y or how things can be like this, n i was bubbling awayyy. bt ever since i realized, it crushed me n i hav not stood back up fully. i guess it's gd to make me realize this. bt it's hard to gain bak wad u believe in urself truly.

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30/06/07 2:50 PM


28/06/07


i cbb blinging. veh tired 0.o.

steamboat was funn!! need to do it more often juz tt i ate too much n quite ex. bt nvm. ib breakfast tmr..

btw, abt staying in the boardo, i've never felt so asian for a long time or i felt like i was in sg againnn =DDD

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28/06/07 3:26 PM


26/06/07


random stayover at boardo was quite farnie.

dunno who's idea wuzzit bt it was a gd n funny idea!! din expect my mom to say yes so easily n gt mood to joke w nicc somemore.. lol. apparently heard levina, sookyee, n me laughing in the background. u gals pleading w the boardo staff is quite farnie cos u plead w them first den after tt curse and swear at them if dey dun do wadeva lahhh hahaha. bt they're so nice laaa every time i c a staff in the corridor, which was quite alot of times, den dey'll ask me hav i gt enuff stuff, warm enuff or nt, need nething etc.. haha. levina, sookyee, n lingy crashed n crapped nxt to allnuts room. haha n single beds r meant for 1 person.. LOL. n nicc's bolster is sooooo huggable!! i miss my bolster..which aust carn really seem to produce ne.... oh yah n i now noe y boarders r always late to form assemblyyy.. cos it's really veh tempting to juz lie on the bed till 9 aftr assembly etc.. LOL.

carn bliev i went to orch tacet tacet instead of seeing michael buble live. apparently dayani fully chit chatted w him lah.. n he sat nxt to her!!!! >.< rawr..

tok is gayest n most boring thing eva..so slpy.. 0.o.

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26/06/07 1:11 PM


25/06/07


hahaha dis is a random bloggg entryy

i'm in the boardo noww!!! lol long storyy. love from india rox. den the tram nver came n levina nearly peed at the tram stop. LOL. since the tram din come so i stayed in bordo. it's quite scarryyy w the curtis's etc. LOL kk shall blogg latrrrr. hahaha. nite peepz =DD

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25/06/07 1:28 PM


24/06/07


LOL blogging is quite draggggyyyy

dis is going to be randomly summarized.

scotch is ridiculously rich (alliteration) bt so much so tt dey carn seem to afford sufficient heating. lol i sound quite neg, bt it was freaking cold lahh n the tromb guy rox cos he shut mou mou ren up n i'm gonna kill adrian the nxt time i c him. haha okayy maybe he had smth on i dunno. bt he betta turn up nxt time LOL.

carn blieve it's mon tmr.. seems like fri.

btw i din get to satisfy my dessert craving... =(( went to glenferrie road w nicc. ended up running away frm some asian guy who wears a hat at nite for some reason (it's nt even sunny lah) n having rendang, kueh lapis!!, n trampoline even tho we bought icecream thing b4 we found out trampoline was open cos the choc place was closed.. so no dessert.. XDDD

to add some meaning into dis entryyy
once a bandsman, always a bandsman. see everybody hardcore band members till jc oso the same =DD the bond within sections, band spirit. class spirit. grp spirit. chalets. tshirt. outings. bbqs. da best mannn =DDD misss yalll ~ xDDD ~

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24/06/07 2:34 PM


23/06/07


piano concert is an anticlimax to jazz cab serz 0.o
haha i apologize to all the classical pple, it was a gd concert, budden still quite anticlimax for me lah.. =DD hahaha n we played so manyy random things afterrrr.

funny thot: even tho i ate so much junk the past 3 dayss i lost 2 kg!! maybe i shld eat more junk lol. no lah it's bad fer health!! bt now i gt craving fer dessert cos of iron chef haha.

so tired 0.o

btw HBD HUANJING!! nowww u're as old as miiii. lol. hope u'll hav a great, fruitful n eventful17th year of ur life!! lol so cheesy i noee bt i dunno wad to write xDDD HBD neyways =DD

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23/06/07 1:43 PM


22/06/07


JAZZZZZZZZZZ CCCCAAAAAAABBBBBBB IIIISSSSS AAAAWWWEEESSOOMMMMEEE.

soo much bigger than last year, music was as awesome as last yr. bt it was great cos more stuff was happening.. lol. haha it was soo funnyyy when i tried the sucking helium thing!!!! it actually works cos i've never seen it done live b4, den mei did it, den i tried, need to suck alot den gt the sound.. hahaha.. i thot it wld hurt bt it din.. haha sho farnie.

rushing for dinner b4 a concert is the worst thing u cld do. bcos we were late so we had to runnnn all the wayyy to maccasss den runn alll the wayyy to coles express to get f's lollies den runn alll the way bakkk.. mg my exercise for the yearrr. den gt blister nowww =((

the giggg itself was too coolll. bass player zion affro n jerry the drum player *jawdropping*. erica was awesome as usuall.. haha. bt she din showw off as much thoo.. i really wanted to see tt.. neyways lok is fantasticall awesome. i'm running out of words.. niccc n sandra were great!!! n the improvs were coooolllll. =DDD
everybody's was coooolll.. i liked zoe wyatt's song n the 3 tenors.. everybody was sooo funnkk i wanna play funnkk. fiddle fusion was farnie.. show off electric violins the sch purchased n the strings broke LOL. bt sm bits sounded great anyway!!!

on an ending note:
izzit mi or izzit smth else tt it juz doesn't click or it always happens or ends dis wayyy which juz.. i duno lah pisses me off? no hurts me more than it pisses me off. smhow i will never be gd enuff fer u. smhow there will always b smth tt went wrong tt u hav to sayy even tho i tink i worked my asss off for..maybe it's juz me overreacting lahh bt somehow when u comment after each thing i do, it's nt valid when it's gd, n when it's bad, u r nt worth saying it. allll the commmenttttsss, juz shut up ~

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22/06/07 2:30 PM


21/06/07


haha it's 6degrees nowwww.. i'm used to it =DD
still bad tho

ANYWAYS, i carn feel my lips nemore.. hahaha i tink it's actually swollen a bit... hardcore playing is nt tt funnnn.. cos it's quite tiring.. js musical is quite funnyyy. so feminist. hahaha alison watched n nicc crashed w all her gearr.. LAWL. haha high on water/air n lindt choc that taste like chipss.. haha n exercise is gd fer u =DDD k whole lot of random sryy. haha.

todayy wasn't as bludge as yest. actually had to do work =(( tho i cbb nemore. pile of set work n other stuff to do...

i oso juz realized tt hungry jacks is bad fer u.. carn believe a whopper is 700+cals!!! i can feel my heart dying right nowww. stomach oso. n i had alot todayy =(( donuts 2 days in a roww n pizza tmr.. i really am gonna die soon mann.

jazzzzz cabbbb is tmrrrrr. excited. scared. nervous. quite nervous. okayy veh nervous. pray for luckk to come n inspiration to come to my head tmr nite. too much improv is nt gd.
to sandra n nicc: for the milllliioonntthh time,. YOUR IMPROV IS FINE LAH K juz enjoy n leave space =DDDD LOL

~ i am drained ~

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21/06/07 1:37 PM


20/06/07


kkkkkk i'm blogggginggg.
pai sehh

nm happened dis wk lah. oh yah the gunshootings.. it's such a bad timing n it shld nt hav happened at all. i feel so sorry for the 40smth yr old lawyer, father of 3, who gt killed during the incident. he was merely going to work, saw a woman gt dragged out of a taxi by the neck, went to her aid n gt shot. died. rip. bcos of tt the apartment gig tt i was lookingforward to n dreading at the same time gt cancelled. poor whitney dinnoe n she went!!

squibbb is quite the annoying smtimes.. dunno y lah juz is. pressurizing playing infront of him. bt efferverscence was farnnnieee asss.. junior sch musicall is erm boring. cute bt.. err.. ya cute. hahaha n sandra n nicc dueting is quite farniee.. dun stress lah..your improvs are gd. =DD i shld like worry abt my thing oso... 0.o

todayyy was quite bludge.. onli geog n maths did i do work... the rest of the time crapping as usuall lah...

tired mannnn.. can't wait for dis wk to be overrr..

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20/06/07 1:30 PM


18/06/07


the apartment gig gt cancelled =((((

lol mother nagging shall bloggg tmr.

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18/06/07 1:33 PM


15/06/07


lalalala haha as u can tell i'm in a high happy mood nowww. changed frm a crap dayyy to a farnniee dayy..

it is really cold todayy. fog was everywhere for the whole dayy. i have a feeling it's gonna snow =DD according to nicc max was 12degrees.. currently 7.5degrees n feels like 6.5 degrees lol.

bubzz i commented ur blogg!! haha we shld bumm in ct on monndayy.. u hav to carry ur tromb n i hav to carry my trpt around tho.. >.<

squibb pisses me off smtimes.. k maybe not pisses me bt makes me paranoid abt my playing smtimes.. expectations?? pressure?? when he came into the rehearsal todayyy, he was in a pissy mood n there was so much tension in the rm lah.. bt he wasn't angry after tt? he was like quite nice after tt? seems like pms.. haha bridget n christine concluded tt men hav menstrual cycles too juz tt dey dun bleed.. haha..

la porchetta + gelati + dumplings w nicc, jenny n charmaine was funnnnyyy. esp going bak tt time.. oh my tian n niu shi etc etc niccc was high on dumplings n i was quite high oso LOL charmaine n i shld lame more often mann. haha.

gt so much work n i hav to make dumplings tmr... duanwujie. familiy reunion dinner. gonna take up my whole dayy, bt grandma doing it fer me.. so i guess it'll be fun lahhh. hopefuly =DD
muz practise for jazz cab n the apartment!!!

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15/06/07 1:32 PM


14/06/07


tok abt cold. todayyy was the coldest dayyy among all the cold dayys tt i toked abt lah. dis morning i cld breathe out smoke. according to sandra it was 3degrees dis morning 0.o n there was frost on the field lah =DDD hopefully it will snow in melb soon. tho it has nver happened b4.

composition was due todayyy so naturally the whole music class spent their music spares in the classroom finishing off.. everybody's seem so gd lah.. i tink mine's too simple.. neyway, wagged chinese, mr wang wasn't even thre so lucky we wagged. p3 spare. p4 tried to wagg pe againn bt din really work. haha so malu. cos mrs o neil saw right thru us n we had to get our pe stuff neywayz n walk arnd the whole sch. lol. the whole dayy seemed veh lethargic lahhh for sm reason. haha mayb slping at 1.30am on a sch nite is nt such a gd idea after all xDD

had curry chicken =DDD bt ate too much...

i'm really sorry if u think that i ignored u. bt i honestly din mean to ignore u. i nver wld do that to u n if i unknowingly did it, i really sorry k..

kkk veh tired... nitexxxx.

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14/06/07 2:41 PM


13/06/07


BTWWW carn believe i forgt dis mann.. my whole purpose for blogging..

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DEAREST SENIOR!!!!

hope tt u had an awesome bdae siobhan.. n hopefully i can see u all alumni perform soon!! =DDD

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13/06/07 2:41 PM


13/06/07


COLDDDERRR TODAYYYYYY
freezing-mao

haha dunno y i'm so lame nowadays...
squibb has a green tie n white thinly striped shirt.. lol i hav to record it everyday noww

wind symph was ok, i think i hav a phobia for one of the songs cos of last time.. bt having onli the yr 11s is quite scaryyy. everything's so exposed.. n he had to play percy grainger... =.=""" mispitched the high bbbbbbbbb

gt the rest of the examssss bakkk.. nt too bad lah. the worst is over already. =DDD dun get too distraught w exams lah.. it's gd tt the teachers mark us toughly etc, den we will learn n be prepared for nxt time lah..

n jazz cab is increasing my stress levell atm..onli 1 wk plus left!!! how to get it up n ready?? n apartment gig w WESLEY BLACKBURN SCOTCH is on monday n we haven't practised hard enuff i tink.. 2 top sch bigbands in victoria n possibly aust.. omgggg..

N I FINISHED A WHOLE PINEAPPLE.. haha it was nice bt quite scaryyy. the song wo de huai nian is sooo nice lahhh.. obsessing abt it nowww.. s touching!! lol okkayyyy hope smth interesting wld happen soon....
i'm having waipo's curry tmr =DDDD

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13/06/07 2:33 PM


12/06/07


brrrr it's sooo colllddd.. 13 degrees =(( winter sux

sch's bak n it's actually quite funn to be bak lah.. endless crapping n highness for some reason.. gt bak exam papersss todayyy.. =DDDDD nt going to elaborate here if nt pple will start commenting angrily.. haha i'm soooo happy w eng lah.. nver reach tt mark or near tt mark b4!!! xDDD ok bt hopefully the rest of the papers will be juz as gd lah. to the person who raised me fed me shelter me etc, i noe nth is gd enuff fer u lah bt juz try to appreciate wadeva i'm doing nowww cos i tink i did pretty ok lah hor..

african choir was quite interesting n loud. dey were so enthu. wonder dey really suffer frm aids or nt. bt dey seem shhoo lively.. LOL

btw playing w staff is quite scaryy, alot of pressure, bt u c the side of teachers tt u nver see b4.. haha. quite farnie..

my dad striked lottery todayy, $400, apparently if he strike one more digit he wld hav won $4million.. haha so. funnyy thing was today's dinner was porridge with salted vege.. hahah.

n did quite alot of writing todayyy.. still stuck on one sonngg thoo. haha remixing stuff might be funn bt time consuming LOL.

wind symph tmr.. wad funnnn. xDD

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12/06/07 1:10 PM


11/06/07


woke up at 12++pm 0.o

smtimes i realy need to spend my day wisely. and smtimes pple shld juz tink abt others b4 themselves. smtimes i need to do that too. u raised me fed me took care of me pampered me bt smtimes u really ask things at the wrong time. 2 days in a row arleady!! lesson learnt: shldn't stay at hm too often.

greys anatomy is really a great show.. it somehow really makes me think.. i wun spoil it here lah. bt epi 16 made me cry haha. so sssaddd =(( bt in the end u noe she survives lah.. so. lol juz spoilt it for u all haha. maybe i will bcome a doc. maybe it's in times like those tragic events where being a doc really means smth, u can really help. n seeing all the deaths might be traumatic, i wldn't know..., bt by saving pple from all these deaths is actually quite heartwarming.. maybe it is worthwhile.

oh well i'll think abt it nxt yr. double eng tmr 0.o hopefully i'll pass w okayyyy results.. >.<

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11/06/07 12:07 PM


10/06/07


wasting time can b good or bad..
sitting at hm rotting makes u feel lazy bt at the same time restless n u think omgggg ur dayy is already gone...
practising piano/trumpet, watching dramas n having kaya toast for lunch is nt really gd.. other than that i haven't done nething.. wanted to slp in the afternoon budden too late have to go to grandpa's house already..

oh yah yest nite was quite farnie.. my msn dieded for smth reason at like 3 ++am. i cldn't reply haha so i was like using my nick to replyyyy. was lmaoing.. cos pple who weren't toking to me wld be like wthh.. haha. seriously dunno wad's wrong w msn.. still cannot see emoticons..

k it's abt time i slpt......

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10/06/07 12:56 PM


09/06/07


ommggg i am tired

rockclimbing was harder than i thot~!! haha atleast now i noee. carn feel my arms nemore bt charmaine n jenny were soo pro!! haha nvm will traiin n climb more.. it's quite funn. i need more power in the mind than physicall pain!!

family relatives/granduncles/grandaunts dinner at our place is really not the funn. even tho it was quite farnie watching a tape from 1970s n all the samsui women in the markets and seeing the relatives in like mini skirts and flare pants LOL n how olden msia, sg, n hk looked like.. it's like those history videos.. lol.. neyway it was still quite boring.. everytime tok abt the same thing one lah.. n my dad tried to show off by saying watch girls from the play boy mansion lah when there was like other nicer programmes on.. juz bcos one of the uncles was like trying to joke or smth liddat lah. i actually think i'm quite mean to him but i oso think he doesn't deserve my respect so. see how lah.

i not stupid 2 rox mann. it makes me cry more than laugh i tink. n i like joshua ang more than shawn lee.

nearlly 1am already.. gg to lagggg at hm tmr.. ssslllp n piannnooo.. if i can.b.b. so tired nitex!!

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09/06/07 2:57 PM


08/06/07


k here i'm blogging AGAIN ..blogging halfway den i accidentally exited the page... =.=""

went melb central to hav brunch w charmaine, christine, sandra, joyce, patrice, jenny n watch shrek 3 after which was quite farnie lahh.. bt still nt smth to watch in the cinema.. met tooo many plc grps in ct cos it was correction day.. normal thing sticker fotos walk n bummed around. n oso wen to hav steamboat lor.. haha it was quite farnie w the random guy n other things lah.. LOL

so stonned nw cos stayed up quite late last nite, n the night b4, n the night b4.. tmr going rockclimbing somemore.. so unfit... haha bt sounds like funn.. shld go iceskating oso..

neyways i dunno why i do things the way i do.. or think the way i think.. n i dunno wad's wrong lah. juz somehow i dun understand how everything's liddat or wadeva lah.. when parents r toking abt shitt n everything else lah. juz duno y somehow i feel hurt in a wayy even tho i try nt to care or dun wan to care..

LOL k i'm thinking too much xDD

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08/06/07 2:55 PM


07/06/07


EXAMSSS R OVA!!
haha it's not actually tt exciting cos i've been liddat since end of chemm.. so neyway music was DISASTROUS.. i actually thot it was going to b okayyy.. bt i guess nttt. n i wrote tt vivaldi was in renaissance period when it's supposed to be in baroque so since it's such the stupidest mistake any musician can make.. i'm juz waiting for the music teachers to slaughter me thru humiliation n embarrassment.. cos dey tok alot.. but honestly i really dunno lah.. tt's y i'm supposed to study. haha ok nvm. it's overr already.

den went bh n ate dumplings again.. bt it's w a big grp so it's ok. jenny, sy, christine, joyce, charmaine, sarah n yan went.. ordered quite alot. den we saw wentford there.. haha he's wagging sch to buy groceries at the deli LMAO.. n he saw me laughing at him haha!! den after tt i saw him in sch again after tt!!! haha it was quite farnie.. ok i wun tell all the stories here cos my blogg is quite draggyy. bt dis one muz tell:

story of the day
at the busstop i saw dead pigeon on the road.. i tink it gt run over by a bus.. n den i cld see the outside feathers n the inside guts.. so the head was there but the fat body was squished n it was red n intestines everywhre [HAHA CDF of a pigeon haha okok lolol] n den another bus drove thru it or on it i dunno how to describe and it made a 'squished' gross sound.. LOL i tink it was too stupid or phat to fly away in time before the bus ran over it.. haha quite poor thing..

thanx for ur letter siobhan!!! took soooo loonnnnggg.. bt nvm it came =DD

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07/06/07 2:17 PM


06/06/07


nth much happened todayy bt i'll blog neywayz.

chinese was actually harder than i expected!! cos it was harder than the stuff wang gave us.. and the essay was kinda messay.. n everytime i try to say smth in chinese i noe it in eng bt i dunno wad it is in chinese like how to say kangeroo in chinese?? n platypus?? lol cos i wanted to tok abt visiting the zoo cos i wrote an itinery.. so i juz sed go visit the cute penguins n lion/tigers etc.. haha..oh well.

den after tt went to music sch n bang piano w nicc... mg classical music is sooo picky n dtailed!!! neyway had meeting w ross abt involvement or wadeva.. nt veh interesting.. he had like two small wafer biscuits infront of him.. choc n vanilla.. no plate somemore!! den while i was replying his qns he was eating la.. wad kind of meeting is tt la.. n i thot it was smth impt.. den went to boardo.. i feel soo bad going there so often la!! dunno y 0.o eating their lunches n using their water LOL

had rehearsal as usual

den went boxhill w niccc n had a suuuper late lunch at david n camys. dumplings n noodle soup w fresh veges n meat LOL

yayy last exam tmr!! actually i dun really care neymore.. n dis exams r wayy too longg
nmv going out for the nxt 3 days!! =DD

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06/06/07 11:02 AM


05/06/07


since lucy n nicole ng hav asked me and thot of the same thing.. i thot i shld clarify things..

the scary guy who toked to me n tried to make me smile on the tramm.. is NOT a hot kinda guy etc..

he was dis old beggarish-loooking ji kou pei kind of guy who had music blasting into his ear n a scruffy beard and i think he was homeless.. but i carn say tt for sure.. dunno whether he's drunk or nt..
n he was trying to make me smile cos he was frm some church thing, or he SED he was frm some church thing la..
and it was at nite etc la..

SOO, in concluuuussion, it was a scary encounter not a 'check-out-hot-guy' encounter kkkk... LOL

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05/06/07 10:14 AM


05/06/07


exams r non-officially over =DD

i realised i've been abandoning my blogg.. so whoeva sees me online n my blogg is nt updated yelll at mi kkk??

chem n geog r okayy. ok maybe not geog bt haha neyways it's overr already.. hav chinese n music left.. haha which i dun intend to study alot for... tonite hav to look at the itinery format thing n tmr den think abt music..

toking abt music.. I MISS MY PIANO N TRPT!!! i've been neglecting dem alot.. tt's y i sound like shit nowww laa~~ hopefully mr huw dann wun kill me on thurs cos i keep apologizing for nt practising.. 3 wks in a row!! feeel so bad la. SOOO todayy.. since exams is alrdy like kind of overr.. made up for it by playing 45mins trpt!! haha it's actually quite alot cos i can feel my lips tingling after i finished.. i wanted to do more bt bcos it's the first day after a long break.. muz pace myself.. LOL. n den i pract piano till like 5.30pm after tt.. haha.. my hand pain oso.. LOL

OOHOOH n the song yuan2 dian3 is veh nice.. i tink it's an old song larh.. bt i suddenly like it duno y 0.o lol. sung by tanya chua n stefanie sun.

looking forward to going out on thurs, fri n sat!!! which is wad is planned atm la.. =DD

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05/06/07 8:36 AM


01/06/07


k i'm blogging yayyy

halloooo dearrrest pple.. lol
i've decided i'm juz gonna skip details n skim thru wad's been happening..

mt gambia was awesome la ~~ carn say much abt it.. atmosphere was so great, the hype, the bonding, and all that jazzz was great n inspiring~!! muz go nxt yr~~!! *cross fingers*

grand concert wasn't tt interesting.. juz liddat lor.. i thot we played well, or trmpts played quite well, but according to MR SQUIBB we played like shit la.. den he scolded trpts quite fully, n i felt really bad cos i played the wrong note veh loudly n badly... i thot it was quite bad la so i apologized after tt =( den he sed for wad.. at least i knew he wasn't tt angry la~~ lol

exams suxxxx. i can 4get abt eng n faill it.. maths was okaayyyy. it was simple concepts bt complicated?? dunno how to explain. still carn blieve tt matrix qn was using the GC!!!! so pissed offf.. this time the exams seem to be painstakingly longgg..

had stagey den pippin today.. scotch facilities r pretty big and prettyy. all the halls n pits etc. eating too much hot jam donuts n pancakes n icecream n pizza n fastfood is nt good... so muz go running club again...
den on the way bak gt dis guy started to tok to me and make me smile n he was quite scary.. tramdriver din do neting even tho i was nxt to him.. thanx nicc~ xDD

k longg entry. quite tired. wished exams wld finish faster.. go out nxt wk!!


~ time does not heal, it just makes you forget ~

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01/06/07 1:31 PM


21/05/07


i'm srry i haven't bloggedddd

i willl definitely blooggg soooonn abt Mt Gambier, Grand Concert Exams and everything in btn k...

in the mean time tc to everyone =DD

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21/05/07 8:45 AM


17/05/07


today is a baking day..

somehow all the teachers muz relate everything to baking or baking everything to them.

1. mr squibb 'baked' a cake for Mrs turner's birthday.. actually he organized f to bake the cake or smth.. n he tripped over a violin case and was teased to death abt the cake..

2. mrs speedy was comparing balancing chem equations ratios to the recipe of making pancakes with the ratios of flour sugar and milk hav to be the same etc..

3. mrs maurer baked a lemon cake for the vce34 students after their sac.. so jealous. I OSO WAN LEMON CAKE LAH..

so ya today was a baking day.. 0.o LOL

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17/05/07 12:57 PM


10/05/07


heylo pple~
wanted to blog before i go to mt gambier [it's a town btw not a mountain].. for national stage band competition thingy. i actually dunno wad it is bt apparently it's quite a big thing. so ya.. it's a 6 hr drive from melb n mr ross is driving so it might be slower.. lol. but hopefully it'll be fun.. so glad bubz is coming if not i wld be seriously hav a aussifying overdose...

gt alot of work budden go thre i'm gonna try n enjoy myself as much as possible haha.. n try nt to think of work most of the time. xD

k i'd betta go n slp now.. nearly 4 LOL. can catch up on the bus!!!

jia you for sacs and dun miss me too much here kaez?? XXXPPPPPPPPP lol

out~~

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10/05/07 5:50 PM


06/05/07


heylo peepz~
eventful n full wkend... ate sooo much
fri:
drove to ct.. quite exciting.. freeway is scary n ct alot of things happening. bt still fun. after tt ate indian food.. 3 curries - marsala, eggplant marsala, & beef rendang.. shhooo full till after tt i was soo tired...

sat: gt haircut at boxhill. den at first juz wanted to cut.. budden the literally gay hairdresser tried to use me as his guinea pig/work of art n like suggested to highlight my hair.. and will make me look nicer etc.. push push.. den i sed aiyah ok lor.. impulse kind of thing.. den so highlighted my hair red LOL. at first i'm not used to it bt after a while it's quite ok lah. den met up w jenny for lunch bt on the way saw em and steph so join them for lunch oso.. den walk around lor..

sun: big breakfast w all the aunties =.="" went to chick corea masterclass.. soo many pple. b4 tt gt tram drama cos it was 1/2 hr late gt me so worried. chick corea has quite a sense of humour.. LOL. bt he did teach things tt r useful to prof musicians and at my level can understand bt hardly implement. like the communication process of music being more impt than the technical conveying aspect of it etc.. he's really gd tho =DD

~basically, i dunno lah. i dun c y it's sooo big.. budden y use or using words like 'losing','not working out' n 'confronting'... ??
aiyah.~~

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06/05/07 1:40 PM


01/05/07


wow there's sooo many comments on my tagboard~!! i onli nver check for 1 day LOL.

k replies:
jenny+joyce: LOL u both like veh bored liddat.. XP

qh: haha come join me in the above 50/60 zone LOL.. eh i gt run now n then now so nt tt bad yet lah.. at least gt maintain =DD

bubz: haha life n ib's okayyy.. wad chinese class thing?? were we supposed to go to chinese instead of tok?? WOOOPPPS lol. =P try refreshing the cbox if it doesn't work.. tt's wad i did wif another frenz's cbox..

ANYWAY
the farniest thing happened today.. i was toking to marcus juz asking how's life etc.. den he sed he has a chem test tmr.. den i sed i had a chem test today.. den he asked me wad it was on, and i sed bonding. and he is doing a bonding chem test tmr as well!!! talk abt coincidence..
covalent etc stuff.. haha den i decided to test him.. LOL haven done tt w him in aggeesss larhx.. =DD

feel like going out soon~~

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01/05/07 1:32 PM


28/04/07


halo pple.. winter sux to the core. it's cold n rainy n depressing~!!! i dun wan winter to come... =(

thre was dis family gathering thing.. cos sum relative from s'pore/msia came.. dey were so singaporean!! n i cld tell dey wern't really into aussie convo lah.. esp the guy. poor thing.. bt they're a nice couple =DD

btw nice fotos niccc... LOL. i'll show my young and bad ones one day XDD

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28/04/07 1:05 PM


23/04/07


it's great to have a friend indeed.
a fren -
who knows you
who understand you
who loves you
who cries with you
who juz knows what you're going thru

i hope i can b thre for you as much as you've been thre for me =DD

be strong~!!

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23/04/07 11:12 AM


22/04/07


heyloz.. came bak frm music camp.. quite fun and intense lah. esp for senior strings pple.
din do much, juz practise till lips veh sore.. and some random tings happened like the harry potter puppet show thing which stagey renacted. youtube harry potter puppet den u get all these farnie stuff.. LOL. den my trumpet teacher teaching us how to be sleazy in a song called 'what a friend we have in Jesus'.. lol. den bubz and trying to get her slping bag.. den going toilet billion times to avoid mr squibb.. LOL. n joycelyn seeing him topless.. and the flab. hahaah. din take alot of pix tho.=(

den after music camp went sophias for lunch wif nicc n rachel. and i hurt my back =(.. while playing the game where u hav to carry pple alot.. cbb to explain here lah. bt bak aching now.. hopefully tmr will get betta lah.

click is a nice weird show =D

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22/04/07 1:42 PM


16/04/07


hols has ended.

spent the last wk being a hermit. nver left the house till sat. have been piaing grey's anatomy. it's quite nice. it's getting a bit side tracked from the surgeries tho. lol. quite farnie too. dlding the rest of season 3.

saw pics of section. quite heartwarming. dey're so united!! which is gd =D

so sch's starting. bz wk and rest of the term i expect wif alll the musical stuff which i dun really wan to do atm. lol. need to hav a life a bit. tokin abt music my bro gav me dis nice music acapella grp called rajaton. veh nice.

my mom sed smth quite saddening yesterday. went out wif mom n aunt to sumwhre far, sandringham?, to have lunch. coastal town lah. den my mom was toking abt whre we shld go in sept cos she gt leave. den she suggeested sydney, sum countryside etc. den i suggested, let's go back to sg. and suddenly her face turn black and gave me dis angry & disgusted look... den i shuddup lah.

gt smth wrong wif sg meh? my opinion mite be bias. budden i oso dunno wad to say. i noe she's happy here and not thre, cos her whole family is here and she missed out on it while we were in sg. bt it's the other way round for me. at least support me n dun hurt me can? plz.

to: i noe i hav to look forward, but wad happens if rite now u dun exactly luvv the future? too bad and juz stick thru it?? i oso dunno lah.

~anyway sch starts tmr~

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16/04/07 10:30 AM


12/04/07


syf was today. even tho u all might not read dis, but i'll still dedicate this entry to allll of you.

i noe u all went in with confidence, and expectations to get gold with honours. and today u all get gold. but think abt it, is gold that bad? gold is still at the top and u all actually achieved dis. if u still bu4 gan1 yuan4, den think wad is more important. it is the practise u put in, the sweat and blood with all your bandmates, the bond u all shared and strengthen thruout the course of syf. it is the process that counts. even tho u all din gain gold w honours but u all gained alot more, your frends, your juniors and your seniors noe so much more abt u and care so much abt u as u to them.

so dw abt the result, nobody's disapointed, as long as u all did your best & learned alot friendswise or musicwise, YOU ALL HAVE DONE WELL!! =D

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12/04/07 10:53 AM


12/04/07


syf was today. even tho u all might not read dis, but i'll still dedicate this entry to allll of you.

i noe u all went in with confidence, and expectations to get gold with honours. and today u all get gold. but think abt it, is gold that bad? gold is still at the top and u all actually achieved dis. if u still bu4 gan1 yuan4, den think wad is more important. it is the practise u put in, the sweat and blood with all your bandmates, the bond u all shared and strengthen thruout the course of syf. it is the process that counts. even tho u all din gain gold w honours but u all gained alot more, your frends, your juniors and your seniors noe so much more abt u and care so much abt u as u to them.

so dw abt the result, nobody's disapointed, as long as u all did your best & learned alot friendswise or musicwise, YOU ALL HAVE DONE WELL!! =D

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12/04/07 10:49 AM


10/04/07


heylo~~

week has been pigging... bad fer mi but oh well..
today went to watch dancing wif the stars live!!! with the stagey pple, nt tt i have any same frequency wif them..but fun anyway. went to channel 7 studio. the hall is actually smaller than i thot it actually was. lots of cameras wires etc. our conductor lok is playing thre mah so we get to go lor. pple who went: me rae keira libby bridget both erins, mrs turner's family, erica + fiance + veh lame fren. LOL. den saw all the beautiful & famous celebrities. u can tell. den i was taking pics of them when they came out, den Kate Ceberano, a VERY famous singer whom i dinnoe who she was, saw me then asked, "do you wan me to take a picture", den i said ok. so i let the celebrity take a picture of me and her unknown dancing partner.. LOL. felt so pai seh after tt. bt the dancing partner was quite goodlooking. so since Kate Ceberano is ssoo down-to-earth, i shall support her!! she's singing in melb int. jazz festival.

then since it's a rehearsal, all the celebrities and crew were cracking lame jokes lah. quite farnie. u dun expect them to be so lame. saying things like, 'a pen is a pencil with balls'. and the camera man putting love shape frames on other crew members. LOL.

yeh internet dlding is back. cos we went ova the limit last time. downloaded john legend. my girl is quite nice. i wld rank goong, my girl den full house. oso finished grey's anatomy sn 1. now u noe wad i've been doing at home XD

2 days left to syf. JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!

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10/04/07 9:06 AM


05/04/07


halo peepz, haven't bloggggged in a whiillee~~

hols more interesting than the last hols. but still quite ok lah. may's 18th on monday, details go to jenny's blogg.. quite farnie abt the fotos. bt i like staying at her house . LOL. shld do it more often. =D

stoning at home today. supposed to do eng commentary budden niccc tjakrawinata buggg me on msn till i cannot do it anymore.. LOL.. juz an excuse to NOT do it lah.

dad went back to msia/sg yesterday nite.. hao xian mu~~~!! muz brainwash my parents.

btw, HAPPY 16TH BDAE TO LINGY!! hav fun on sat and muz treasure ur 16th yr lah.. carn believe i'm a year older than u now...0.o

out~~

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05/04/07 3:01 AM


29/03/07


ok going to blog abt a random thing today. went glenny after sch w hazel & jenny. went to kaciao my brother n wad izzit with them obsessing over my brother lah.. one husband one bf. LOL. den went to get their ears pierced. the chemist knows us already. den go bob's kitchen eat dumplings. the farniest part was went to eat ice cream in 18degrees rain, outside. den dunno hu went on high and suggested to take off our jumpers & shoes & socks!! sho farnie..all the passerbys think we're crazy. bt it was quite coool/cold. hahax. haven't gone crazy in a while. muz do it more often.

juz realized gt alot of hols hw, and alot of dramas to get thru in 2 wks. lol. 2 korean + 3seasons of greys (if lucy brings it lah).

hav fun to those who r going away =D
to those who r staying, muz go out arh.

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29/03/07 1:57 PM


24/03/07


sry haven blogged for a while. ib camp was okay. pple dun slp during camp lah so dun ask us think abt how we think when we're all stoned. lol.

THANX for AAAALLLLL the year 11s for organizing the surprise bdae thing for me!! so touching!! lol. no wonder every1 suddenly veh nice to me.. jkjk. thanx to nicole ng for organizing it, huanjing & nicc t for the cards & easter eggs and also the rest who did the special sexyback dance, and also those who were distracting me pulling me to take fotos around the campsite while dey practise their dance, and all those who brought food. THANK YOU!!

i gt acouple of fotos budden cbb to upload. some on friendster.

sports day was cancelled cos of the crazy freezing rain lah. dey shld have cancelled earlier.. den i wld nt have gotten a shower, den after tt hair dried by wind. so went to glenny, and gt my ears pierced!! wif hazel & jenny. quite scary lah all the stories, budden nver die so it's gd. quite sore.. =( "drastic change in one's life" ~horoscope maybe dis is it!! lol.

lampas society dinner was okay. 5hrs cas points. quite farnie.

everybody stressing abt eng oral. i shld too. shall prac tmr. pia yesterday till 4am.. den today genna stoneded. nxt wk is stress wk. jia you jia you!!

btw, rvcb jia you for syf!!! gambatte!! cue & jerk!!

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24/03/07 1:22 PM


18/03/07


today was a nice day =D

firstly TQTQ to everybody who wished me hbd. thanx for that, all the msn nicks, testimonials, presents & cards. thank you!!

went to watch music & lyrics, quite nice. it's a regular-no-point chick flick. bt a bit better than a chick flick. hugh grant was farnie with his 80s dance. budden the songs were quite nice ahx. watched wif mother n brother at glenny.

family dinner @ nite. den parents ordered a shot for me LOL. cowboy shot, baileys n some other liquor?? veh mild lah. den shot lor.. hahax. i was planning to do smth alcoholic lah budden parents already did it for me. telepathy?? 0.o so scary. LOL. but i wanted a long island.. i tried b4 very nice bt after tt shot my mother said NO. i tried to get my grandpa to overule budden cannot. =( bt quite fun lah. went red after tt. haha.

since my bro's camera lost all the fotos i took b4 these were the ones after...

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wai gong.. sho farnie..

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wai po & paul (cousin)

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brother. sho red manx..

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family portrait.

IB Camp tmr.. woot.. see how fun it will b lahx. =D

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18/03/07 12:02 PM


17/03/07


it's 53mins after my bdae. not exactly lah.. still gt 2 hrs actually cos i not born here.. but happy bdae to me.. budden some how i'm not tt excited. bleahx.

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17/03/07 1:55 PM


10/03/07


going emo so ignore if interested in a happy entry.

if u dunnoe me, den dun anyhow comment. 'u adjusted well so everything's ok'. adjusted well? then why izzit i cry everytime smth from sg comes up? why izzit every minute i want to fly back. why izzit every boring weekend i feel like crap. adjusted well. how many tears have been shed behind closed doors to make u think that i have adjusted well? u think it's so fucking easy to leave a life behind izzit. yea all i do is study and music the past 2 yrs. I KNOW N I GET IT. but why do u think i study the way i do? u think i like studyin? let me tell u now, it's bcos u dun hav to think about other stuff. it's bcos u think soo much abt the hw or test or exam or wadeva assignment that is due that u dun have to think abt what you've missed out on back in sg or how fun your life used to be. it numbs the fucking pain. so before u say how nerdy i am, think about why i fucking do it. k.



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10/03/07 10:57 AM


06/03/07


wth lah. i canot stop u from doing it, i cannot do much from preventing lame stuff from happening. f off if u're planning smth. there's more to life than that.

hope everybody gt into their ideal jcs. =D jia you bah those who din.. 2yrs veh fast will be over one.

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06/03/07 1:18 PM


20/02/07


sry i haven't blogged in a while, hav been bz wif house concerts. basically is juz the colour houses try to put up a concert or musical according to a given theme which includes, music, singing, acting props backdrop dance elements etc. den judged on that lah. so hav been bz lor. glamis music is pretty ok. i find it a bit empty bcos of lack of instrumentation and no middle bt it's coming on pretty well. gd luck to everybody tmr!! the best part is prob no sch bah. den finally gt time to catch up on assignments. =.=""

these few days i have been zombified a bit LOL. cny was fun, went karaoke wif family after 2 ++ years!!! finaly get to properly karaoke.. cos here veh ex. hahax. anyway we karaoked cos yiyi (edison) noes the boss den kicked out a client for us. so nice. den k till 2.30am.. my dad was drunk as hell lah. reached home at 3 ++. den the next day muz wake up at 8.30am to go bai nian. first zombified. had to catch up on work and write geog essay tt day too. so din get to slp much. monday, full day rehearsals again. then played badminton with uncle tang at night. so den no time to do hw again. hahax. fell aslp doing it. den nxt day house captains hav to hav a full dress rehearsal AGAIN at 7am 0.o... wake up at 5.30...den walked into the living rm coffee table.. gt bruise..=( bt ya zombified. luckily in class geog essay had 2 periods. or i wld have dieded.

bt i hope all the zombifyingness is worth it and we'll win smth tmr!! gd luck everyboardee.

=D

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20/02/07 12:53 PM


14/02/07


happy valentines day!! for all the attached pple out there.. and oso all the lonely hearts out thre!! enjoy vday anyhow. gt tons and tons of singles out thre lah dun worry!!

dinnoe it was tt big a deal here.. quite big lor. to those who din get wad dey expected, be strong, there's always a next time since you haven't done anything irrational yet. juz wait for the moment and it will come!

alot of pple gt roses hahax. teachers, student, sch captain. ME!!! my brother was kind enuff to get me n my mom 1 rose each. $10 each leh.. nt cheap k. budden it's kinda sad tt my first rose is given by my brother by anyway. haha. nice gesture still.

alot of pple oso gt vdae cards. from patrice. joycelyn gt secret admirer!! n possibly bf. LOL.

den yanyan gorgor apparently planned a candlelight dinner for estelle. haha so romantic.

oh ya and oso my piano teacher gt engaged! she was playing piano to show me smth den gt a diamond ring on her 4th finger when usually there's none. haha quite hard nt to miss. den i asked she confirmed.haha. wanted to ask abt the proposal story one budden dun dare. lol. mr faizad's proposal story is still the best!! the most creative one ever! =D

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14/02/07 11:35 AM


13/02/07


halo peepz. wad shld i blog abt. first THANX to emchieng who put my big phat name on her xanga. LOL. =.=.

anyway, i tink i shall complain again. parents parents parents. wad on earth r u all thinking. maybe it's for the better maybe it's for something else. probably better. budden the thing is, nobody seems to wan to come. all the boarders dun seem to wan to be here, all missing home, crying over missing home. dunno lah. all asians wan to go back to asia. and while they're here they seek each other for comfort. muz they go through this? why do parents put us thru this when they wan the best for their child. u dun really expect your child to suddenly have a lot of fun in a strangely unfamiliar country after spending their whole lives in msia sg or somewhere else rite? if u do den i dunno wad to say liaox. i recently know someone who's been here 5 years already and yet wans to go back to msia/sg as much as i do. i'm not saying tt we dun like it here, it's just tt we're nt used to here. maybe time will heal it bt it's juz diff. it's as if our past lives never existed. no trace wadsoeva, carn go back, have to stay here, yet u wan to go back. it's like dey tink dey noe everything abt u here, and suddenly u see the pix of frenz from b4 and you're nt part of it anymore. nth hurts more than seeing wad u cld have become or be a part of, andyet knowing u aren't there. all the things i ever thot tt i wld do suddenly disappears. at least move me earlier when it doesn't hurt tt much lor kaez..

sry abt the complaining

on a lighter note, CNY coming!! hope it will be fun.. tho i doubt it. XD

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13/02/07 11:34 AM


03/02/07


wah sehx.. muz organize to every detail..

there is one person whom i juz found out shares the same values as me, and i'm proud to be her junior. after coming here, everything seemed so crazy that i sort of lost myself in the process. i din really know who i was anymore, neither cld i find it again. it just wasn't the same. however, after reading her blog, it was good to know that someone else believed in the same things as i did, and at the same time reminded me of whad i believed in. although it's a small value, but it seems that onli few people have it here. VERY few. backstabbing, betrayal, bitching seems like a common past time for most pple here. frankly speaking, i think i unfortunately gt reeled into it for a while. it was such a common thing tt i did do it a few times, more times than i wld hav done than my whole 14 years in sg, and i wholly regret it...

"it is ok to dislike something about someone. it is not ok when you go round discussing it when you dont understand that person's point of view."

for that i thank u siobhan.
(thanx for the letter too!! =D)

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03/02/07 12:59 PM


01/02/07


sch has officially started.. sadded. so diff lor.. muz go crazy again...=.="""

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01/02/07 10:26 AM


25/01/07


i have to blog this. today smth veh farnie happened. nver happen b4... normally when i take the tram to or from the city i'll slp on it. bt somehow i always wake up at the right time. today on the way home, i fell aslp while listening to mp3, den the last stop which is my stop, i was still aslp and then another person had to shake me a couple of times to wake me up. so pai seh XD only one left in the tram hahax... =D

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25/01/07 12:48 PM


22/01/07


today was the first day of melb youth music summer sch program that is overly priced bt worth a shot in standard...

I nearly died today. I went there expecting that i might be able to contribute a lot to the orchestra, bt i was totally wrong. I forgot that playing in a classical symphony orchestra is not my type of thing, hardly ever played classical stuff. But i guess it's a new experience, hard one, but one to learn from. The trumpets were just crazy lah, reaching to high Bs, Cs & Ds with such a gentle n sweet tone!!! how i wish i had something like that. the worst part is that they're both younger than me 0.o . Year 10 guys. i'm the only girl in the brass excluding the horns lor. i also din really talk much, nth to tok about. lol.

anyway, the piece we're playing is kinda boring bt quite nice lah. nt too bad. but i tink the next time i go mym, i would tick the stage band box instead.

oh yar my score was in F, so had to do alot of theory work today. but his tone was sooooooo goooooooooood!!! and all the high notes as well.
*admires him manx.... >.<

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22/01/07 9:52 AM


15/01/07


it's time for tennis again.. quite fun lah go every yr.. diff experience. quite a last min decision to go, so went wif bro and dad, den line up for 1 and half hrs for tix.. =.='' organization a bit the bad cos those who went to pick up tix oso had to line up.. poor thing. den apparently gt fight inside. no wonder we saw all the croatians gt kicked out.. went to watch show courts instead of vodafone.. watched more and close up tennis instead of waiting and sit far far away in vodafone arena.. saw sretbotnik vs some other casey dellavour aussie person.. see i support sretbotnik den she win.. lol. 21seed leh. den saw thomas johanssen 5 match epi.. so under the sun, skip lunch and survived on ice cream n chips... SUNBURN... diaox lor.. hahax. cos we forgt to bring sunscreen.. mother's job lah.. den she nt thre.. lol. my bro is like suckling pig already lah.. wanted to watch james blake vs moya, and hingis.. bt all tmr.. all the stars r tmr.. bt tmr 39degrees.. heex so tv also can lah =D

found out smth farnie today.. ailin is in the same og as chengjia & lynette!!! 0.o so qiao. hahax. =D

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15/01/07 12:07 PM


13/01/07


yea long time nver go out.. finally pple are back..0.o yesterday went to watch imax movie with grace, lucy, wendy, and barbara.. first went to have breakfast, i thot it was going to b macdonalds, budden grace budiman brought us to this small cafe called maltitude??? or smth liddat. den had eggs benedict veh nice!!! n veh BIG.. din hav lunch for tt day. n was still full by dinner... den went to walk walk all the way to imax theatre. watch night at the museum. i thot is 3D lor. den is nt.. so watch again. on a BIGGER screen. today all veh big big one. den went to take neoprint lor.. or sticker fotos. (the formal way of saying it lolx). lucy goes crazy when taking it lor.. omg.. scream until the whole shop can hear cos running out of time to draw LOL... then went to shop for socks for lucy's fone and bubz's black socks.. took some pix on the way too.

muz gooo out more lah.. b4 hols finish..
all the pix on barbara's bloggy. =D

here r some:
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=D

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13/01/07 5:37 AM


13/01/07


yea long time nver go out.. finally pple are back..0.o yesterday went to watch imax movie with grace, lucy, wendy, and barbara.. first went to have breakfast, i thot it was going to b macdonalds, budden grace budiman brought us to this small cafe called maltitude??? or smth liddat. den had eggs benedict veh nice!!! n veh BIG.. din hav lunch for tt day. n was still full by dinner... den went to walk walk all the way to imax theatre. watch night at the museum. i thot is 3D lor. den is nt.. so watch again. on a BIGGER screen. today all veh big big one. den went to take neoprint lor.. or sticker fotos. (the formal way of saying it lolx). lucy goes crazy when taking it lor.. omg.. scream until the whole shop can hear cos running out of time to draw LOL... then went to shop for socks for lucy's fone and bubz's black socks.. took some pix on the way too.

muz gooo out more lah.. b4 hols finish..
all the pix on barbara's bloggy. =D

here r some:
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13/01/07 5:36 AM


13/01/07


yea long time nver go out.. finally pple are back..0.o yesterday went to watch imax movie with grace, lucy, wendy, and barbara.. first went to have breakfast, i thot it was going to b macdonalds, budden grace budiman brought us to this small cafe called maltitude??? or smth liddat. den had eggs benedict veh nice!!! n veh BIG.. din hav lunch for tt day. n was still full by dinner... den went to walk walk all the way to imax theatre. watch night at the museum. i thot is 3D lor. den is nt.. so watch again. on a BIGGER screen. today all veh big big one. den went to take neoprint lor.. or sticker fotos. (the formal way of saying it lolx). lucy goes crazy when taking it lor.. omg.. scream until the whole shop can hear cos running out of time to draw LOL... then went to shop for socks for lucy's fone and bubz's black socks.. took some pix on the way too.

muz gooo out more lah.. b4 hols finish..
all the pix on barbara's bloggy. =D

here r some:
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13/01/07 5:34 AM


13/01/07


yea long time nver go out.. finally pple are back..0.o yesterday went to watch imax movie with grace, lucy, wendy, and barbara.. first went to have breakfast, i thot it was going to b macdonalds, budden grace budiman brought us to this small cafe called maltitude??? or smth liddat. den had eggs benedict veh nice!!! n veh BIG.. din hav lunch for tt day. n was still full by dinner... den went to walk walk all the way to imax theatre. watch night at the museum. i thot is 3D lor. den is nt.. so watch again. on a BIGGER screen. today all veh big big one. den went to take neoprint lor.. or sticker fotos. (the formal way of saying it lolx). lucy goes crazy when taking it lor.. omg.. scream until the whole shop can hear cos running out of time to draw LOL... then went to shop for socks for lucy's fone and bubz's black socks.. took some pix on the way too.

muz gooo out more lah.. b4 hols finish..
all the pix on barbara's bloggy. =D

here r some:
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13/01/07 5:34 AM


09/01/07


today finally gt learners permit. so now i can drive.. hahax. dunno how many pple will die bcos of tt. the test was okay. den gt dis other girl, who's taking the same test as me and also at the same time, when i was at qn 14 out of 32, she finished already. den i was 0.o lah. den after tt i heard she passed the test with 100%... O.O... genius in traffic control lah. anyway i passed wif 94%.. ok lah. i was thinking it wld b embarrassing when dey say, ' you've failed' in front of all the other pple lining up to take the test. lol. tmr gt first driving lesson.. the instructor asked me on the phone if it was my first lesson, den i said yes, den he said, 'then i must rmb to bring my helmet' LOL. my driving instructor has a sense of humor.. hopefully nobody gets killed tmr lahx. XD

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09/01/07 7:22 AM


06/01/07


halo, since i'm bored i my as well blog. *rhymes*. anyways nth much has been going on. wake up do wadeva den watch stuff den slp again. victor came back from sg. looks like vincent's gonna go overseas and some citizenship ns prob. bt he wanted to do tt for a long time so jia you for tt. (tho he wun see dis). juz finished honey & clover, it's a gd anime. veh meaningful. since it's onli 20mins each epi i managed to finish it in 2 days. finished fa zhen xian feng hk drama as well. now my mom wans to watch. nt bad lah. a bit drama bt ok lah. nxt is ichigo bahx? my bro's anime. seems quite farnie. oh yar i gt a haircut. from quite long become super short. 0.o. bt quite nice =D hair dresser communication prob. veh hot some more so is quite cooling now! tag pple tag... tagboard below k. XD

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06/01/07 2:13 PM


05/01/07


pple pple.. tag leh. my blog nice nice den still veh sad sad cos no one come to visit.. =( go jc forget abt me lah harx??

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05/01/07 12:12 AM


02/01/07


halo gals, i hav finally changed blog layout. it's quite ok lah. gt other skins one budden either nt nice or need alot of self changes.. so cbs. stick wif dis one lor. prob will change it again soon. muz visit often hor. tagtagtag!

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02/01/07 11:39 AM


31/12/06


hey gals, it's time to say goodbye to 2006 and welcome '07 here.. need to change it liaox when i write dates. muz rmb.. so fast another yr, getting older.. hopefully dis yr will be longer, more eventful, more exciting, less stressful, more everything for everybody and it will b a gd year ahead. gd health, gd relationships everything lah. so take care and hav a great party '07!! =D

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31/12/06 1:20 PM


24/12/06


halo gals, it's christmas eve. sort of high today sry hehe. yesterday went to watch prestige. quite nice ahx veh clever bt also very dark. wan to watch happy feet and nite at the museum. looks nice. den at night watched goong. a bit crazy now. it's a nice show lahx, typical of any korean dramas bt still veh nice. i heard it was a big thing in sg a few months ago so takes a while to get here lahx =D anyways i wanna shoot Yul's head off lahx. i noe he shuai and cuter than shin budden he veh emo. every time say, 'oh i need u' or 'oh dun go to shin' blah blah blahx. leave chaegyung and shin alone lahx aiyoh. den watch 2 epi. by then it was 2 am?? den dunno whether i wanted to pia it or nt. cos my mom n i going to chadstone shopping centre at 5 am after sending my brother cos the shopping centre open for 24hrs tt nite so go cc lahx. so i decided to pia 3 more epi. woot. din slp for 24hrs!! first time i was able to last. maybe bcos i really wanted to kill yul. anyways, bought yiyi a maozedong cap lol. to match his maozedong jacket hahaax. pia goong tonite againz =D

Merry Christmas everybody!!

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24/12/06 9:46 AM


14/12/06


hey gals n guys, bzbzbz. elton john on fri nite. quite nice. bennetts on monday. awesome. busking was fun, erica was great on tues. sumosalad needed experienced ppled. budden dramas were gd.

after so long, i finally noe wot it is. ji mo bah. sui ran you hen duo ren, dan shi hai shi ji mo. wo bu zai sg, ye bu wan quan zai zhe li. zai zhong jian. wei shen me mei ci dou shi yau wo xian kai conver, xian jiang hua, xian ti qi hua ti? nan dao wo na me can mei ren zai hu mah? wo si liao ye mei ren zhi dao. zhen tian duo zai wo fang jian li. anti social. ye mei ren zhi dao. yi zhi start xian, yi zhi reach out xian. i'm tired of it le..na li dou bu shi. sg de ren moved on liaox. zhe li de ren you ta men zi ji de zu liao. jiang qi hua lai, jiang bu qi. bu zen me ren shi ta men le.

yuan lai ji mo de gan jue shi zhe yang de. zhi shi wo bu gan cheng ren er yi..

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14/12/06 12:22 PM


07/12/06


hey gals, N GUYS for fj. =D today was one choppy day lahx. first wen to lucy's place for busking rehearsal.. din noe it was shoooofar.. from the tram stop. walk uphill den to the wrong no.. mg.. blisters. den had nachos rehearsals were ok. den went home, eat oat meal shower watch 1 epi of taiyou no uta.. song of sunshine jap drama or smth liddat.. den go fed square for superband gig. met a couple of bandmembers there.. omg.. crazy. vca pple and unigrad pple. and mostly yr 12 pple who play for dis band n tt band and omg.. heard the 2 saxos play. their improv is amazing manx... like really dunno how dey come up wif those lines. playing after them is serz nt fun manx.. lol. one of the songs went crazy bt still stopped at the same place in the end. nt too bad =D

nxt wk all in ct. die lahx. my dad came back frm sg today. i ask him to buy 5 coloured zip pens, he bought 48 cos he thot it's for a project. lol. chink cds reinforcements come liaox and karaoke XD

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07/12/06 12:04 PM


05/12/06


hey gals, alot of things happen budden too lazy to blog. may kimmy tan's slpover n going to boxhill on the last day of sch.. her house is a mansion.. from 166 to 168 lor... swimming pool bball tennis court plus drive way n garden.. budden in templestowe.. country side LOL. budden she gt drum mania, karaoke n pool table.. keep me entertained lahx =D tvbj oso. wahx. den a crazy incident happened lahx. when i was showering, dey wanted to go downstairs for dinner liaox so wan me to hurry up. den jkly dey wan to open the door.. den may said tt can see thru the key hole.den i juz showered and wan to change. den smart jenny bent down and looked thru the massive key hole 0.0 den she screamed n was scarred for life lahx. NOT MY FAULT ritex?! where gt perverted peepers go and look thru key holes when dey showering lor.. crazy one. jenny's nver the same liaox LOL. karaoke kept us awake for a bit. may's sis n cousin came to sing oso. wahx may and jenny's canto singing not bad lehx.. den nver hear jenny speak sooo much canto b4. pretty cool. i sang chink or translated canto n christine sang eng. =D grudge fell aslp.

tt day went for lucy and nicole's eoy party.. btw reached home and slept for the whole afternoon. den eoy ok lor.. danced lamely? the 'i have nver' game revealed alot of secrets.

sunday wen to pick up dad's frenz frm canada..accent veh weird. den jenny din go back to hk tt day cuz her flight was full. den gt upgraded to business class, cash, free cab & breakfast, access to lounge extra 10kg, $200 gift voucher.. wah lau ehx.. whre gt such thing lor. den flight changed to mon afternoon. bt gd thing oso cos i lost my tie den borrow off her.

monday speech nite ok lahx. rehearsals in morn. kept screwing up lahx. den after tt spposed to go nandos for lunch wif joyce n patty den dinner wif em bubz dey all. den chantelle mariane n claire wanted ice cream or smth.. so i juz tag along cuz dey hav lunch liaox. den wen to fed sqre n lonsdale den suddenly dey wan to go botanical gardens. wth lahx. den i go lunch lor yum cha wif bubz den onli gt 2 egg tarts. cuz dey finish liao den go crown for lunch pizza. gt free boost cuz nicole kept getting free ones cuz her bdae. so cheapo. lol. den walk walk walk. wanted to watch grudge 2.. ma 15 din. den wan to go sing k at kbox den too ex. may was farnie.. den went to strike instead. the other guys so scary lahx..freak me out. den wen back to arts centre for speech night.. so tired 0.0 it was ok bahx. speeches were a bit boring so caught up wif slp dere lor.. =D. patchwork out.

i really wanna go bennetts on tues to see NY trumpeter n erica playing!!! 1 gig tt i realy dun wanna miss.. screwed on thurs n on mon...*cross fingrs... muz do well. XD

sry for the long post againz. XP

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05/12/06 1:13 PM


29/11/06


halo, i juz realise joycelyn's house is like our 2nd home.. we always seem to be going there for meetings and slpovers etc. maybe it's bcos it's near for everyone. anyway yar lah gt slp over. den went to her house after sch. played mahjong. taught christine how to play.. she gt alot of luck lor.. always get gd cards onex.. mgosh manx.. hao3 tu2 di4. den christine taught me how to juggle 3 balls. lol. everybody bought havanas.. cbb going back to the shop.. so far away lor.den ate alot of almonds and gt roast chicken, potato salad, n fruit salad for dinner. den watched saw 2, not tt scary.. quite gross, a bit more exciting than saw 1 though, you me & dupree is juz lame.. texas chainsaw massacre i fell asleep. was like 3 plus liaox. den heard it was quite scary.. so i quickly slp first lor. went to sch dead as crazy.. orch orch orch going crazy.. tmr even worse..

today was bludge all the way. after sch went nandos wif jenny.. haven eatperiperi chips for a while.. omg biggest loser liaox manx. can't believe harveen's going.. juz knew her!!! den she's leaving. so sad lor.

haix dunno wad im gonna do during holz. hopefully can get everything i wan to do done.. and i dun dragg n dragg like i always do. for all those going back or are already back.. hav a great trip!!!! n eat as much as u can b4 u come back to melb.. serz..

tonitex prom nite for rv sec 4s.. exciting. hopefully it's gd. muz take LOTS n LOTSA pix.. send send..

btw HAPPY BELATED BDAE QIAOHAN. present on the way. nh also k.. pai seh.

p.s. if u dun like my blog skin tell me, it's getting on my nerves too.. XD

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29/11/06 10:46 AM


17/11/06


halo, exams r ova!!! tt means going out, eating, going out, eating and camp! and dramas also.. sailing camp nxt wk wif the asian gang.. mahjong, dumplings curry puff with ang moh maths teachers and sci teachrs... exams was quite ok bahx.. hopefully wun fail. bt dey dun count anyway so..gd lahx.

o levels oso finish, so suddenly gt alot of sg pple online.. hahax. sho farnie.

today went to g-Rock a.k.a the glen.. according to emlee..wif jessie, hazel and jenny. quite fun. supposed to be grocery shopping bt... ate gelati and sry i screw up the scaring-my-brother-at-the-shop thing..

anywayz, going to walk frm my house to joyce's house in camberwell, which is 6km away.. hahax shld be fun. haven done anything so crazy in such a long time lahx... =D

exams r ova exams r ova exams r ova!!!

oh yar btw, harpie bdae korkor!!! XD

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17/11/06 11:49 AM


06/11/06


halo, today's joycelyn's bdae. aka ma BB XP doubt she'll read dis so can suan her all i wan. anyway we planned to surprise her by giving her a 'wake up call' and asked her mother to let us in at abt 8.30 liddat. den surprise her lahx. cos she gets embarrassed veh easily so it's a gd trick. den nvm in the morning, MAY (kimmy) was shooo latex cos she gt lost. told her to meet in sch some more. den she say is the bus' prob cos it was nt in service in smth. so we ended up reaching her house @ 9am. =.="" gt so scared tt joyce's mom wld scream. budden she's always late anyway and turned out nt saying anythin' so gd lahx.

went in den daveen (her sis) open the door den joyce had NOO IDEA at all. farnie. 0.o. we were at her door den she was still slping, den she sort of saw us den said, 'zhou mat guai ahx' or smth liddat, what's going on or wadeva lahx. den screamed happy birthday at her. gt her cao ji embarrassed cos she was in her alphabet pyjamas etc. LOL. everything caught on video some more. bt she sorta gt used to it after tt lahx. fun fun. XD.

supposed to say happy bdae den go one.. expected to be home by 11. turned out we stayed till 2plus!! so mean lorx, we invite ourselves to her place, ransack her rm and house and insult everything tt was there. so ke lian lor. felt guilty after tt. hahax.

so how has ma bb changed over the last decade?
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happy 16th bdae joyce!! =D

exams in < 1 wk. haix. =.='"

btw, if anyone know how to fix my blog (the bottom bit) let mi noe k? plz help help... XD

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06/11/06 2:02 PM


31/10/06


happy halloween gals. today was the best maths lesson manx. sho farnie.

alison brought a carved pumpkin face *quite scary lor* den Mrs Leong haven't come yet, so den dey decided to put the pumpkin on the OHP and turned it on. switch off all the lights, close all the windows. became a real lit up pumpkin head. SO FARNIE. den we all hide under the tables and when mrs leong came in we all went woooooooooooooooo. LOL. den she held up the pumpkin and said, ' don't we look alike?' and even posed for a foto for blick. all the phone cameras were like going off.

here's the head:
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xiao si ren lor. XD

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31/10/06 1:47 PM


28/10/06


hey gals, =D looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time nver blog liaox. srysrysrysry. cannot help it lor.. pple important mahx tt's y veh busy. XP

anyway shall update u all on my life after so long.
tues - gt piano exam. jazz piano. it was at 2pm so skip half day of sch. first time in 2yrs i've been at plc. venue was at a small lil corner print sheet music shop. shabby shabby onex some more. den the examiner was the best. his name is Alexander L'estrange. lolx. he was british, he was sooooooooooo gd looking, and i think he's gay, or atleast have a feminine touch to him. bt really, cao1 ji2 gd looking. tall slender in a suit. mg..anyways the exam went quite ok i guess. it was like a jamming session, cos there was nt much stress. he was extremely friendly and really nice [maybe due to his feminine touch bt dunno]. so i was quite relaxed. talked to me and when playing tt time also enjoyed it i hope. den like wen i play scales wrong, den he smiled and say, i'm sure u can do it beter, do it again. lolx. where gt so nice one lorhx.. bt shld be ok bahx. =D

sy, joycelyn and jenny nearly wanted to kill me cos i din tell them i had an exam tt day. sho farnie lorhx. aiyah bt small thing compared to their ones. hahax.

btw, happy bdae jenny. 16 liaox horx. had a surprise bdae partyfor her yesteday, though she took ages to come. me and jessie had to gofind her. T.T. hope u like your prezzie.

exams coming soon liaox >.< diex.

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28/10/06 12:41 AM


26/09/06


hey gals, hooked onto jdorama now. pride, one litre of tears, full house etc etc. jap ones betta than korean =D running out liaox. ><

one wk left... wan to run away. dun wan to go. so long liao still liddat. i keep wondering, what if... what could have been. sometimes i juz dunno wad to think, dunno wad i wan, dunno who i am, juz dunno. think n think n think come back to the same place. so long liaox i still juz wanna go away. what happened? y liddat onex i oso dunno.

prelims wan liaox. now got Os. JIA YOUX!!

btw, apologies to all the pple i bdae present, on the way k? pai seh XD

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26/09/06 10:08 AM


20/09/06


today was the memorial service to steve irwin.. we'll miss ya!!!! it was really sad, yet happy at the same time. he was a great man esp on tv, so sincere on and off camera. he wasn't a fake or pretend in his personality and my heartfelt condolences to his family, esp his wife terri. it muz be really hard for her cos his death was so sudden. seriously cannot believe tt he's gone lor... cos he's always so alive and enthu. haix. bt he'll be in our hearts, hopefully foreva. =(

rip mate.

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20/09/06 12:02 PM


31/08/06


i hav to blog dis coz it was interesting.. today i had nearly the most nerve-wrecking day of my life. seriously. past wk i've been working my ass off for dis day. today have music performance for the elective subj thingy. assessed one. den i wanted to do my trumpet thingy den my teacher nver gimme the piano thing...T.T so i practised for nth.. ended up playing piano instead. which i din really wan to. bt tt went ok lah. as compared to all the godly crazy (in a gd way) playing by the Amus & Lmus pple, it was tt gd. heex. diff style i guess.
after tt gt maths test. luckily it's not a full test cos our teacher know how bad our standard is. hahax. Mrs leong is actually quite ok. den after tt stay back to play for art exhibition. contemporary piano as background music. i quite liked playing like tt. no pressure no stress. juz impro like crazy, dun hav to make big big lines, juz play wif the flo. den there was dis guy who came up to me and ask me to play the 'Cheers' theme song.. T.T i wanted to say generation gap, bt he's a guest so cannot. den say sry sry lor. i also dunno the tune. den sometimes pple crowd around give pressure den screw up. den the waitresses also keep asking whether i wan food or not, den i screw up again. 0.o so farnie. quite fun lah. human relations was so boring. learn awkward stuff.... lolx. esp putting the condom on fake dick (plastic banana) ting lor.

ok entry too long liaox. btw HAPPY TEACHERS DAY. to all teachers tt i know i guess.

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31/08/06 12:48 PM


24/08/06


it's subject choosing time. *diex* dunno which course to do. i know which subject juz the course dunno which one better. 'extend yourself' and do ib, or be safe and take vce. either one i also dunno lah. bt muz hand in the form on monday. subject interview tmr. sianx. hope melba will be fun. dis wk i genna teased abt a guy in a gals sch lorhx.. juz bcos i say hi to a shanghai guy who was my host's friend last time i went during asia tour. tok onli lor den the rumour became 'ooo tt frankie boyfriend gave you smth (drink coasters) ' for the whole wk lor!!! lol. plc pple desperate liaox =D eh n it's not my fault tt it gets very hot in the classroom and i turn red during history and the other places ritex!!! >.< nxt thurs is gonna be hectic.

jia you for prelims!! can do it one. ^_^

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24/08/06 2:06 PM


29/07/06


hey gals, sry i keep nver blogging. recently been busy wif 'Seussical the Musical', basically a musical based on Dr Seuss. at first very luan4. cos a lot of accidentals and changes wad not. very blur =.=", but after a few rehearsals, gt better. den had performance on thurs, fri nitex, today from 1pm till now... a matinee show and a nite one. bt it's jazz n comedy so it's quite fun. tonite's performance was amazing. everything was going soooooo well in the first half. very cool lorhx. den after tt 2nd half. a bit lack of concentration. the best part was tt during like those ending of the song on a high note. den i was supposed to play high G. den i was quite confident of playing it lahx, den the key has an Eflat in it. den the trumpet same fingering for high E and G. den the ending of the song, i played and E natural!!! den some more play high note need more air wad, so the E natural BECAME VERY LOUD!!! 0_0!! the minute i played tt note the whole orchestra scrunched their faces. AAAhhh!! so sorry/ pai seh lorhx. every one lor, conductor, pianist, saxophonists even percussion and my brother & aunt heard it!!! nearly dieded *faintz* it was an obnoxious note manz... after tt cannot concentrate liaox. bt overall still manage to pull thru. haix.
after party was like an underage club. blinding flashing lights and disco ball wif alot of pizza drinks and dancing and techno songs which gt a bit boring at the end. hehe. lasted for a short while lahx. bt still gd ^_^

on the hold, seussical was a great experience. playing w pros like lok, mr mason, erica etc. amazing. well done to everybody in it!! enjoyed it veh much, hope to do it again!

now muz study for maths test. no excuse liaox.. >.<

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29/07/06 2:39 PM


13/07/06


hey gals, sry nver blog for a long time. sch started abt 2 wks ago. i went to sydney b4 tt. din tell u all. it was ok ah. i like it better than melb. more vibrant. at least shops open at nite. harbour bridge was impressive budden opera house very dirty lorhx. oso din manage to eat the famous pancakes bcos the queue too long. T.T bt we managed to get the famous donuts. heex. anyway sch is sch lorhx. nth much exciting lah. swimming doing diving now.

gt pissed today. pple dun wan to go den dun wan to go lah. need to make so much noise mehx. who r u to tell me wad i shld n shld not do. u own me mehx. when u nver go i aso nver scold u or shout at u. now u wan me to go den liddat. bs lah. i oso dunno wad to say abt it lorhx. dun think that u own the world and the world has to listen to u k?

anyway, i'm juz gonna leave it as it is.
p.s. it's not the ideal way of persuading pple into going.

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13/07/06 8:27 AM


22/06/06


hey gals, today was an exciting day. dis wk i've been working at st vincent's hospital orthopaedics department in the surgical wards. so the patients r mainly hip or knee replacement pple. at first i thot nursing was really bad. bt it was quite gd and i realy liked wad i was doing for the wk.

the staff din really plan an entire program for me for the wk, n i din get to see the surgeries etc. bt i gt to see the 'behind-the-scenes' stuff. wad the nurses had to do before the patient can go for surgery, which is quite cool.

basically wad i did was making alot of beds, clearing alot of laundry, showering & washing alot of old pple, helping pple in and out of bed, buttering pple's toasts and helping to serve lunch. tt was wad i can do, bt the nurses check for obs (temp, blood pressure, pulse rate, oxygen levels, normal checking stuff), give medications, take blood and basically monitor the patients' conditions in case anything happens. and the amount of work dey do for the patients is really respectable. although it might sound boring, bt u really get to know the patients and the feeling of helping them is incredible lorhx. the relationships tt u form wif them and the cute stuff they do, esp the older pple, is juz heart warming lahx.

getting onto today!! i gt to see a real life emergency case, and it was in one of the wards tt the nurse i was following was incharge of. this 60yr old quite obese lady had an infected replacement, due for a wash out today. the nurse was called Thu, she's quite cool. anyways, she rang the bell, so we went to her, she was very cold, shivering/shaking quite badly n was in pain. at first we thot it's juz a normal thing, so Thu juz gave painkiller n checked obs. den her heart rate was above 200, which is very high, bt the machine had smth wrong before, so i went to get the other one at the other side of the ward, it still said 205. den i saw Thu's face gt quite serious. oxygen rate was only 60%, norm is 100% or above 95%. den she went to get dis funny looking machine and asked the family to leave. SERIOUS liaox lorhx. started doing ECG stuf i think. den she used her fone and called the switchboard, and called CODE MET(medical emergency team). the thing came over the pa system, den the whole ward of nurses and doctors in the whole level started running thru the doors with loads of blood trolleys and equipment. gt like 5 doctors in the room doing diff things lahx. den i was so lost and Thu was so undercontrol so i juz ran out of the rm to give dem space, stood nxt to the other monash students and juz stared blankly at all of them working away. it was like those medical emergency tv shows juz tt it felt so real...too real.. and so much more serious. it was scary. i thot the 3 blood tests taken in the morning was quite exciting already n nver expect dis to happen. den Annette (another nurse) ask me whether i'm ok or not, like make sure i'm not in trauma or smth hahax. bt it really felt quite scary. when it all cleared, i heard tt she either had a clot somewhere in her artery, or the infection of her hip replacement infected her bloodstream.

so all cleared, abt half an hr later, pa system went, CODE BLUE(cardiac arrest) outside near the pond of smth. den annette told me to go to the front desk and look out of the window. i'm on the 8th floor. den i look out, there was dis old man lying face down on the floor in the courtyard and alot of pple rushing there as well. someone said dey saw blood under the man's head. emergency team's downstairs so it's probably them who's taking care of it. din move for a while, den after tt brought him in. apparently he was a patient tt juz gt discharged and had a heart attack there. these r like real life stuff lorhx. i haven't seen 2 serious stuff happening in my entire life and i saw 2 juz today.

i know it was a long entry, bt it was smth i cldn't not blog. tmr's my last day, hope it'll be gd.

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22/06/06 12:06 PM


16/06/06


hey gals, work experience juz ended today. so fast. went to deakin university n learn about biomedical science stuff. did alot of things on dna, genetics and biology, cells etc. learnt how to do alot of basic techniques like pcr (polymerase chain reaction) and putting dna in bacteria plasmid and cutting up dna and putting them in agrarose gel. smth like ure bio attatchment lah. den so fun, yestrday at the end when we all finish all our stuff already, we had a tip filling competition. u know all the tips for the micro pipettes ritex, we had to fill the boxes lah. den made it into a race. wahaha i gt 1.06 min twice! so farnie.. all the researchers taking fotos lorhx.. the funniest thing was tt the tips were the wrong sizes for the box.. diaox T_T end up take out the tips again. so sianx lorhx. bt overall it was fun. our grp finally bonded on the last day. all plc gals wif 2 guys. all of us went to dominos and had 3 pizzas for $15. so sad bonded on only the last day. haix. bt stil fun.
the researchers veh nice to us. treat us very well. all gt phDs on lorx.. so scary..

so tt was work experience wk 1.
hopefully work experience wk 2 at st vincents hospital will be juz as gd lahx. *cross fingers*

world cup craze now. go brazil! ^_^

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16/06/06 2:08 PM


10/06/06


hey gals, you've juz broken the record of the most belated bdae prezie sent by about nearly 3months. but it was absolutely worth the wait!! thank you to aaalll esp those who put it together. really really appreciate it. ^_^ thanx again!! hav a gd hols.

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10/06/06 1:21 PM


04/06/06


haix. so tired nowx.. slpover thing was ok.. watched emily rose at 3 and talked the rest of the way.. became zombie the nxt day. monsalvat!! aiyoh.. completely stuffed up tt concert. shld hav practised more. badminton was fun. missed playin it. anyway...

today was balloon hats fest for rvcb @ sentosa!!! yinnyann sent everyone pix. looked fun!!! so weird. half the section all the juniors tt i duno 0_0. bt dey look cute anyway! ^_^ if u wan fotos juz msn me k. yuhua rv alumni band having sparks soon again. nxt yr my batch gonna be alumni liaox. how time passes. hopefully yuhua dun hav a super qiang trumpet section, den zhenda dey all can join. pple like benny goh and kahchun is cannot touch one. yixian also lorhx. XD bt anyway gd luck to both bands.. hope pple read dis. ^_^

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04/06/06 9:34 AM


01/06/06


exams are over.. doesn't feel much diff though. i think i screwed geog and eng... long time nver examed liaox... haix.. muz do better nxt time. =X after exams went to chadstone today.. me and joycelyn went first, cos the rest hav IT exam. den joycelyn wearing the same thing as me lorhx.. so coincidental. den go walk for a while. den bought koko black choc!! bought on impulse.. super ex! took us a long time to decide if we shld buy or not. cos 4 pieces for $8.... T_T'' bt we bought it anyway.. but the choc was gd! worth it.. juz tt will have to skip a couple of lunches the next few days.. den met jenny, sueyean dey all.. walk for 4 hrs ... so tired.. carn believe i'm holding a slpover... was against it lst time.. bt it's ok lah. juz come over and slp lorhx. found out alot of stuff recently. so interesting.

happy moving rv! ^_^

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01/06/06 12:37 PM


27/04/06


watching the sun yanzi dvd my dad bought from msia juz made me think and rmb soooooooo many things..

happy bdae evelyn! ^_^

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27/04/06 12:42 PM


10/04/06


halo, juz came to blog for a while. today maths test was quite a disaster.. din really prepare of it either. well, hav to fail once in a while, carn do much abt it now. fell in the packed tram today as well. so embarrassing! heex. not my fault.. there was a bag tht i tripped over k?! someone was holding me, so idin fall but i was horizontal to the ceiling i rmbed, TWICE some more!!. >.< haix. tmr's a bz day, alot of rehearsals..

jia youx for midyears! ^_^

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10/04/06 2:19 PM


26/03/06


hey gals, tonite marks the end of the 18th commonwealth games 2006. it was a fantastic wk, AUstralia did extremely well and so did singapore!! 5 gold medals i think. at least we're not at the bottom. =D i saw badminton, the opening ceremony was brilliant bt the closing ceremony... haix. bt it was fun.

sch starts tmr.. =X

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26/03/06 11:52 AM


17/03/06


hey gals, loooooong time nver blog. here r some pictures from Moomba, an annual festival cum parade about some water thingy held in Melbourne. it's in the city and it was the first time i saw the parade on monday.

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aborigines ghost figures

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some marching band

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flying chickens


and then there r other fotos i'm too lazy to put they're on this link lah hor: http://photobucket.com/albums/a105/eeshan/?sc=5
go n see k for yourself k.

commonwealth games are here in melbourne!! at first i thot it was nth big bt now it feels like it. it is BIG.. the opening ceremony was spectacular. really gd. comparable to torino one. but very little stuff though. the cat empire bit was cool. so jamaican and very fun. made it so informal the marching procession. music from mso was nice. bt overall fireworks!! out of the buildings was the best man. better than the new years eve one. well done to melbourne! carn believe i din sign up to volunteer in such a once in a lifetime event. cos it wld probably nver come to melbourne ever again... haix.

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my brother n i. (not very awake, it was a gloomy morning =X)



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17/03/06 11:35 AM


22/02/06


hey gals, today was house concerts 2006, we had quite a lot of fun i think and we played pretty well. hope we win music. balmoral backdrop was nice. atholl's concert was the best in my opinion lah.. dey had gd comedy, gd acting, gd plot, gd music and nice transitions. i'm rooting for atholl.

nearly won tennis today, 8-6, better than 8-0 all the time lah horx..

hope everybody does well for common tests. gd luck! ^_^

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22/02/06 12:37 PM


28/01/06


hey gals, juz wanting to wish everybody a HAPPY CHINESE NEW DOG YEAR!!

hope everybody has gd health and a happy life. ^_^

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28/01/06 3:22 PM


23/01/06


hey gals, back frm the island. penguins were so cute bt pics of the pics are not allowed. you can only see them @ nite. so no photography etc. here are some pics of the other things we saw:

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taken at a koala conservatory. dis is the cutest among them all.

you actually walk along a board walk with all the trees around den try to spot the koalas.


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another koala. the only male.

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these are some of the sights and sounds at the edge of the island.

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The Nobbies. lots of seagulls on it.

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family wif the nobbies.


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this was a stranded penguin, who was lost and came onshore a few km away from where it was supposed to go and 4 hrs before it was time to go. it climbed an uphill, up the cliffs where we took the photos of the nobbies, and inland in 42degrees heat. it was dehydrated. den we stopped and took foto and den many pple saw us and stopped as well. bt nobody knows wad to do wif it. den finally an old guy wif a 4wheel stopped and took it to the penguin parade centre or smth liddat.
my bro felt real bad after tt.

penguin parade was fun. came 1 and half hrs early to get gd seats. den it started raining & the ocean became scary. went dark. me and my bro shared a rain coat. my mom and dad one. i was in shorts and tshirt. wif cold slicing wind and rain pounding. finally the penguins came. so cute! smallest in the world. they come every night. dey will suddenly pop up ashore. check for predators. den very scared, go back into the sea, den come out again and cross the beach. dey are like real soft toyliddat. den after tt u can walk along the boardwalks and follow them to their homes. very very very supremely cute. much cuter than me.. =P

tennis was exhilirating juz now. martina hingis vs samantha stosur(aus). martina thrash stosur first set 6-1. bt she put up a fight in 2nd set. martina still winning 7-6 tie breaker. martina has the best lobes tt anyone can ever imagine playing. the skill's so gd. bt she started breathing heavier in 2nd set and sort of lost it for a while.

match after. roger federer vs tommy haas. world no.1 vs former world. no 2. federer thrash haas in first 2 sets. 6-4, 6-0. den suddenly tommy haas fight, federer lost his rhythm. down 2 sets.6-3, 6-4 i think. den after federer got it back FINALLY again. haix..

heart throbbing. very scary. hols ending soon. sigh. ^_^

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23/01/06 5:59 AM


21/01/06


hey gals, finally blogging. it's the major tennis grand slam in the asia pacific and it is heating up. competitions here are really nice. one whole day worth of tennis to watch with top players from all over the world. the other day went to watch it live in Melbourne Park. queued for quite a long time outside vodafone arena cos we wanted to watch tommy haas play. bt in the end they finished the match b4 we gt it. 1 and half hrs of waiting.(lucky sheltered). =D so we watched juan ignacio chela, the guy who spit on lleyton hewitt last yr, trash andy murray of scotloand, a youngster who is ap. den after tt match was kim clijsters, world no. 2 womens against this petite and strengthless korean gal. we gt quite gd seats, in the shade and can actually see the ball. near the middle.

so far all the players r playing well. roger federer, world no. 1, killing all players in his path. bt he's too gd lah. andy roddick's serve is pretty gd. lindsay davenport, womens world no. 1, struggling a bit bt pulling it off. james blake, lleyton hewitt, both williams sisters all out already. the main person i'm rooting for though is martina hingis. she's basically the best i've seen. she's actually the tennis prodigy.

martina hingis: youngest player to win a grand slam, 16yrs old winning aussie open. world no. 1 womens when she was just 17. 3 aussie open title back to back. wimbledon and us open titles as well. all before 20!! den she stop for a few yrs now come back with a blast. yet to lose a set dis yr and she's so humble. basically rox lah!

watched geisha today. quite ok. the chairman's a paedophile!! eyeing on the girl ever since she was 9! music was brilliant though.the violin was gd and music was enchanting.

just heard band investiture was today. shld be a success. jia you ah, those in my batch! going phillip island tmr to see the penguins! ^_^

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21/01/06 2:29 PM


04/01/06


hey gals, my cousin juz gt married yesterday!! so happy for her. it was an important one bcos she was the first person in our generation to get married. so it's the 'big girl growing up liaox' for the elders n wad not..

woke up early for the traditional getting the bride thingy and somehow i was suddenly incharge of doing the door games to prevent the groom from coming in. lucky i got one of my 2nd cousin's help, bryan, cos he's freakin' tall. he's at least 2 heads above me or at least 180+++. so he wore sunglasses and wad not to try n look menacing. the bride wasn't ready so we had to hold them for a longer period of time. but the groom was not bad, he managed to get all the qns rite. even the one where he had to guess which lipstick mark is the brides!! so farnie. den it was sweet seeing them together and wad not.

den went city lor. check in then after tt go for the registry. it was beautiful.!! so nice..so many pple cried. bt it was realy touching and dey tongue until dunno like wad when the person said you can now kiss the bride. my bro kept saying 'pda!!'(public display of affection)

after tt was wedding dinner lor. it was as per normal bt the speeches made by the bride, groom and the bride's brother, my other cousin, tim, were really touching. almost made me cry bt din. den suddenly our table was gone cos table 10 had alot of chiobu den 3/4 of our table is all the youngish guys.. soo.

the food was ok. too filling. den came THE DANCING!! so fun. the bride and bridegroom had the first slow dance lah. den all the other couple follow. so farnie.. den all the youngsters were there standing. den guess wad? someone asked me to dance!! =P wahaha. lol, it was bryan's brother, aaron, my other 2nd cousin and the nicest person on earth who asked me. he's also very tall but not as tall as bryan lah. bryan's a bit gayish and noes how to dance & dress and wad not. more talkative and rebellious whereas aaron's more guai1. too guai1. den after the slow dance came the fast dance. omg dance until like crazy liddat. bryan was gd. and wilson's bestman was better!! the best man's a raver and he was seriously crazily good!!! den on the 2nd last fast dance, they normally will make circles for the pro dancers. so naturally i'll be on the sides. den my grandaunt push me in. WAH LAU EH.so dance lah wad to do. lucky bryan was there so he was leading. den he spin me here spin me there and then guess wad, he THREW me.like seriously fling me out. with his size he can throw me anytime, but i din expect him too. lucky he caught me on my back and i was facing the ceiling!!. but it was fun!! ahahhax=D den on the last song which was crazy in love by beyonce knowles i think, the best man and bryan had a showdown. so cool. the best man's a breakdancer i think, or he can be, and he has gd looks too. so sad he was the only one from wilson's side to dance. the rest on the dance floor was our side of the family one. =X

so tt was wad i did on 3rd of jan. fun tiring and wad not.. hav a great time in sch! enjoy it before all the work piles up!! not sarcastically though, really do hope you enjoy it. ^_^

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04/01/06 12:00 PM


31/12/05


HAPPY NEW YEAR for 2006!! carn believe we're tt old already.. sniff sniff =X fireworks were great in Melbourne on tv.. wanted to party bt dun think it'll ever happen. half a million pple were in the city tonite bt the fireworks were great!!

nt sure abt new year resolutions, but juz hope tt everybody has a fun, funky, happy, merry, healthy new year!!

auld lang syne =D

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31/12/05 1:35 PM


24/12/05


hey gals, Merry Christmas and a happy new year!! juz had teppanyaki with family on xmas eve. it shld be a great xmas day wif christmas lunch and a wine & cheese party at my place. too bad i know my prezzies already.. T.T hope tt everyone down in sg is having a great xmas n those who recieved cards and presents from me will b pleased wif my choice of them. have a wonderful xmas.. my cousin gt bf already!!



I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas
Is you...

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You...

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You

All I want for Christmas is you baby

tt's one of the songs from the love actually soundtrack. great modern xmas movie and also i love the theme abt the airport cos it actually makes sense. juz thot it might be a modern xmas song for all of you by mariah carey.

Merry Christmas! ^_^

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24/12/05 1:49 PM


29/11/05


hey gals, juz found out tt miracles do happen. realised something shocking yet exciting few days ago. i was a bit stunned bt really really happy for her that she has found her one. ^_^

here are more pics from house:

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dining rm

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back garden

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small pavillion in the back garden where bbq pit is..

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bbq pit

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back of the house

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cont'd back of the house

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front garden and front of house

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kitchen with my mom =P

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piano near the front door

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the window btn kitchen and living rm

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living rm

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garage

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front of house frm across the street

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close up shot of tt

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front porch of house

hope u can piece up the house. our neighbour has a swimming pool and 2 tennis courts.. but onli an elderly couple live there.

oh yar i gt back my piano grade 8 exam results! - 134 distinction ^_^

sry abt the different sizes stupid thingy doesn't work..

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29/11/05 10:06 AM


27/11/05


Happy Birthday Qiaohan!
Halfway to 30 liaox, hope you enjoyed your birthday dis yr ^_^

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27/11/05 5:29 AM


25/11/05


hey gals, finally blogged. srysry..
anyway, pictures are up and stuff. nth much's been going on, the usual. getting used to aussie life finally, but tt means leaving the sg life a bit more. hardly tok to anyone from 2a anymore. dun really noe wad's happening up there and everybody's enjoying themselves thre, pple go nco, go hk, hav outings have chalets. du ji. the other day bk came online and he was the same. a sg family came down here to stay for a week, they were my dad's colleagues. the dad was really really like zhihong and the mom was seriously like yinn yann. ^_^ the 2 kids were abel & joyce, sec1 & pri 5 but she doesn't act like one.. so act cute act cute. so i brought them around n stuff lah. went vic market, st kilda, and all the markets to get all the xmas and bdae prezzies for a cheap price.

sry qh, prezzie will be a bit(one wk) late.. pai seh.. =P

had housewarming and had to entertain alot of guests & was very tired after tt. my cousin's actually toking to me now. and now i'm sick.. think all the slping late tactics i've been doing unknowingly.

the pictures you've been waiting for: (only my rm)

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my bed

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my cupboard

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my table

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the farewell souvenir from tzx & kangde

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the thing i put outside my rm since i was pri 3 i think..^_^




sometimes i feel like i dunno anyone from sg liaox. .....

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25/11/05 12:52 PM


03/11/05


halo, long time never blog liaox. srysry.. so i blogging now. at home no internet so i blog in sch. juz moved house last wkend. to:

32 Livingstone Road
Vermont South, Melbourne
Victoria 3133
Australia

homephone: +61398877008
handphone: +61432421902

so tt's my new address and hope to recieve some letters soon and hopefully some X'mas prezzies =P

moving house was ok. tiring but more or less settle down liaox. i gt a green small and cosy rm tt i like very much and now can hang things liaox. so i hung Kangde's and Zhongxian's last time give me the windchime on my window. i hang the penguin spiral thingy tt i think jm gave me in the laundry. i paste the penguin poster on the wall. there's a shelf so i bai3 all the things tt u pple gave me. btw my brother gt a penguin children's book for me! so cute ^_^ and the drawings very nice also.

hope that o levels chinese wasn't too bad. i'm sure all of u did well lahx. and hope tt hols will be a gd one for u all. so fast one yr gone liaox. haix. i only end sch on Dec 12... >.<

i watched a very nice jap drama. called H2. it's based on a manga also by the same name and it's so cool!! it's abt baseball. the gd thing abt this drama is tt both the baseball scenes and the plot of the romancey stuff are gd. i looove the baseball scene. but have to stop watching it cos exam coming liaox. so muz jia youx.

i might get a job during hols. summer job. gonna send application to a petshop at knox. they have casual position open mah. and i haven find my work experience placement yet. sigh. y all the hospitals all so giam sap one lor..

i dunno y, but after 11months, nearly a year. things are still liddat. i still feel the same way. fr some reason i juz hate it. the place is nice, the culture's alrite and the pple... are just different. i'm not aiming at anybody or wad juz an overall feeling of sadness. sounds so cliche woahx. i juz like singapore sooooo much better. esp the pple. i miss the down-to-earth not so bitchy/pampered life.

bell ring liaox. end of lunch. bb ^_^

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03/11/05 2:45 AM


27/10/05


this is bad. i seriously am mad/disappointed/sad/stupid. or maybe all of them at the same time. cos i screwed up my exam. the whole yr i practised so hard like at least 2 hrs per day!!!! i go crazy liao every single detail pointed out by my teacher and i finally did it and screwed it up during the exam due to nervousness.

they were running late so i waited in anxiousness for 1hr..den gt really panicky. went in. did scales first. stuffed up gsharp melodic minor staccato for some reason i dunno y. stuffed up arpeggios. and he even had to come and tell me one of the scales, cos i thot he said Esharp but it was actually Asharp.. den pieces. first one not to bad just screwed up the important bit. 2nd piece he stopped me half way cos there was not enuff time. 3rd piece stuffed up the beginning bit cos i wasn't concentrating..

aural - major disaster. gt my 4 chords wrong. first one was supposed to be root 2nd inversion, but i said dominant 7th chord, den the 2nd chord was a dominant 7th chord n it sounded tt way too. so the really nice examiner tried again. the frist and 2nd and i got it. 3rd and fourth was fine. singing ok, discussing the piece... he played it really well btw.. but he asked me who might have composed the piece and i had no clue. cos ABRSM never asked for the composer and tchr din say anything as well. so i said, 'someone from the romantic period' and he said 'like???'.. and i frankly said i didn't noe..den he suggested, 'scarlatti? chopin ? stravinsky?' and i said chopin, but i think it might have been stravinsky cos chopin is like really sad music.. and scarlatti is definitely out.. so i screwed up tt part. and the last part was not chromatic and the first thing tt came thru my mind was chromatic and thru my mouth too. so tt was screwed too.

i carn believe myself. i din even reach up to my own expectations.. it's just stupid.. sry my blog entry after sooo long had to be a sad one..

i came out of the room, in tears, but i din sort of cry it out,, just held back. and i wagged/skip 3rd period cos i was in a sulky mood and went to one of the best jazz saxophonist teachers in melbourne, lachlan davidson, to su4 ku3. cos he's really nice and funky and nice, so i sort of crashed/interrupted michelle's saxophone lesson to make myself feel better. 3rd period was religious education some more. gives me another reason to do so. see if it's maths i wun.

fail liaox..... :'(



btw moving house on sat
New Home Fone: +61398877008
New Add: 32 Livingstone Road
Vermont South, Melbourne
Victoria 3133
Australia

bt u can still send to the clayton one.. will put up pics of new house soon...

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27/10/05 12:14 PM


29/09/05


hey gals, came back from asia tour yesterday with a huge cough and cold.. haix. anyway the asia tour was awesome and i really enjoyed it very much.

learnt alot of things from asia tour. got alot back. how to keep a diary. learnt more abt barbara, stephling, emily & joycelyn etc.. learnt wad it is like in hk and shanghai. learnt how to travel alone.

but the best and the worst i dunno which, is tt i learnt how to love some1 not juz for material again and i learnt the asian culture again. i love the asian culture.. i love my friends. i found out so many things abt them that has changed but more importantly has not changed. this time going back to sg and seeing u guys all over again was a big blow to me abt how life is in australia.

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whole class on the morning i left...

the thing is, in sg i saw cat, nh jm qh all of you. we come together we tok we play we laugh we happy. in australia, u come together, tok abt fashion tok abt clothes tok abt brands. they tok they compare they laugh but i'm not happy.

the more i think abt it the more i bag aussie and i wanna fly back. i duno. the thing is fashion isn't everything and true friendship is not based on that. and if you wanna be matured, den it's only when u go out and know wad u're toking abt then u come and tok to me abt dressing and toking matured. bcos at least half the pple i know are brats. carn even take public transport..

i dunno who to mix with and am confused. it's like in sg i can jus tok abt anything. but in aus i have to think of a story..

friends wise idunno whether to let u guys go or to keep u guys in and dun move on. confused. it's just that i wld want to have friends who actually noe wad they're toking abt instead of bitching around.

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qh, me & fj

i'll put up these fotos first i'll put more later..

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29/09/05 7:24 AM


08/09/05


hey gals, going on asia tour tmr... so scared. 1/3 of me is excited, 1/3 gonna miss home, 1/3 scared tt i lose smth.. i'm seirously scared i have too much fun tt i forget where everything is.. which is bad..
today was idol.. was kinda cool.. we played well. and the others were great too. invited australian idol's 'william hung'.. omg.. lol currypuffs were gd too!! go jenny!!

tt's all lah.. 24th sept, entrance of shaw towers for 2a pple - 10.30am, for trumpetz pple 9amkk?? see u then!! i very scared!! ^_^my number's 96803813

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08/09/05 2:04 PM


01/09/05


hey gals, looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time nver blog liaox.. abt time i shld. and barbara keeps telling me to update so i shall and barbara used singlish!!! 'lahh' in her comment in the previous blog! go barb! gd influence from lingy. =D i put the title as misc = misceleaneous[dunno how to spell] cos there is alot of stuff to write. abt the maths common test i talked abt in the previous entry, verdict is..... I DID WELL!! so happy. but i not going to say =P today's entry's gonna be looooooooooong.xP

ANYWAY, got a couple of things i wanna write but dunno where to start. i'll just start with today. din do much slack alot. we had a music assembly and the best trumpet player in the entire sch - sally-anne richter played and it was brilliant though it was quite short. her tone was sooooooooooo nice though.. so round.. 0_0 anyway we had swimming and we did butterfly. it was fun with flippers. but after tt it was like someone trying to move in the water..=.="" trials was ok. den i had squash lorx..so sad tt squash is ending.. i think i'll be taking it up next term. oh yar and i collected my money bag for asia tour today..

i heard teachers' day in sg was a blast!!! how come this year teachers' day so fun one?? last year we even had lessons.. hmph. now u all gt class party on top of assembly. >.< carn believe i'm missing all this.. i sent mr faizad a sms n he said 'glad to hear you're still alive and kickin'" Lol xD

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group at orchard rd.

Music Asia tour's coming REALLY soon. i'm leaving like next friday.. things are getting heated up for it like packing gifts passports money and all those stuff i have to care and worry abt.. dunno y i not looking forward to it. really dunno y. it's like come to think of it i'm like wasting 2 and a half wks worth of going out somewhere with mi mom and mi aunt and have lunch some where, practise my exam pieces, my trumpet and even get to bake and cook some time. basically 2 and a half wks of free social time. with asia tour i have 4 days. it's not tt i dun look forward to see u gals in sg, [though u all haven confirm when yet.. ] but i juz dun feel like going. but i guess i'll get excited when it's like 1 day before or smth. maybe is cos i'll miss my mom.. cos i hardly see her now cos she works from 2pm to 10pm.. so we can only tok like at 8am for a while before i go to sch and at 10plus pm when she comes home.. so maybe i'll miss home.
i asked my dad to request mr ross to gimme free time on sept 24th morning instead of going to jurong bird park to see u gals, so 2a '05 try to make tt sat morning free k? and meet somewhere. but i look forward to going shanghai and stuff..i guess tt'll be fun! ^_^

PLUS i think i seriously need a holiday. asia tour is not counted cos we have rehearsals and a really tight schedule.. haven been on one relaxing one since last year.. not overseas lah. like around aussie also can cos aussie gt alot of things to see. even if it's like going to brighton for a beach walk or to like st kilda or sorrento or frankston. ok it's getting further.. maybe CAIRNS!! tt'll be sooooooo cool. but i guess that's not going to be near. cos end of the year we're moving house and everything will be chaotic and we need to settle in. haix. spring is finally here.. winter is gone. carn believe i spent winter without going to the snow wadsoever.. cos my dad was too lazy to plan it..end of the year hafta get a summer job. hope tt'll be gd.

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guys at oldchangkee.. i miss oldchangkee xD

dunno wad's going on in sg. i mean i get a overall pic but hardly anybody toks to me now.. even if i do it's hi then several mins later bye.. dunno y. dunno wad's going on the section. oh well...

oh yeh today after sch i showered and did a bit of work. so it was like 6plus already den my father wanted to send the email request to mr ross and he cldn't phrase a lot of stuff so i had to help him den until 7pm liaox.. den when i was abt to prac my piano, the landlady come in. n cos we're breaking the contract for the rent by moving out early, our bond is gone. den she loses one month of rent so she's like not happy bcos there was this flaw in her contract. so now she wans us to pay for like any damages ontop of losing the bond to make up for it. i mean it's their prob dey din check the contract before signing it.. and dey were the ones who wrote it.. and so she started pointing out every bit of flawbut she also has her flaws of not fixing and doing things tt she did. i mean we spent $1000 worth of rugs to protect her floor which we cld have easily saved on and she din fix the garage door we helped her fix it. she din move out her stuff when she said she would. so dun blame us. so anyway she n my dad argued for like 40mins and he forgot that our steak was grilling in the oven at 200degree celsius when the alarm went off 40mins ago.. and i went down to check alas our steak became charcoal steak. but it was ok.. like the fat were all burnt and melted and it became like ribs.. so all was gd for dinner. ^_^

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class after pizza!!! during aberrant carwash =D

oh yar i watched initial D i think 2 days ago!!! very nice!!! i mean apart from jay chou's acting and cantonese the rest was fine!! it was sooooooooo cool the plot was so cool!! it was cool!! i'm gonna like tofu even much more now i mean the way he drives effortless is soo cool,. but i din like how dey mixed japan setting and taiwanese actors.. too confusing.. den the drifting was cool too.. tofu car was nice!!

watched house yesterday too. i looooooove house. yesterday's episode was a bit gruesome though. house's plot is always the same. like the doctors carn figure out why the patient is sick and it always turns out to be smth unthought of completely and dr house comes to save the day. but this time he was on a bet without his painkillers for a wk cos he was addicted to them. so he cldn't think straight to crack this boy's case of internal bleeding eye blood clot and liver failing. and there was one time the boy was hallucinating and thought that he wet the bed and when the doctors pushed him to change him, it was actually blood from his rectum. omg.. it was like a poooool of blood!! ahh. nvm. house is nice =D dr house even gt punched bcos he disrupted tt boy's liver surgery cos he found out the real cause..

anyway i uploaded some pics of 2a '05 juz for fun. ^_^

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01/09/05 12:12 PM


24/08/05


hey gals, thanx for all the comments posted up on the previous entries.obviously sandra hasn't commented before hahax. seeee??? i updated BARBARA WOMANxD anyway, i'll try to take some more pics and upload it on the next entry and i'll upload some sg pics too ^_^

maths common test is finally ova!! so is the common test in sg.. heard chem was tough and physics was bad but jia youx and cheer up kkae? juz think of me =P our maths common test here was quite a killer. i wanted to kill every qn.. analysis esp.. the last few qns.. maths department is smart to come up with it and also has some issues in their minds to come up with it.. =X heex. but mrs casey's still the best maths teacher eva!!

time trials for swimming carnival was held yesterday. it was shooooooooo tiring... firstly dey had freestyle trials.. we had to swim 2 laps lah. so we started and obviously i was last. when i finished 1 lap the others were like 1 and 3/4 laps already.. so i was like 3/4 the pool slower and everybody was cheering me on as i struggled to keep swimming.. my stamina isn't really gd wad..hahax. den i was the only one in the pool. heex =D my solo infront of the year7s and 9s.. haix. so malu XD

den after tt got backstroke.. even worse. i swim one lap ritex, den the rest almost finish le.. den when i reach the 1 lap, den the teacher came over and said, 'good job, u can get out of the pool now and tell the person u only swam 25m' heex =D so as not to waste the other's time.. i was the only one who managed to pull tt off.. swimming half the length!! >.< it was farnie.. HOWEVER, for breaststroke i finished it with ease.. 1min 09sec lehx..wahahaha. lucky no butterfly, if not i would not have been able to move at all =X

so tt's it.. today alot of pple online!! sho happy. ct over den i did alot of stuff. bought wad i needed, collected recipes and watched 'house'. it's shoooo gd. house and frasier. gd american shows. so i'll upload pics soon! ^_^

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24/08/05 1:44 PM


13/08/05


hey gals, the programme outlook9.community juz ended. it's basically juz a programme where u go out into the community and do research on several aspects of the community. so my group did train stations.. it was shooooooo fun!!! i love the trains here frankly speaking.. it's really cool. not as cool as mrt lah, but different.

so today was the last day and we had to do a webpage. and we rushed like mad!! cos we din have enough time.. den after tt we had lunch!!! sch provided pizza and drinks for EVERYONE in my year level.. EVERYONE.. omg there was like 3 full tables of pizza.. 2 rows on each table.. it was soooooooooooooooooo many pizzas. and drinks.. though i vowed to eat 1 piece in the morning.. i ended up eating 3, actualy 2 and 5/6 cos sandra, mi fwen, ate 1 bite. i was supposed to share lor!! den she say she dun like mushrooms.. >.<

den after tt got presentation.. we had to rush thru cos there were so many grps and so lil time.. so in the middle of hte all the presentations, before the group cld finish toking someone started clapping to shuffle them out!! so mean lor!!

den anyway, at the end of all the presentations.. there was the video that one of my group members, Emily, made.. it was so embarrassing lor!! cos i did alot of.. stupid.. things.. inside the video.. and it was shown to the whole year level!! i did things like dancing the cancan at a train station.. i had a monologue crap saying,' it's cold, and bare, and empy and silent, and sandra says silent is golden,, but that's ok, but it's cold and it's bare and it's empty.......' but the best part abt it that i find is Sandra doing the sketch.. of the trainstation.. so like she was sketching and we speed it up.. and put cute music.. haha.. den after that when she finally finished the sketch they suddenly show my face with a 'liao bu qi' look!! aahhh.. and i saw the film for the first time together with all the other year 9s.. AAAHh.. but it was farnie.. =P

den suddenly after tt i become famous liao!! ^_^ everybody said gd job eeshan!! wahahahahahaah i'm powerful again. hahax. juz kidding ^_^

here are some pics:
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Maddy & Sandra

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Barbara & Prachi( prachi won an mp3 player on the australian idol bus!!)

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Sandra & me at the tram stop.. it was a windy and cold day tt's why i look so bad!! >.<

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Sandra & Alex at a train station. i know there's alot of sandra pics..

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Sueyean & Sandra again. at the tram stop.

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stephanie chow at the tram stop too.

i'll try to upload some more pics. maybe some pics of sg friends!! ^_^

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13/08/05 1:20 AM


07/08/05


hey gals, dunno y i feeling so angsty nowadays... though i dun wan to be.

life here is still the same.. going on the outlook9 programme next wk.. tt means we go out and do survey which also means tt there's no hw!! so i can finish all my assignments next wk.. wahahaha..

the angst came about juz yesterday.. firstly cos my dad says he's gonna follow me on the trip to msia and sg. ok he said he's not gonna follow, but he's gonna watch my performance over there. cos he also has to go back to msia/sg to do some stuff. to me - BULLSHIT.. i mean wad's the point of sending me overseas.. making me all so excited of going abroad all by myself without parents and then my dad meets me there?! it doesn't make any sense.. mayb he IS going to do some stuff.. but carn be tt coincidence right??

ANYWAY, not gonna bother abt tt.. in fact when i asked him abt it.. he said, or rather almost yelled, "if you dun wan me there den say so larh!" but tt's not the bloody point!! okok

nvm. i changed blog skins cos very hard to read.. heex.. and i carn wait to watch volcano high tonite!!! have been waiting for sooooooooo long.. alritey then, tt's it from me.. ja ne ^_^

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07/08/05 7:10 AM


31/07/05


hey gals, today i write in cos smth very freaky happened.

i played badminton today with my cousin, and superfit granduncle.. and like i played a singles game with my tt superfit granduncle.. and he went for ALL the corner shots and drop shots n made my run like mad. OFCOURSE i made him run too.. but he made me run more.

den like our scores are pretty much even and the serves keep changing so the points are stagnent bt our stamina's, or rather my stamina's dying. and den when the score was abt 15-16 liddat, i started to wheeze. and it was pretty bad.. after suffering a fall cos of the slippery floor.

i gt so tired.. my heart beat was i think like 200 liao lor.. den i started wheezing.. omg it was so freaky. i cldn't breathe. like there was smth stuck in my throat and i cldn't breathe!!! den i called for time out and went to my mom.. i managed to tell her tt i cldn't breathe. den she thot i was like saying in a figure of speech.. like very tired smth liddat.. but she din realise i was seriously not breathing.. and i was wheezing liike a donkey!!!

den she realised i was serious den tell me to calm down.. and breathe slowly and i was still wheezing like a donkey and den i started to calm down.. den the wheezing stopped and i finally mnaged to breathe normally,. AH the smell of air is sweet.. so scary lor.. den after tt i ask my mom. she said i was actually seriously medically hyperventilating.. hahax cool eh.. i actually hyperventilate.. so dun anyhow use tt word!!! very scary one.... so i decided to blog it ^_^

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31/07/05 12:52 PM


29/07/05


hey gals, haven't blogged in a while. juz came back from my sch's musical, the getting of wisdom, based on a book written by a plc girl in 1800s abt her life in plc... it hated plc so it was cynical. plc banned the book till 1950s.it was quite ok. music was excellent by lachlan davidson the composer of all the music. mr reeve was even better with the power of his one trumpet blasting throughout the hall. crowd scenes were gd but it was a bit long. the worst part, was tt my grandaunt kept bugging me abt who is who and wad year dey were in. she's really fussed up abt $$$ and every actress she kept going, who is she? wad year level? is she gd? den so happens i saw an australian politician's daughter and i said it out, den she asked, wad year is she in? wad subject she takes? her exam results gd or not?. wah lau eh. ok i shall not go on, it's too mean to say it out.

had a gd music day today,yesterday mi bro showed me his friend's recital,he's really really gd , he takes composing at victorian college of arts.. he'S GOD.. and the recital was really gd piano playing.. and strings.. but he's gay. den today had piano in the morning, i played better than i expected esp the last song!! i haven practised tt in a while so i took extra care and concentration in it tt's y i thot it was better. den after tt during trombone lesson mi teacher decided to play jazz duets. it was SO cool.

juz gt the itinery for asia tour. so disappointing cos i dun get any free time in sg.. free time is going to bird park and zoo... T_T so sadded. i might have free time on 23sept afternoon, that friday lah.. ill try to stay in united world college for the afternoon den can visit rv instead of going back to the hotel. westin stamford hotel. u know that very tall hotel, the one that was once the tallest hotel in the world.yeh tt one. i'll try to figure things out.

juz called someone very dear, after a long time of non-communication with her bcos she doesn't come online nor wan to get stamps >.< i saved up a long time to call and she was a bit tired so very moody and sianx lah.. nth to say after a few mins.. at all.. tt's a bad sign, cos tt means we're losing contact. but maybe it's juz she was tired. anyway it was good to hear from her ^_^

tt's all from me.. gt maths test next wk T_T

=D TAG

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29/07/05 2:18 PM


21/07/05


hey gals, ok i will paragraph this time.

mommy dun tag so many times kae? ^_^hahax. mommy dunno how to tag on tagboards until she tag 3 times.

life's ok i guess. settling in finally after so long. still hooked on windstruck, hooked on korean movies, hooked on jap anime and music, still as fat as ever(only that have longer hair so a biiiiiit chioer lah hor =P)

ate korean food yesterday, so spicy lor i like finished the whole bottle of water they gave. wah lau eh.

work piling on, but i guess not as bad as in sg lah. heard alot of tests this wk there. gd luck. speaking abt sg, carn wait to go back there in sept. just you wait i'm coming! carn wait to go hongkong and shanghai to buy stuff too.!!

i now looking for cute ctue stuff, like handphone thingies and cute ringtones as well and i carn find any!! haiz.

harry potter came out, but i carn read it till i finish my da vinci code. sad. but i know what happen liao. so sad lor. haha. sch spoiled it. =X

see? i can paragraph. wish everybody gd luck!

oh yeh, my bro failed his driving test. again. he's gonna kill me when he sees this =XXXX

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21/07/05 12:35 PM


09/07/05


hey gals, today was my cousin's 21st family bdae party. he had a frenz one on thurs nite which he booked a whole night club and invited friends. of course i carn go cos i'm underage. apparently his $1000 worth of drinks ran out in 2 hrs.. sad. i bought him this cute 21bdae doll lah. at the mini party was quite ok. food was crap unfortunately. we watched a korean show. it was sooooooo farnie. arahan or smth. it's smth like volcano high lah.. i like korean shows now.. not juz romantic comedies but comedies as well.. my sassy girl was gd too.. then at the end of the dinner there was of course the cake. so formal leh they made a toast, gt chim chim speeches like the stepfather said 3 important things in life, health family and friends. then my granduncle said life is like driving a car. you're driving your lfie and steering it to where you wan it to be.. deep meaning.. we had to pause our show cos of that..then the cake got sparklers on top one leh.. hahax.. then there were like custard puff balls on the cake. then when we were removing the puff balls to cut the cake, one of my aunts started going, "do you know how to handle Paul's balls..." omg that was sooooooooooo wrong.. then after that when a few of us were left we decided to tie the balloons to my brother's specs. and we manage to float it!! it was so cool. it was just drifting around.. took abt 6 balloons.. the balloons had helium in it so it was like stuck to the ceiling. it's nice decoration for the house for a party..

anyway so tired now.. 1.30am.. watched yesterday once more yesterday. that sounded odd. but like it was quite alrite. plot was farnie and everything and the male lead played by andy lau was soooooo nice.. andy lau and sandy lum it hink have gd chemistry. but i din understand the ending.. there was like no ending..

haiz.. 2 more days to sch.. 2 more days of freedom.. sch.. i hate sch.. esp sch here.. cos there's no singaporean feel!! how i wish life was as per normal in sg. i dun care whether i have to go thru the hardships of stress and rv. no doubt coming here exposed me to more things than study but i juz wanna live with my friends back and get my life back.. i was so happy then..haiz.. oh well. sulking's not gonna help.

oh yeh, today right, i lost 500 calories!! i went to the gym and used the cross trainer machine for 45mins. it's smth like a pedaling thingy but you're standing up. 4.4km. 500++calories. 45mins. wah workout siah.. but that's bcos i had kfc before that.. so kinda guilty.. =D

today's speech day, wonder how it went. tmr's last performance for sec 4s. siobhan's like very sad.. as they always say time really flies when you're having fun. tmr's band fiesta. hope all goes well. fret not sec4s cos we'll always rmb you and i hope you all will always rmb us. gd luck for o levels.. =X

that's it from me tonite/this morning.. really gotta slp..         -_____-
like my new blog skin?? wahahaha. tag hor. nitex. ^__^

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09/07/05 3:41 PM


01/07/05


hey gals, haven't blogged in a while. cousin and her husband came down from malaysia. realy gd. cos like brings back the feel of sg/msia. the warmth. anyway so dey came. then we bought a mahjong table. finally  =D so happy lor. can finally play mahjong after half a year. then we went to visit places that i've never been to before. visited port sea, which is like really nice ocean view and stuff.. had gd fish and chips. visited victoria market today!! so fun.. bought a couple of stuff and had gd sausages...it was sooo gd..  then i juz love the city. i wanna live in the city.. i mean there's juz soo many things going on there and like i'm soooo bored outside the city... it takes 15 mins to the nearest civilisation...thank god i have my brother or i wld have died of boredom.. then we juz had steamboat today. all the 20year old guys came.. yi yi korkor, victor, my bro, paul, and then there was my cousin and her husband lah.. we played mahjong till 12 plus am. and now i'm watching tennis at 1.25am. i really shld sleep earlier and earlier now.. been sleeping really late/ early in the morning nowadays.. yesterday slpt at 2, day before 1..sigh.. cousin leaving tmr.. very sad..

been gloomy the whole week.. mainly cos feel that i'm taken for granted.. like what my brother said.. a 2nd-hand friend..i dunno.. no one toked to me for the past 3 days.. hardly anyone's seen my blog.. i dunno how else to communicate.. yesterday i called someone.. she was watching lost.. i dunno y but i cried after that.. not one hi online.. izzit so difficult to say hi?? you may think that i'm not understanding.. cos i know you gals are bz and wad not.. and i'm being selfish... but.. how long does it really take to say hi..i duno.. am i really being forgotten after 6months..if you're gonna say anything.. mean it.

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01/07/05 3:33 PM


23/06/05


hey gals, as you can see i'm still smitten by korean dramas. instead of watching windstruck, i watched my sassy girl, the famous relative of windstruck after my science test and it was great!! the movie was great, not the sci test. by the same director and same lead actress, it was so nice.. and it was kinda funny when they linked the two movies together. alot of inside jokes. but i thot the linkage was great. it was superbly funny, and quite touching as well. BUT not as gd as windstruck!! hahax. lynna's gonna watch it this sat, and hopefully she'll appretiate it and not ruin it for me =D
yestrday was my last community action, and the last time i'm gonna look after brats. however, during my community action, i got kissed by one of the 5year kids. on the cheek. he was sooooooooooooo adorable. he's called noah and he asked me if he cld kiss me , then i say yes lor. then after that he started being perv lor.lolx. he started kissing my jacket and wanted to stick alot of things on me. thn i got so fed up so i juz sit him down and make him play with toys.. then after community action it was sooooo sad. cos like this lil girl, Arianne, she's a quiet lil girl n when i left she suddenly shout bye bye!!! awwwwxx. envy me right. =D nver knew i cld actually work with kids.!! okok.. the main thing on my mind is still windstruck wind struck windstruck!!!! =D WATCH IT!!!

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23/06/05 11:50 AM


13/06/05


hey gals, i thot i shld pop by again. dun look so sian when you see the title k? not all the blog entry's gonna be abt it.. =P

Well i went shopping the past few days, sat at chadstone mall which sadly my mom, my aunt and my grandmother.. lolx. poor grandpa was sitting at the foodcourt waiting for us. hahax. then yesterday went to the city.. suffered from shoppers fatigue. we walked soooooooo much but i guess it's good exercise. =D so wad did i buy? i bought a black formal shirt for next time performances then i dun have to borrow from barbara liu. hahx. then erm a shirt. and the most amazing and shocking thing of all.. .......
A SKIRT!! ahahx.. quite unexpected right.hhax. well it's due to much persuastion from my mom, my aunt and my grandmom, and it was quite nice as well. but i carn wear it until i get gd shoes.. cos i carn possibly wear it with sneakers k?

then i juz found out that my brother might be going to japan for a year either end of this year or end of next year.. not sure.. he say he wanna go vacation, not for the whole year, but as in he wans to go there and be an eng teacher.. most prob in a high sch. hahax. too much anime le.. lolx. it's nice that he's going like to such a nice place, but it'll be sad that he's going too.. cos that means no one to gimme nice music and anime le.. sniff sniff...haax.but maybe i can learn jap from him and visit him there if he goes! gimme a reason to tour..

and to the main topic. WINDSTRUCK!!! OMG I WATCHED IT AGAIN YESTERDAY AND I CRIED SO BAD AGAIN!!!! i mean, it's juz so sad.. and the girl.. wah.. nvm..but seriously my aim is to be like the girl. so i have havehav have to lose weight no matter wad. i plan already, by middle of term3 ihave to lose 4 kg.. then i'll go back to under 60, which is gd.. if i wanna lose weight i gotta start now before work piles up.. in year 10 and 11 and 12.. but besides that, attitude wise i also wanna be like kyunjin.. i think that's how her name is spelt. funny and harsh yet nice on the inside... but i guess i'm opposite k??lolx long way to go.. lolx.. but the actress off screen right.. erm..like she looks nice without make up, like plain and simple girl.. but when she like dresses up she kinda looks like a slut.. saddening.. no offence.. but when like on screen, she became like from a police officer to a detective.. then she wore a black turtle neck, slick black pants and a black leather jacket. OMG IT WAS SOOOOOOO COOOL..lolx. as in like  very cool lah.. lolx. very nice. so you all should watch it!!!! muzmuzmuz!! then i can go crazy with all of you.

btw, it's someone's birthday today, other than the queen.. like i'm on hols today cos it's the queen's bdae..lolx so all the royals should celebrate their birthday then got more hols. lolx going to watch mr and mrs smith. and i wanna play the ddr.. lolx. anyway. the person's bdae..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIOBHAN!!

sweet 16.. wow. getting old. hahax. one minute you're sec 2 and another you're graduating this year.. prezzie's on the way as i told you, and i hope that you'll have a wonderful birthday in kl k??? happy bdae again. =D

oh yeah, and WATCH WINDSTRUCK!! WATCH IT... WATCH IT.. WATCH IT.. WATCH IT.. WATCH IT..=D

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13/06/05 12:45 AM


10/06/05


hey gals, read my previous entry, it's MORE important than this entry k? READ IT.

tonight was jazz cabaret!! that means that all the jazz groups in sch come together tonight and play some funkae jazz!!! really cool. played the trombone and trumpet. but trumpet more of course. in the day, morning, it was so stressful cos ihad to arange all the rehearsals and i had to go out and look after brats again for community action. so that was like really rushing and victoria got a sac..like a test on music and i had to be there..T___T

ANYWAYS.

jazz cabaret was great. we got to wear all black!! so i wore my hipster blackish greyish brown pants and i din have a black top so barbara liu was kind enuff to lend a black top to me.. and i cld actually fit.. and cos she was thin so i was happy, but then she said that her mom bought a size to big for her...T____T anyways, i had a solo performance in a small jazz quartet.. it was scary .. cos like i was like the only one playing some jazz solo made up piece!! i was sooooooooooooooo scared that i'll screw up.. but i din!! i played trombone at the start btw.. then did victoria's band and didn't screw up.. i scrwed up at her sac. then stagey was great too.. i hit the B!!!! high b.. whahahahaa. before that i went to redrooster, fast food,so that kinda ruined my diet.. pai seh..sry mommy.
the best part.. was still JOHN HOFFMAN. at first i mistaken a professional drummer for john hoffman.. they look alike k?? they had white hair, was fat and had a beard. juz that john hoffman had more white hair and looked like albert einstein.. but seriously, his trumpet is GOD!!!! omg.. he rox!! when like the staff band played, which is like all our music teachers played together.. it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cool!!!! i mean it was like standard siah..!!! and john hoffman was brilliant, i like literally bai ta liao..
sry for those who aren't musically intersted.. srysry.. juz taht i had a AWESOME AND GREAT time today, and i thank everyone, every single one of the teachers and pple who encouraged me and calmed me down like ALEX n VICTORIA - who gave me a hugs of encouragement, they're sisters. alex gave me a hug after the solo and victoria gave me a hug before.. hahax.. really calmed me down. and brodwen who was smiling while i was playing and when i was nervous i looked at her and relax.. cos she was a brilliant trumpeter as well. and candace.. (pronounced as can-da-cy) and rachel who followd me to redrooster!! =D and soooooooooo many pple. it was great.

the best part was taht 3 of the tables set in the hall for the audience, was set by me!! we had to put the white sheets on the tables and i looked like a waitress!! i did the whole waiter thing. and like we put wine bottles on each table with a candle at the top to light up the table. it was a brilliant ambience and atmosphere.. =D ok..

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10/06/05 2:07 PM


07/06/05


hey gals, exams are over!!! so happy. or rather, exam is over.! did pretty well dun really care abt it now.. but there are still tests cos all the teachers are like speeding up cos they have to write our reports.. lolx.. anyway steph ha got full marks!! the only one who got full marks in year 9 AND year 10..congrats!

so after the exams, this was what happened. we had marking day on friday so i like spent friday doing hw cos seriously there was like tons of work to finish. i put everything on hold bcos ofthe exam. anyway then saturday came.

sat: benita came very last minute to watch the historical film, gallipoli. we have to do it for the assignment. then at night we went to the glen, and we ate pancakes at pancake parlour. then there was this old guy, dressed up as elvis, came into the building and started singing. LOUDLY. obviously he was singing elvis songs lah.. then he came into pancake parlour. and he came to our table!!! omg.. then my father started singing with him.. then after that i beggeeeeeed my mom to go to the arcade and she agreed!! she actually agreed to go to the arcade.. once in a life time.. then we played the ya know that game where there's air on the table and you have to hit the disk into the goal. and my mom joined in ..hahax.. ended up i won my bro. =P then after i play ddr!!! hahhax. so fun. it has been 6 months since i played ddr or parapara or pop and music ok.. i was so happy.. cos at least i get to hit something.. hahax.. and after that i watched star wars 3 revenge of the sith!!!! so happy, finally get to watch it. end up it was kinda okay i guess. not really gd but okay.. there was no plot... and padme was so innocent!!! all she ever did was to marry the person she loved and she ended up being killed by the person she loved!!! :'( so sad lor. natalie portman super chio as usual.

sunday: lazy sunday, i watched "in good company" on dvd in the morning. it was pretty nice. alot of meaning and it was nice.. the director was the same one as "about a boy" and no wonder it had meaning. it was classy and with meaning.. really cool. then afternoon we watched "bridget jones diary 2, edge of reason".. it was farnie.. lolx. so lame lor..there was a farnie scene that was sooooo much like the schappelle corby drug smuggling into bali case, just that in edge of reason it was in thailand. lolx. and i cld literally see a reflection of myself in there... it was scary!!! i mean, i dun wan my life to end up in a rut like bridget jones!! Bridget was "very slightly overweight", AND I AM "VERY SLIGHTLY OVERWEIGHT" TOO!!!!! then michelle told me that bridget was 130 pounds, N THE WORST PART WAS THAT I'M 140POUNDS!!! 62kg...="(  wah.. dun wan!! then at night we watched my big fat greek wedding. 4th time already..T____T it was on tv..

so that was my weekend. the biggest blow was yesterday nite, monday nite...

Monday: sch sucked pretty much as usual.. and....... i watched this korean romance drama movie.. called "wind struck"... omg IT WAS SO SAD!!!!! :""""""""""( it was seriously sad. cos i was literally crying, not sobbing, CRYING so bad for the last half an hour.. it was suuuuuuuuuuch a cuuuuuuuuuuuuuute couple, the gal was a policewoman and the guy was a physics teacher and was a whimp.no guts lah. then it was so cute cos like the girl normally sorta bully the guy... like the wimpy guy tried to kiss her and she put a stick that was hot from burning wood there and burnt his lip. and like she embarrassed him in his class visiting him at the sch one day and bringing his bento(lunchbox) for him!!! and it was sooooooooo cute... and then...
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the guy died, cos she was following a huge criminal, and was late for his date.. so the guy called her. and sorta knew where she was, and then went to make sure she was okay. cos previous times it all turned out ok.. and then another pair of detectives thought he was the criminal and shot him.. and at the same time the girl tried to shoot the criminal as well, and then she thot she shot him... and previously she had saved him from drowning before.. and then he died instantly when he was shot...wah!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( i was seriously crying... omg.. and then she cldn't let go of him so she tried committing suicide.. alot.....gun - pple stopped her, poison- was saved by doctors, building - 2 rascals wanted her money before she committed suicide and she ended up chasing after them.. building attempt 2 - balloon saved her.. and then the guy said before dying that he wanted to be the wind when he dies.. and then onthe 49th day he came back, and told her to let go.... and it was soooooooooooo sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 :'(.... the actress very chio btw.. sniff sniff.. okok. i wanna watch it again.. and cry again.. apparently qh watch before hahax.. never knew.. lolx.. kk....

oh yeah, confession..or rather qn.. am i that tomboyish??? i seriously dun wanna become one that's for sure, cos i dun wanna be a spinster for the rest of my life... wanna look like natalie portman and that korean actress!!! hahax i can imagine you puking now.. nvm.. i rather wanna be the korean actress, or like a fraction of her also can.. hahax.. cos she black hair and chinese looking also mah.. so closer to reality.. =D

AND, evelyn, no matter what you do with yourself, you will always always always always, look as beautiful as you are now!!!! =D

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07/06/05 6:55 AM


28/05/05


hey gals, i know i haven't checked in recently.. mostly becos no time lah.. cos alot of activities and work to do and as the title says maths exam. speaking of which i'm freaking out abt it for no apparent reason!! the chapters are topics that i have done before in sg and shld be very confident abt it but i'm like scared of the exam.. seriously scared.!!!! anyways, besides that, music is going gd. trombone's getting worse cos i din prac but piano's ok...trumpet's condesing.. hahax. cos the weather's cold, so when you blow you blow hot air, and it's like seriously a fog in the trumpet cos water keeps coming out of the bell!!! so it's like condensation in there so verb is condensing lor.. lol..

the weather here is freezing btw.. today was so gloomy, no sun at all, not at all, like it was cloudy, not exactly pitch black, but seirously gloomy for the WHOLE day. and then i was doing maths right.. and gloomy days n maths make it seriously really depressing..lolx.

anyway updating the past wk, i went diving!! it was super scary at first cos we had to dive from the spring board. so we just like dived in feet first lah.. at the tip of the spring board, any slight movement it will sway alot and that made it scary..then after a few tries it turned out to be fun!!! except the water goig into the nose part..  and i din splash alot!!!! i only had like 2 belly flops that splashed alot and no the pool still had water in it after i jumped in k.. then we dived in, that was hard.. it was like breaking your back..omg.. that was tough. and MORE water went into your nose.. then at the end of the lesson, mr McCarty let us jump the high board!!! it's like 3 metres high. so like everybody lined up, it was like lining up to go on a roller coaster ride lor.. cos it was seriously frigging high. one of my classmates climb up, then too scared come down.. but i  climbed up and jumped down .. aaaaahhhhh. i screamed like shit, there was actually time to scream lor. then i hit the water, with a belly flop.. omg it was soo painful. cos i like fell flat on my ass...oooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuch...

so that was diving. music side now, i joined my senior's band. she's called Victoria Lanyon, and her sis is a gd friend of mine.. called Alexandra Lanyon. everybody in plc is almost related, like there's this person, her whole entire family is in plc.. anyways, back to the topic, Victoria does like music for VCE, which is like A levels, so she needs a band for her exam to play her stuff lah.. so she asked me to join, and so i joined. on the first rehearsal, it was seriously kinda cool, cos we played cool songs like sway, r.e.s.p.e.c.t, i get a kick out of you, georgia on my mind. she burnt a cd for me, and i love the version of "i get a kick out of you" from Jamie Cullum. it was seriously gd.. it was really fast bluesy groovy kinda jazz, which is nice =), and a classic by Ray Charles, Georgia on my mind.. it was soothing. and respect, old time favourite, it was a rock song and that was cool too. so that's nice =D

i know i'm crapping too much abt music again.. but you carn blame me can ya?! ^P comments please!!! they are pathetic!!!! =P

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28/05/05 12:05 PM


21/05/05


hey gals, i blog also no comments watsoever.. so sad..anyway, din do much these few days. looking forward to table tennis on monday to kick someone's ass i hope.. oh yeah ya know my busted ankle?? it's not so busted anymore. that is becos during swimming lesson, i tried doing a handstand with neha and i accidentally straightened my foot, so it went crack.. then it was like omg.. hurting.. then somehow.. after that lesson, my ankle ok liao.. so like without that incident, it wld have taken at least 2 wks to heal, but now. it's ok already!! after 1wk onli... not bad hor.. hahax.. so farnie.. supposed to be studying maths, but dun really feel like it. then i carn tok to anybody online cos my msn somehow or rather is screwed. cos i carn reply.. i type it'll turn red colour saying it's not delivered to recipient. sigh. heard that qh's sick, din go to sch. dunno whether it's just a common cold or not.. a bit worried lah. cos she likes go to sch whether she has a cold or not.. so hope she's fine and will get well soon. my download for my anime is 98% after like 2wks!! so hapy. finaly lor..hahax.. ok that's abt it.. comment hor!!! =P

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21/05/05 10:30 AM


18/05/05


hey gals, i haven't checked in for a while so i thot i should update... well had my history test today and i think i will fail it.. it's australian history.. so naturally as a foreigner i wun do well right? hahax.. i know they're excuses.. BUT they're gd excuses.. then maths exam in 2 wks then suddenly 2 new chapters and i'm not familiar with.. like inequations.. maybe i am but i suck at it.. indices i also suck at it.. cos long time nver do already.. i hate indices lor.. make me so confused. so have to work hard cos only practise makes perfect..esp new topic so muz prac more.. of indices and inequations.. anyway, busted my ankle.. again .. yesyes the same one that qiaohan busted twice.. unfortunately...so yeah.. anyway that's abt it.. i got qh's letter from rachel finally. she forgot abt it. thanx.. for writing that i think 30 sec letter. appreciate it anyhow. gotta jet.. and hope all of you are having a great post-exam time.. =P

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18/05/05 7:24 AM


10/05/05


hey gals, i know i haven't been updating, i was bz.. and i know how annoying it is to see how i haven't updated it when you check in here, so very very sry abt that. well i went to the music camp last wkend.. so here goes,

day 1
went to sch in casual clothes had junior stagey then afternoon went to the campsite lah.. then near the place hor, omg, got HUGE MASSIVE houses.. with tennis courts and pools. some even have both. omg, it's like mansionic gigantic. then after that reach the camp site. it's quite ok. very nice, got outdoor dining balcony. and got very nice fountain some more. it's more like a hotel to me lor.. me and barbara, my rm mate for the tour.. and for this camp, got an extra bed, so we had like 3 beds in our rm which was kinda cool. there was also a recreation rm consisting of like 4 pool tables, an extra piano[everybody knew how to play the piano really well], 4 table tennis tables and a fuseball thing, ya know the football game thing, yeah, so later on we rehearsed, i played quite well. in the tour orchestra. there was a bit of politics among the trumpet section, which consisted of only 3 members including me.. so i just stayed out of the way.. we had fish and chips that nite. then at nite rehearsed jazz ensem. very cool. i mean it's not every day you get to play your trumpet at nite ok. if i did so my parents wld go mad. plus it was jazz ensem, so jazz at nite is always cool.

day 2
at 4am in the morning, i woke up. y? bcos it was bloody freezing cold. i think it was like 10 degrees and i was in a tshirt, track pants, and a sweater under one blanket.. omg it was seirously cold. seriously. so i scrambled out of bed at 4am, got my sleeping bag, wore my socks and slept till morning.. when mr ross was stomping down the hallway waking everybody up. had breakkie, then i had nth to do, cos like they were rehearsing other chamber groups and stuff. so like this day i was only involved in 2 sessions out of like 8 or 9 sessoins. so i had alot of free time. i played everything there was to play in the recreation room and was really bored. so then i studied maths for my upcoming maths test. then that nite had party nite, nothing interesting. oh yeah then we played chor dai di.. big 2.. then my god cousin -long story- email me if you wanna know.. my god cousin, emily, said that if i lose i have to tie my hair into 2 ponytails the next day, suggested by the wonderful, barbara... and i actually won, but some how they skipped my turn without me saying anyting, TWICE, and they apparently won and i lost.. so i had to put 2 pony tails.

day 3
i din put 2 pony tails, they spared me, i had one. barbara did the honours... and i looked like a spastic idiot during breakfast.. lol. lucky mr ross din say anything..lol. then we had the mini concert.. we played lord ofthe dance. the brasses were like SOOOO bored, cos the strings took care of everything, and we were almost like extras.. seriously, we had like almost 50 odd bars of rest.. and the whole concert was like strings strings.. lol.. hate strings.. anyway so that was camp.

that was music camp. then today we had maths test, quite ok. and we had tour orchestra rehearsal which ran abit late. we played, or rather the strings played sendin the clouds, which is a very very beautiful song. and cos we were running late, it was like 5.15pm and there was sunset in the distance. like my sch's sorta on a hill, so we cld see the distance thru the window, and it was just beautiful. seirously it was very nice.. then after that i had to walk home in almost darkness, it was quiet and the atmosphere was great. besides that, it was freezing today and the past few days, and i carn wear my winter uniform yet cos i carn tie a tie.. so i'm like freezing. so i will learn soon. anyways that's abt it i guess, so let muso rock on forever! =P

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10/05/05 8:40 AM


02/05/05


hey gals, going mad now, just finished 2 essays tonite and now?? doing my third.. omg.. math test next wk, sci test next wk, music camp this wkend so no time to study.. then gt all these essays.. sigh.. gd luck to all rvians on exams tmr!! =P

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02/05/05 1:49 PM


01/05/05


hey gals, haven't blogged in a while.. a very long while. well what happened yesterday. ah yes. my brother's friends came over to stay all 8 of them. well they live in the city, so they came for dinner and they stayed. so we had pizza for dinner then the nite begins.. pple played magic cards, play station, big 2, dota on really really cool labtops.. until like 5 or 6 in the morning.. i went to bed at like 3.. victor was the first to k.o. hahax. so farnie.. then woke up at 11.. had breakkie, lazed around and stuff. nth much.. and i watched ray.. it's really nice.. not extremely nice but nice.. cos it's ray charles!! he's a legend.. jamie fox was cool too.. he did  a gd job acting as ray charles..anyway, sigh.. it's a sunday.. what does that mean? it means tmr's monday.. and there's sch tmr.. i hate sch.. have i ever said that?i hate sch to its core.. i dunno y but i just hate it.. have music camp this wkend.. so that means there's no break next wk from sch.. sigh.. and i carn watch my o.c.. i'm downloading the next 2 episodes next wk when we can finally download agian... so i MISS YOU GALS... very much.. i suddenly cried today.. which is kinda weird.. cos i dunt noe y... so anyway, that's abt it lah.. =D

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01/05/05 11:26 AM


20/04/05


hey gals, in a really good mood right now.. gee carn believe i'm blogging at this hour. it's like 2.26am.. sigh. but i'm awake.. VERY awake.. tell you why later..yesterday i had a brilliant chat, excellent chat. =) so happy.. anyway, well today i opened my bank account, the savings and wadeva. and one of the staff at the bank turned out to be my mom's cousin.. then my mom was suddenly famous at the bank and was known as.. 'oo, that person's cousin..' then everybody wld like go ooooooo.... ok then went have mac lunch then came home. it was like cold. autumn's taking a toll on me. actually not really lah, but cold. no . cool. yar so back on track. came home. played piano. i played for an amazing record-breaking 3 hours..can you believe that??!! i practised hard on my exam pieces. ya know those fast ones.. then i played the strong and loud grand one.. and my hand just crammed there.. as in.. seriously crammed. and gosh it was PAINFUL.. agonizing.. gee. so i sat on it to warm it and relax it.. then ok liao.. hahax. after that ate dinner, watch jamie oliver.. very real and farnie.

big qn now.. why am i so high and hyper 2.26am in the morning??now 2.30am.. COS I WATCHED THE O.C.!!! season 2. at first i din wanna watch it.. cos it'll ruin the fun for the next 4 wks.. cos i downloaded the episodes.. but i just watched it in advance!! cldn't resist the temptation.. hahax.. cos SETH AND SUMMER R GETTING BACK!! ok they look like they're getting back so as not to spoil the fun. but i mean the chemistry btn seth and summer is undeniable!!! bcos they're offscreen lovers as well.. n it is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
nice!!!! i mean really, it was really really beautiful. who said season2 was boring. it was.. in the beginning. but this is the fun part =D summer is so sweet. that's why i'm so hyper.. yar i've been watching so many episodes.. so that's abt it. had a great day, had a great nite chatting yesterday nite and watching this night/tmr morning.. don't really know what it really is.. hmm.. =P

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20/04/05 4:34 PM


18/04/05


hey gals, am listening to 'Year of the Dragon'.. VERY NICE!!! it's the yuhua and rv alumni version.. anyway, see that title up there?? ambition. not really ambition lah..aim.. to get into Melbourne Youth Symphonic Band, which seems rather impossible bcos it is the equivalent to the Singapore Youth Orchestra... just that it's a band. the standard is high.. n i need to get my high notes straightened out and open before i can even think of joining.. auditions are in next feb.. so i got abt 9 months?? joined a trumpet forum.. say wad you have to relax and blow more air and the high notes will naturally come out.. sounds SO much easier when said than done.. bcos the high notes DOES NOT come out.. hahax.. dey also said forcing will be bad.. then i was thinking.. hmm isn't that what i do..lolx. anyway, today i blasted my ass off.. at the end of my 1++ hr practise session ... my high notes were very yucky and airy as it can be.. as in super airy... but i cld reach double c!!! in a very veyr veyr very tight.. squeeze lah.. hahax.. the only solid high note is A above tuning C.. which is ok lah..then now hear the trumpet solo of the year of the dragon.. so clear.. very loud. tonguing also clean.. running notes.. i think most probably played by like jia jun or smth..lolx..my aim.. there..  then heard rv band play one last year at the concert at vch.. cldn't really hear the trumpets.. so sigh. muz jia you lah.. like the alumni trumpets bloody qiang2, but that's mainly bcos there're gods like jia jun, benny goh and yixian who gets really excited over reaching super high notes.lolx.. and who has a bloody huge lung capacity..den hear rv band which has me inside.. not enough air, not loud enuff.. anyway.. yar.. my aim.. sigh.. muz practise hard le... and y izzit all gd trumpeters are guys.... T__T so bad lor...unfair.lolx..
 
juz now during dinner, dad was high on wine, started insulting mom.. over really lil things, like how the dustbin shld be thrown.. then lead to everything must be done her way, when in dad's control, everything has to be done in his way.. so yeah it's ironic.. brother and i were washing dishes.. then my mom just tell my dad to lay off.. then dad suddenly my dad asked, "wad do you mean by lay off? means f*** off right?"  then argue again.. the he say f*** off again.. then my brother shouted and told them to not argue over such a small thing.. then my parents never say anything liao.. as for me, i just keep out of the way and eat my chocolate.. hated my dad from the beginning.. juz very unreasonable and i think he doesn't deserve my respect.. so i dunno, i'm just gonna ignore it...

anyway, love the year of the dragon!! =D

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18/04/05 10:32 AM


17/04/05


hey gals, i know it's a bit late to write this now, but i was lazy so anyway.
THEY GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS.!!!!!! beat that! how cool is that!!!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!! they probably got gold with honours bcos i wasn't playing..hahax.. and i wish i was there!! if my mom let me go singapore this hols the timing wld be PERFECT! cos the next few hols is either july or end sept which is exam time.... sigh.. i heard that my sms was recieved, and mrs chak typed it out and read it out to the whole band.. it was kinda lame. i said," gold with honours and even top band dey must get or i'll be wasting this sms".. then apparently ms chan heard it.. and she laughed, which is kinda scary... lolx.. n i can imagine mrs chaks' du diaox lian.. anwyay.. CONGRATS AGAIN!!!!! so happy..

went to watch hitch yestrday very nice. watched alot of movies the past few days, hitch and 13 going on 30 yesterday, then previous day watched phantom of the opera and a series of unfortunate events on the labtop.. that day my brother's friend victor, he knows me and i know him, long time family friends mah.. then my cousin also came along for dinner.. so i'm like hanging out with 3 20year old guys.. which is kinda sad..hahaxh. anyway, victor was staying for the nite. so we watched a series of unfortunate events... and i was scared cos it was midnight n watch such a twisted tale.. then my brother off all the lights!!!! and raided my room.. cos dey were using my labtop... dey squished my penguin too.. lolx.. so anyways.. yar that's it..  CONGRATS AGAIN FOR THE 2ND TIME!!!  =P

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17/04/05 12:44 AM


15/04/05


hey gals, juz wanna pray for rvcb members, it might be a bit too late but anyway there's still the results.

Dear Lord,
Please let River Valley concert band members bring glory home. Please let them give their best during syf. Please give them the strength to give their best during the syf after all the hard work they have put into it. Most importantly, please let them be as happy as they could have ever been and as strong as they could have ever gone. Lord I also thank you for letting experience such a great and memorable event that has brought many of them even closer than before. and a little extra, Lord, please let them get gold with honours..
In Jesus's name, Amen.

GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!! jia youx!! gdluck!!!

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15/04/05 8:20 AM


13/04/05


hey gals, it's the holidays and my mom and i caught a tram to bridge road today and went shopping. hahax tried to fit into a couple of nice shirts budden realised i dun have that much of a slim figure at all.haha. so i got a winter jacket to prepare myself for winter and another long sleeve shirt. then came home and we watched the phantom of the opera on dvd. IT IS SOOOOOOOOO NICE!!! the story's really dark, but very classic and the music is unbelievable. i dun really like the main music but i love the other grand and emotional songs esp sung by kristine. like the point of no return, think of me, learn to be lonely, and another song which she sang at the graveyard of her dads. i thnk it's called wishing you were here or smth... VERY NICE.. i cld cry... definitely a recommended play. i wanna watch the play.. all the musicals are really gd.. aaahhhh so nice.. okok. shall stop now.. =D

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13/04/05 2:17 PM


10/04/05


hey gals, i dunno y but suddenly i think i'm becoming meaner and meaner... really.. it's like everything i say or do is sarcastic, though it's like teasing sarcastic but still it's getting more and more.. that's what i think but i dunno.. last time i was like happy cos i cld bring smiles by acting cute n all, i was like no worries and at least a bit nice to everybody like i dun get into any "politics" wadsoever and  i totally dun believe abt toking bad abt somebody behind their backs... but now i'm like saying sarcastic stuff more and more frequently so i'm mean... gotta change.. gotta change.. anyways, i juz wanna say,
GD LUCK TO RVCB AND SCORE GOLD WITH HONOURS OR EVEN BRING BACK THE TOP BAND TROPHY FOR SYF!!!!! [we have to beat yuhua for that.. it's hard but WE CAN DO IT!!!]
GD LUCK TO ALL THE CCAs DO RV PROUD!! oh yeah and congrats to choir pple for getting gold with honours, but rvcb, YOU HAVE TO BEAT THEM OK!!! no hard feelings chorale.. =P but wadeva it is, JUST DO YOUR BEST!!! JIA YOUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muz focus and concentrate.. =D

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10/04/05 8:12 AM


06/04/05


hey gals, it's been a while. holidays are in 2 days and i carn wait for it to come. =D anyway, today i had my geog test and my human studies first aid practical exam, it wasn't too bad.. but i thot i did pretty bad though.. geog test was a goner and so on.. eng is also a gonner.. anyway, i recieved nge hwee's letter, hahax.. wat's my weight huh.. ok.. 62.. sigh.. gain le.. T__T looks like my plan of losing weight isn't very successful.. so my mom's like giving me 2tablespoons of rice each dinner. hahax. it's actually alot i find.. though it sounds miserable.. i handed in the pingpong and fencing form today for next term.. for the music tour, barbara's my room mate now.. cos stephanie ha wasn't going anymore.. so that's settled. i finally developed the photos which were never developed for like half a year already..hhaax. the fotos were nice.. hahax put it up in my locker.. =P
the biggest news of all: QIAOHAN BECAME COMPANY LEADER OF GG!!! hhahahahhax. how cool is that?? my best friend actually having two blue rings around her shoulder things..hahax. when i heard it i was like laughing my ass off cos it's like, it's QIAOHAN!! ya know, not very the figure for a leadership position whatsoever. hahax. but actually she has it in her lah.. as in, i laugh cos after so many years of bickering and quarreling it gets into you that you dun wanna admit that she is actually gd at stuff like this..hahax. many pple say it's not expected but i think i expected it.. if not at least the assistant dunno wad company leader[i can never get the positions in guides.] called her yestrday nite, have confidence in yourself lah qh.. pple choose you for a reason and so since you're there, make the most out of it. leadership positions are not for you to lead, but is to give you the power to serve and make guides better since now you're there.. so dun think so much and just do your best in guides. since now you're like the top top top, steal a tin of guides cookies for me k?? the mint one.. =P [dun forget guides still owe me a tin] =P

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06/04/05 7:59 AM


02/04/05


hey gals, today was sports days or athletics day as dey call it. i was in champions division for shotput and in tunnel ball, some ball game. so the whole set up was more or less like the twilight picnic, we had barbecued food, crushed ice, fries and dim sum.. then we had the house relay thingy and then i went to buy my shaved ice, i love food what can i say..then i went for my shot put. i was in champions division. budden chantelle or something[dunno who she is] said she was in champions division.. then she make it sound like she's very very absolutely confirmed and sure that she is in champions division. then i was like ok..maybe i was wrong.. so i went down to division 1 and thrashed them ok. i won 1st place by 2m lor... 8.01m.. wah lau eh.. then she leh? i see her throw hor.. omg.. ok i'm being mean liao.. cannot cannot.. ok she throw not exactly very far lah.. ok nvm.. so i won division 1. and then i went back to check the list of who exactly is in where lah.. then i check. she's in division 1 and i was in champ division.. i was quite pissed cos i mean it isn't fair. not that i despise those in division 1, just that it wasn't far to the division pple as well. harveen cld have gotten 3rd place if i wasn't there lor and i cld have won champ division.. so pissed.. but anyway, i told her and she just gave a 'Oh, really? sorry." sigh.. well i guess it was my fault for not checking enuff until i really know where i am i guess. anyway, dun wanna care. then went for tunnel ball. fun!!! we won!! tunnel ball is like telematch lah.. roll the ball under 10pple then see who win first.. then after that had 2sausage rolls from the bbq stall then shared chips with injured vinita.. lolx. she pulled her thigh really bad during camp last time. then she so smart go and do hurdles today.. end up her knee genna the hurdles straight on, rammed it.. then busted her knee and thigh.. sigh.. it was pretty bad.. she cried and i had to carry her or fu2 her all the way to sister.. then after that she was back in her mood, stealing fries from 4pple. which made up her lunch.. stole as in half a tub.. of fries... lolx.. then liddat glamis din win alot, got 3rd place overall, 2nd inter and 3rd senior i think.. so that was sports day. rachel tang's going back to sg during the term break. so cool. hope she enjoys her trip back!! =D she'll be visiting rv on one of the days, so if you have anything to pass to me pass it to her then tell her to pass it to me.. dun think she'll mind. sec4, the barefoot in the park main actress =P wad am i doing now?? 1000word science essay and studying human studies.. [first aid] my theory and practical exam for first aid is next wk and my geog test is next wk and my 1000word assignment is also due next wk.. more specific, wed and thurs..sigh.. =D

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02/04/05 10:04 AM


28/03/05


hey gals, i know it's been a while since i updated my blog, so here goes.

saturday:
din do much today, my parents went to fetch my grandparents from the airport as my bro, victor and i slept in to be awoken by the sounds of my aunt and my grandparents barging in my room and showing me in my pyjamas.hahax. that was funny cos my aunt apparently tried to tickle and strip me of my pants to wake me up. hahax, and the first thing my grandma said to me was that i looked fatter and had more pimples =D but i din ok.. then we had dinner at my granduncle's place.
Sunday:
woke up early today, went to brighton beach, yes that beach with nude girls and looked like the Orange County with huge mansions with swimming pools in their backyards with an ocean view. so we walked all the way to st kilda, but this time we walked around st Kilda. i love St Kilda, it's like near the city, i always love city life anyway, but st kilda is a city with a beach. but i mean it's a town with everything nearby, cafes, restaurants, gelati shops, fish and chips shop, the theme park, boutiques. everything. all meshed into one spot, and that's gd. it's like in burwood, whre i live now, you have to walk 15 minutes to the nearest shop.. but like if you live in St Kilda, you can get everything juz walking our of your apartment. we also went to see the St Kilda market on sunday, the flee market. they sell arts and crafts, paintings, and all kinds of really really cool art stuff. i saw this bag, sling bag, which was really realy nice and i was wondering if i shld get it for evelyn, yeah evelyn sng. birthday coming and i'm at a lost... hafta work during my two-week break. sigh.. but with parents there i decided not to get it.. and i dun think eve will like it anyways, cos i dun think it's really her style.. =D so i have to wreck my brains again. then we went past the greek dessert stalls, omg they have like a pile of cookies and cakes on the display window outside... wah lau eh... but i resisted.. =P ended up getting gelati, which is ice cream without cream, so yeah icy stuff. on that hot day. it was heaven. then we had fish and chips for lunch. then we walked back in a hope of finding a nude girl for my brother, and we found one!! hahax. seriously.. my brother was like over the moon, the whole walking journey, victor and my brother was like talking nonsense and half of the nonsense r sick stuf... and i was like ok... on that nite yi yi kor kor came and played wonderful chopin music on my piano as compared to my usual noise that i make on the piano. sigh. u think i'll ever become a jazz musician?? doubt so.. that's my dream but an unrealistic one.. i'm already 15.... if i wanna be a gd jazz musician by my 20s, i gotta work extremely hard which is seriously impossible. it's like yi yi is 20 and he's twice as good as me.. how am i supposed to reach my cousin's level and even professional level?? no way. my trumpet's deteriorating cos i dun practise much.. so i hafta constantly remind myself to practise, cos trumpet's the onli instrument that i think i've got a shot at. cos in sch i dare say i'm in the top 10 league... so i gotta keep working on it.. trombone's getting better which is good too. so anyway had dinner that day and we played ps2, vic, mybro, yiyi and myself. it's funny how i always hang out with 20-year-old guys.. hahax. however not very goodlooking hahax. jk. yiyi was a model in a magazine before but he's my cousin. victor's not bad. i think he looks really cool in a suit and he's really polite and hardworking. but not interested =P and the last one is my brother.----- hmm. extremely nice brother but not cute.hahax. sad to say. sry!!! we played cute monopoly and as usual i lost. they have more life experiences than me ok...
today:
woke up normal time, then went out for lunch at the glen where I bought a pair of really nice pants from cotton on so I have a pair of pants other than jeans.. and I was wondering what autumn and winter fashion is? Especially winter.. izzit being wrapped in a huge round ball of cloth??? To keep warm?? Okok then we came back and watched house of flying daggers. cinematography belongs to them. but plot was kinda funny.. so that ends my boring easter.

oh yar and i read like 5 books of "salad days" [comic book] chinese one, in like 3 days. impressive huh.. =D

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28/03/05 12:25 PM


25/03/05


hey gals, today's good friday. watched a couple of easter documentaries on the tv.. and then watched schindlers list. it was really sad abt all the jews and everything.. myhistory teacher would be really happy abt that.. i practised like 2 hrs of piano and that would also make my piano teacher really happy.. hahax.. autumn crocus is really nice.. then at nite.. watched the aviator. which i tot was kinda psycho.. then at nite.. as in.. morning/nite.. it's 1am. so. the internet went crazy. qh was finally online, but i cldn't tok to her, as in a real conversation with her or anyone else cos the net was crazy.. on and off on and off. i carn even download my oc.. sigh.. miss toking to her. bickering and stuff. really do.. carn call cos i'm broke.. so then when i carn tok to anyone, i try to watch the oc.. finished the onli 2 episodes i downloaded when the net was gd.. lent season 1 to anisha..so.. it's a lonely nite.. my deepest apologies to qiaohan and evelyn for pissing you two off cos of the stupid net. really really sorry...

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25/03/05 2:52 PM


24/03/05


hey gals, really tired now. cos i got home at 11.30pm yesterdya nite and woke up at 6.30 this morning.. i know 7hrs is alot, but it's been a long time since i woke up like that ok.. well i got home at 11.30 last night becos i was in the city, which is 1hr away from my house.. went to city at abt 5pm, for my brother's university graduation convocation thingy. yeah he wore a robe with blue stuff on it cos he's an arts student and he looked really really smart. not intelligence smart, but smart.. then the ceremony was really grand in melbourne university. a string trio played before the ceremony. then the procession came with the really cool organ. and it consisted of the phD pple and the deans and the chancellor.. then the chancellor gave a speech and the ceremony began.. everybody looked really nice and the courses they did were amazing. the dean[head] of the faculty of arts read out the names, and he had to tip his hat to every single person. it was really formal and really cute. their robes looked like harrypotter ones, and so did the procession. and the way the dean said "chancellor", it was like star wars..hahax i have a weird imagination.. when it came to my brother i yelled out =P so proud of him.. hahax.. then saw one person  wearing the white robe thingy, which is law. different colours represent different courses. music's lilac. dunno wad colour that is, and nobody wore it on that particular day. then the phD pple were really scary, they were like old.. and the narrator talked abt their thesis for that degree.. they have interesting thesises...seriously, alot abt the history of cinema and stuff. then this seriously old guy was also getting a degree for the Doctor Of Letters.. i dunno wad that is. but he's like older than the chancellor lor.. n apparently he got smth really really really high.. and he gave a speech abt Aboriginal land rights and some stuff abt Aboriginals living like 7000 years ago shld be taught in schs and all, so that helped me gain some knowledge abt aboriginals.. then the ceremony ended.. and we had refreshments.hahax. cos i was like starving cos it ended at like 8 plus.. so i was STARVING.. then guess what they served?? ARNOTTS CHOCOLATE COOKIES and puffs.. omg i was like in heaven and i'm definitely going to melbourne university arleady... it was FABULOUS i'm telling ya it's one of the best cookies i've ever tasted. then we went to lygon to get some italian food. had an aussie pizza and lemon lime bitters.. then went home..
today thre was nth much. handed in my geog camp journal and had a good practice of piano. autumn crocus, one of my exam pieces, was really nice!! i din play the actual thing cos i haven't quite figured out the chords yet, but i got a gd idea of how it sounded and i reached the climax of the song which was reallyr eally really really nice!! cos it was like a broadway type of jazzy song. so i loved it.. =D and the most importantly, IT'S EASTER!!!! that means, i have no sch on, friday, sat, sun, mon and tues!!! cos of easter monday and easter tues, which is like rare. it was onli this year.. =P hahax. jealous eh? can slack..=P

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24/03/05 12:29 PM


22/03/05


hey gals, to all 2attitude pple there, THANK YOU!! your present has arrived with a big big huge gigantic card! it was really cute.. the necklace was really nice, there was a cute turtle in there which i presume is from qiaohan.. and there's a mini-bra in it which i was quite freaked out lookin' at it and i wonder who that's from.. seriously.. who gave me that? with a cute penguin.. i dun think i'll be wearing it often, but i'll try and most probably i'll pull a tshirt over it.. like if i wanna wear a white tshirt and go near water.. so yeah.. i know you gals spent a bomb on it!!! including post fees, i know it's not cheap so thank you!! i had maths common test part 1 today, and having part 2 tmr. n i hope i scored an A for my oral.. sigh.. sch..there's oc today and i carn wait for easter!! =D the present, special thanx to jm, zh, eve and of course qiaohan for the prezzie!!! but thanks to everyone!!!! =P

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22/03/05 5:52 AM


19/03/05


hey gals, today's ailin's bdae.. and she's spending a quarter of it on a plane.. really impressive birthday. but HAPPY BIRTHDAY anyways.. woke up at a normal 10am time tday, did some work, walked down to town and back, and did more work after that. went to aunt lisa's place for pizza and to watch meet the fockers on dvd with homecooked popcorn and enjoyed myself.
anyways, i stayed up till 1am yesterday waiting for pple in sg to come online, and i was quite happy i guess. so while waiting i reflected a bit on this year.. this year's bdae was not wad i expected it to be.. i thot that it wld be big in sg, and small in melbourne. but it turned out to be the other way round. really unexpected, definitely a surprise.. still remembered how i spent my birthday last year. i went to sch for the cid project thingy, then brought qh, nh, and cat i think to the roof of esplanade and opened prezzies. nh gave me a chocolate recipe book, cat gave me a soft toy i think, someone gave me a electric mini toy violin thingy, and qh gave me home made chocolate chip cookies in a jar made by herself.. which tasted.. quite.. .... ... hahax. jk. it tasted really gd =D and i treated them to expensive haegen daaz ice cream each.. this year is different, i had an embarrassing time in sch cos of my locker, hahax. and a really quiet time from singapore.. everybody's moving on.. or maybe something else is happening.. well i wanted to call someone, but much to my mom's disapproval.. i juz replied lynna's mail, and i need to get more of the postcard thingys to reply mail.. shld be sending it out tmr or monday.. have a science test on monday, so hafta study. carn wait for easter hols.. thanx to marcus, eve, cat and kh for chatting to me yesterday nite.. really appreciate it. esp marcus and eve cos you two are online almost every nite, and i really really thank you for that.. well, gotta jet, so once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AI LIN =P

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19/03/05 12:36 PM


18/03/05


hey gals, guess wad?? IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!which is also like halfway to 30.. i'm getting old... anyways though i had to wake up early, and i got to sch half an hr earlier.. i enjoyed most of it. so this was wad happened on my bdae. wen to sch for JSB(Junior Stage Band), i asked Mr Mason if i shld play trumpet or trombone, and he needed trombone so i played trombone.. the jazz pieces were really nice though.. so i enjoyed myself there.. and Mr Mason's gonna ask Mr Davidson abt mi playing trumpet in Stagey!! he rocks man.. hahax. he's like the best teacher on earth =D ok so after JSB, i went back to my locker to get my books. everybody had gone to classes already, so i was like late for class. when i reached my locker, i saw 5 huge pieces of paper, abt A4 size with huge block letters saying "HAPPY BIRTHDAY EESHAN!!" pasted on my locker with signatures and autographs on it. it practically took up the entire space of the outside of my locker. it was so cool and it was really really sweet. really really sweet, cos the whole sch like knows it's my birthday becos of that.. it's like yeah, that big.hahax. it was awfully sweet for them cos it was a big effort, but apparently they did it in like 10mins. so anyways, i smiled and chuckled and laughed to myself, in disbelief, and then i realised i was late for class and so i got my books and ran down to the classrm.. when i stepped into the classroom, prachi shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY", and then everybody said that too and they started singing happy birthday to me even with the teacher there, and the teacher was like singing along too. so yeah that was wad happened.. and every single class i went to, like math, human studies, eng and history, that was wad happened.. everybody was saying happy birthday even acquaintances and strangers.. cos of my locker and everythin'. i got quite sick of the word happy birthday at the end of sch but it was really really really nice. hahahax. THANK YOU EVERYBODY AT PLC.. at the end of th day, i had to wait for my dad to pick me up cos i have the trombone to lugg home which is really heavy and my dad was in the city. so i waited. while waiting i started toking to melissa who was diong detention, cleaning desks in my classrm.. so yeah i toked to her for a while... then mrs driver came in and thot i was like toking to her. den melissa said that i was juz grabbing my trombone from the classroom.. and mrs driver believed that.. phew, almost got a detention on my bdae.. so anyways, after that went out for dinner which was kinda boring but anyways.. cat got me a handmade snowman, ailin and claire gave me a sunflower thingy and a soft toy penguin, prachi, michelle and all the girls at plc got me a playboy note book and a billabong pencil case, my aunt got me a giordano shirt, my mom and dad got me a couple of fashion clothings- i dunno y.., and my brother got me a billabong wallet which was kinda cool. oh yar and lynna got me a card which i thot was really cute.. bk promised to get me smth but he carn now cos he's apparently bankrupt.. as usual.. hahax. and all i'm waiting for now are the other present which are hopefully on the way here now.. =D

so that was my birthday, and it was better than i expected it to be becos of that cheerful and sweet start of the day from the plc gals. but to everybody, THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHIN'!!!! =P

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18/03/05 12:36 PM


17/03/05


hey gals, it's one day before my bdae, and i'm not really in a very good mood. i know i'm not in a very good mood now bcos i'm crying.. i dunno y i am but i am. i watched i not stupid during double chinese lesson and it so made me realised how much i miss home. so much u cannot imagine it. plus the best part is that it's one day before my bdae. or rather 1 and a half hrs before my bdae. hope tmr's better..

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17/03/05 11:25 AM


14/03/05


hey gals, today i went rollerama..it's a skating rink. a roller skating/blading rink. it's kinda similar to fuji ice skating rink juz that there's no ice.hahax. so yeah. i fell once on my ass and my ass hurts. i wore a tank top!! again!! hahax. graduated to tank tops liao =P it's a bdae bash for the march pple i guess, so i got a huge billabong pencil box and a playboy note book..hahax. thanx u guys.. michelle and prachi and so on..

Anyways, back to the topic. 2 pple made my day yesterday and on saturday.

on saturday, Ai Lin came by my place!!! while she was on holiday in melbourne she dropped by!! i'm like so happy cos it's gd to see a singaporean familiar long time no see face again. and i got mi bdae present from her too. a flower thingy, a card and a soft toy penguin.hahax. thanx ailin and claire!!
 
so that was the first thing, the 2nd thing. qiaohan absolutely made my day. like really totally absolutely fanatically made my day!!!! =))))) look at the number of smiles there!!!!! wahahahhahahaax. i'm actually crapping after such a long time. wahahahahahhaahx. okok.. enuff enuff.. time to switch back to mature me.. =P haven done this in a long time..

wahahhaa, details of camp '05, read previous entry =P

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14/03/05 11:01 AM


12/03/05


hey gals, gt back from camp juz today and it was a swell of a time =) juz had my first shower in like 5 days so..hahax. but i have blisters on my heel which sucks. ANYWAY, i thot i might give all of u a long summary of camp =P

Day 1
We woke up really early, went to sch and boarded the bus. It took us like 3 to 4 hrs to reach our destination which was a shelter somewhere in wabonga state park. When we reached there we were introduced to our camp leader, Tegwyn, in short Teg. Btw, we, refers to my group. =) We had lunch and then packed our stuff from our luggage to the huge gigantic backpacks that we have to carry together with our tents and camp gear like the cooking stuff and the food. So when everything was set we headed onto the track and then into the bush. we walked for like about 1 to 2 km when we turned into the bush and had to like step onto alot of twigs and branches. Then we walked till we reached the spot whre we had to cross a stream. So we crossed it and went into the blackberries. Blackberries have really nice fruits, and really nasty thorns. so i got like 5 thorns on my hand when i came out of that bush and that hurts. We found out campsite immediately after and started pitching our tents. it was then when i got bitten by a stupid bull ant and it was PAINFUL. very very very painful. it bit through my t shirt and my jumper. gee. we cooked dinner then we went to sleep after some chit chatting.

Day 2
We woke up at 7.30am and had milo and cornflake for breaky. we had to get water from the stream then boil it first before getting our milo and stuff. then we packed our tents and everything and started walking at 10.10am. we followed the fence line which went uphill then flat land. then we had to climb this enormous hill. climb uphill with packs that need someone else to help u put it on ure back. and the uphill was really really steep. as in, REALLY steep. the ground was literally facing u vertically and it was really long. i was about to die there and then. really tough. when i finally got up to the top after like a few hours of uphill steep climbing/bushbashing, there is this rock above us and we have to get ontop of that rock. so we had a quick rest and started climbing. that was when i realised i was afraid of heights. cos i had much difficulty climbing it. then we had lunch ontop of that plateau and did our diaries and field sketch and bearing diagram and cross section diagram which really kinda sucked. after that, we had to climb up hill AGAIN.but this time not that steep. juz uphill. it was tough. so we walked all day and finaly got to the fourwheel drive track and found out campsite, same thing we set up our tents, went to slp.

Day 3
We woke up at 7.30am and apparently i was the radio alarm clock for them cos i started singing to wake them up. then we set off walking at 10am. This time we had to walk down the hill. First we walked to the cliff edge and saw a spectacular view of everything. it was like those national geographic type of photogenic scenery. then we started to walk the similar steep downhill. really really steep. and u're like about to fall over. alot of work on my ankles and knees. i fell down 3 times and it got so hard i cried which is a big deal for me. anyways i got down eventually after much difficulty with legs all sore. we had lunch by the river, the tributary of the king river and that was nice. my legs were in the clear water as we had sandwiches.really cool. then we walked another 2km uphill and downhill to our campsite. we reached there at 6pm. i know 2 km like very easy but uphills and the bush bashing with packs on, it's not really easy. plus we got a bit lost. then i was on dug duty, toilet duty for that day. so i got the shovel and digged the toilet in a bush. and we did the same things onli we had a campfire that nite and played really cool games.

Day 4
we woke up early and tracked uphill again to the lake.lake william hovell. we had to build a raft to get across the lake. so Teg taught us how to tie knots and everything, the clove hitch and everything. and so we started to build the raft. i din help much though. so we built the raft and we tied our packs on and we put on our life jackets and paddles and started paddling across the lake. HOWEVER, halfway thru the lake our raft started falling apart and everybody and every single thing fell into the water. the first reaction of everybody was that we were laughing so hard and we cldn't stop it. it was hilarious. then Harveen screamed out "OCTOPUS!!" and everybody was going crazy then. but it was onli a rope in the end. so Prachi was going, "SWIM, SWIM, SWIM" and then her cornflakes started floating away, and suddenly her shoe started floating the other way and her jacket floating another way.. it was so farnie. so finally we got to the other side of the lake and everything was drenched. water was coming out of Prachi's pack. we had a quick lunch and then walked up to the water sledging area. we put on our wet suits, sunscreen and helmet, and took our water sledges down to the King River. we were taught how to paddle our sledges and all. the sledge was juz like a float. and then we followed the river and down the rapids and all. it was really really fun. we got stuck on rocks a couple of times but other than that it was all gd. then we went to another campsite which was juz a 2 min walk from where we stopped.

Day 5
we woke up 1 hr late today, cos i din hear my alarm but we managed to scramble and pack everything juz 10mins later than the scheduled time. we walked up the hill again to the same lake we fell into. then we walked to the picnic area and unpacked our stuff to our own bags. then we took pictures while we waited for the other group to arrive. then we presented our play to the other groups and then had lunch. we had lemonade and sandwich. it was awesome. then it was time to go and i almost cried cos all of us are gonna miss Teg, cos she was so nice. at the end of the camp everybody was saying awesome and awesome was Teg's slang. and everybody loved Teg cos she was SO NICE!!! she hugged us all and we boarded the bus. i'm so gonna miss her. as we were on our journey back to reality and civilisation, i looked out of the window and saw the countryside sights. it was really cool and meadows and the wineries. it was beautiful. we watched nemo and mr deeds on the way back. and the camp was AWESOME.

in all, number of injuries:
5 thorns got stuck on me in the blackberries
2 bull ants bit me
3 blisters on feet
5 scratches on arms cos of the stupid branches
3 bruises from hitting logs

hahax but it isn't that bad. i've seen worse.

so that was camp and btw i took 2 days to write all this up. i'll most probably never see teg every again but i learnt alot abt my classmates and Mr McCarty. it was a positive experience and a fun one too. =)

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12/03/05 8:18 AM


06/03/05


hey gals, juz wanna blog before i go for camp. camp. sigh. it's gonna be hell i think. but hafta look on the positive side of things and try and have a gd time. well, there are a couple of things that i'm afraid of: period, cos there's no toilets and u carn ya know dispose it.[sry abt that guys]    
snakes
leeches
spiders [deadly ones]
bull ants with pincers
centipede
millipede
so these are the stuff that i'm afraid of cos ya know they might climb into ure shoe or your sock or your sleeping bag and i am terrified, no petrified of this ok. and i heard leeches and bull ants have a huge chance of being bitten by one. [ i know that sentence has a grammatical error ]  so yea, camp. as i said it's gonna be hell. =)
anyways, i watched white chicks and mean girls yestrday. dvd. mean girls was really cool and white chicks was funny, but not really really really funny. mean girls was really nice, and lindsay lohan is like so chio. but i heard she normally wears slutty clothes, according to huixian. so... gave me a bad impression of her. BAD CRITICS LINDSAY. BAD GAL. hahax. but if she were to wear simple teenage outfits like tshirt, jeans and a jeans jacket, she really looks really really nice. like in mean girls.and like lindsay, another lindsay, in the oc season 2.ya know, ryan's new flame. talking abt that i'm gonna miss this wk's episode!!! ='(..it's one of the important episode. well.
today i went shopping at chadstone and i bought some clothes. actually we went there for the electric blankets cos it's getting cold so u can imagine how cold it would be when i go camping lah hor. shld be abt 12 degrees cos we're high up at night. it'll be freezing ok. so yeah i bought 2 tank tops, really nice and cheap, one of them is like $5 and another is like $15. aussie dollars of course. then i saw this shirt, it's a collar shirt, huge collars, n a black long sleeve vest sewn together. and it looks really really nice for formal dinners and stuff lah. but i din get it cos my mom said she can get it at a cheaper price so.. =) anyways yar that's abt it. thanx for the encouragement there, i'll push myself to practise my music everyday. heard that qiaohan, chengjia, phyllis, valerie and binbin gonna visit huixian in shanghai. u gals are really gd friends cos it's a big deal if you're like going overseas with your friends or smth. so.. yeah. anyways, cya five days later when i return from camp/ hell.. =)

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06/03/05 9:57 AM


04/03/05


hey gals, today was quite an alrite day juz that thinking abt music prospects, it isn't gd. i cldn't get into wind symphony, li ling did, cos i wasn't gd enough. senior stagey and rock band were from last years'. and i cannot get into the music tour as a trumpeter bcos there are too many trumpeters bcos they handed in the form quite early like last yr or smth. so i have to go on trombone for that one which i dun think i'll be able to make it in time bcos i onli have 7 months to be up to standard as my trumpet. which is really difficult. and the director of music tells me to go for the music tour choir rehearsals. i was like no way.. i dun enjoy singing, it's not my forte and thre's no way i'm gonna enjoy the tour if i was in the choir. maybe i'm traditional but that's the way i think and it's ridiculous. it's demoralising. cos i keep getting denied and not recommended into anything bcos i dun learn the trumpet in sch.whereas all the other trumpeters do. for wind symphony, the trumpeters from wind symphony said i was good enough, no problem at all. but i can't get in. cos the teacher said i wasn't. so far, in 3 whole months, 1 whole month of sch, i haven't actually played gd music with pple in a band or something except for glamis music. that's y i loved it so much. this is unbelievable and maybe they need some time to sort everything out. but this is realy really unfair...

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02/03/05


hey gals, it's been quite a while since i checked in. hw's piling up and so are tests and the bloody science assignment is driving me nuts, i carn seem to find statistics on Crohn's disease, so if u know any sites please tell me. ANeyways, played in a tennis tournament today, i got picked and was the last player among all the 8 pairs, which is arranged according to your standard.. hahax yeah, but the whole tennis team has 12 pairs and so getting into the 8th and last pair is considered good. so we played and we got thrashed, but i improved though, i got thrashed 8-1 instead of 8-0 now..so i improved even though that 1 game was because of the opponent's errors. but i scored a couple of points, juz not enough. i stood infront at the net and i slammed a couple of balls down cos i'm right infront and my partner juz kept hitting balls out of the tennis court... my serves were improving and i onli had like 1 or 2 doubles faults becos of that. so that's tennis. the bad part of it is that i sprained my bad ankle that i sprained badly last time. again. i dunno y i keep putting my foot into that particular position. tmr there's compulsory house athletic trials, and next wk i'm going on camp with the hard walk. so i gotta improve my ankle real fast. Ailin's coming down to melbourne, literally coming down, hahax, during ure singapore hols, 1st term break. i'm kinda looking forward to that, it's really cool. as my title said, autumn's here, officially. but not weather wise. the sun's coming up a bit later, going down a bit earlier. temperature at nite's getting lower but in the afternoon the sun's still shining brightly and sad to say, hotly. but i like summer, it's nice, not that rache bilson form oc is nice, she's sweet, but summer -the weather's nice.hahax i'm crapping. it's hot, i know what to wear and i'll always feel this warmness, i hate the cold. anyways it's late and i gotta jet with my beauty slp so, gtg, long live the penguins =P

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27/02/05


hey gals, previous entry's comments were pretty touching. hardly have gg pple do stuff like these. =) today's weather was beautiful so my family with my granduncle and aunt went to Brighton today, it's a beach that stretches all the way to the city. anyways so we went walking. a very veyr long walk, like 2 hrs go and back. well the view and the wind is fantastic, it was kinda like Melbourne's "Orange County". yeah pretty much like that, with huge gigantic houses by the beach with spectacular views of the sea. pple surfing and wind surfing, pple  sun tanning/baking, pple walking, jogging, cycling rollerblading. with yachts and speedboats parked at a corner of the sea in st. kilda. it was really like O.C. life. so awesome. there was one person who was sunbathing, naked, young lady. my dad's jaw dropped =) it was paradise. really cool and awesome.
anyways, ct's over, heard that mel, cj and jm stayed over at qh's house. they baked cookies. dun think it'll taste nice =P [cos i'm not there!!!] hahax. sch's starting tmr, sigh.. but there's tennis tmr which i look forward to. so that's it. read previous blogs, they're cool!! =)

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27/02/05 6:31 AM


26/02/05


hey gals, juz got back from a youth group thingy. my family and i were invited to a dinner by my dad's business partner and we ended up at a church for international students dinner thingy. so yeah it was a churchy thing. vinita, another gal i know in sch who also juz migrated, was there too. hey she's the niece of President Nathan ok.. dun play play. so anyway, we were chatting with some of the leaders there who were in uni.. and dey seemed kinda nice and the youth group thing looks interesting ya know. so i might go down to youth group stuff coming friday, that's when dey have it, friday nites. i shld have senior and junior stagey[stage band] on that day too. but anyways, yeah so i dunno whether i shld join but it's good i guess. dey do bible studies as well which might help me with my history as well... i think i sound like someone i know who doesn't really have a gd reputation but i'm not towards there. dey're watching movies at someone's place on that friday nite and vinita might also go, so my as well juz hang out there. plus i can get free tuition there too. but the main thing i guess is the pple there r really nice, and ther's an alumni from plc too. so yeah. maybe. oh yar and i sprained a bit of my ankle, the same bad ankle, again. sigh.. so wearing that thing now. so anyways, that's it for today, no one toking to me now so i blog. read my previous entries.. really really proud of it... HOUSE CONCERTS!! oh yar during the dinner, i had ba gua!!!! finally. =P

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26/02/05 11:11 AM


25/02/05


hey gals, today was house concert results day and it's is exciting as can be. sch assembly everyone's seated with balmoral infront of us. cheering with white socks...hahax. the first few categories we din really win anythng, dance din get anything which was kinda surprising. glamis, us, won best script and best props though we din really have alot of props hahax.. glamis music, which i poured my heart and soul into it with those wonderful pple like yan, brodwen, manique, mabel and ling.. we came in 3rd for live music!!! with the winner going to rosslyn of course. hey the music captain directed the music in rosslyn.. so then singing we din get anything either.. i was so bloody happy for glamis music, really proud cos we tot we cldn't get anything and i'm proud to be part of it. in overall champ, glamis came in 2nd!!! stirling was champ with the clowns and everything..rosslyn was tied with us for 2nd.. hahax.. so cool. best backdrop went to balmoral. best make up went to stirling. best sound went to balmoral. best singing went to i forgot who.. leven won a couple too but i forgot wad dey won. best characterisation went to rosslyn as well. so happy today. go glamis! anyways, read my previous blog entry.. tells u abt my life.. it's interesting!! hahax.. okok.. enuff enuff.. missing all of ya.. qh, cat, nh, al.. =P

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23/02/05


hey gals, today was house concerts, my very first and very exciting one. i took part in glamis music and i dare say we've been rehearsing alot and practising real hard for the concert. ok house concerts is like houses lah, like gryphon, centaur those houses, have to put up a 30-min musical, that includes live music, dancing, singing and acting. the theme this year for all the houses is "cliche", and my house was doing all is fair in love and war. so yar, the musos, glamis musicians, were practising really hard and we're quite united. i played the piano. n i think the piano and the 3 electric guitar players r the most united. cos there is the part where it's classical, and the piano and the guitars r not playing. so during one of the rehearsals, when they were rehearsing that particular song, me and the other 3 guitar players were like passing the cheezels, passing the chocolates among ourselves eating infront of them. the 4 of us r also united cos we made up the main music of one of the song, this love. though we're not the melody but we start first. anyways, that was really fun. but we were, however, scared that the music wun turn out gd for the actual day today, we were freaked out. but when we played the actual thing the mood was incredible. when we played this love the whole school sang, and it was awesome. and it was really really nice. then the play was gd as well, better than i expected it to be. it's such a pity that the musos wun meet up anymore.. after house concerts.. such a pity.. i really had fun playing with brodwen, yan, mabelle,ling, and esp manique, she's so farnie.. GLAMIS MUSOS ROCK!!!!
anyways, if i got into the wind symphony i wld be making music with brodwen and sally-anne, but that's not gonna be the case cos i din make it into wind symphony, i only made it one step down, concert band, as i have had all my life. a bit disappointed but concert band's not bad as well. but i wanted to get into wind symphony also becos i knew pple there, played with them before, sally-anne, brodwen georgia and zoe r all in my house... haha.. and i've met jackie before. but anyways, i'll see them in other stuff. my com crashed a couple of days ago, so i'm now like recollecting wad happened in the past few days. past 3 days we were allowed to wear home clothes to sch, cos of house concerts, so believe it or not i actually wore feminine clothes. not really feminine lah. 1st day i juz wore 2a class t with jeans and feminine thongs. 2nd day i wore a singlet and the same pair of jeans, and today i wore a collar shirt with a top over it. oh yar n i finally put up a couple of fotos of u gals in my locker. =) plus i finally finished my 1000 word assignment!!!!! thank God.
so that was my recollection of the past few days, and the main thing was of course house concerts and i really really really really really really really really really really really really really enjoyed glamis music '05!!! the rehearsals, the pple, the fun and the actual thing itself, it was incredible, amazing =P

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23/02/05 10:37 AM


19/02/05


hey gals, i guess i haven't updated my blog for quite some time. so now i'm gonna recollect yesterday's memories. yesterday we had the twilight picnic, to celebrate my sch's 130th anniversary. so we went to the picnic. saw my cousin n my aunt there.. saw my teachers there....there were alot of pple n my bro was crappin' again. at that point of time  all that i was interested were the hamburgers and hot dogs being barbequed right infront of my face.. so it was like a fun fair, soft drinks , candy floss. glow sticks and there were musicians on the pavillion. then the pipes and drums band came marching onto the field. playing scottish music wif drums and bagpipes.  really loud. and as the group was a mix of plc gals and scott's boys, so all the gals were like saying, "omg that guy is so hot!! dun u find him hot???" n yes they were hot, but i'm not really into it.. anyways, after that , the folk band played, junior sch gals danced, and the rock band played. green day songs, and some classics. the singing was bad but other than that the rock/pop music was cool. made me shake my head. so then i wandered around.. played some bball and had my dinner which was hamburger with extra onions. den dey wanted pple to go down to the field to dance.. so me and a group of friends went down to dance!! first we had some pop dances, they call it line dancing but not really is.. macarena, saturday nite fever. and they played music as we jumped to it. kinda like those rock concerts thingy.. so cool.. cannot imagine me doing that.. but it was really cool. then it was the birthday cake thingy time.. the candles were sparklers.. n a girl burst out of the cake giving the principal the sword to cut the real, edible cake. and when everybody said hip hip hurray, there was this huge torch of flame which started to burn, unfortunately right infront of me, so i got fried, and the top of the pavillion had those sparklers thingy sprouting out full blast. like ya know those concert stage got those sparkly things coming out.. anyways, after that we just ate cake.. really nice btw, and we waited for the fireworks.. and yes fireworks did come!!!! a full 15-min fireworks display in my sch's yard!!!! how cool is that. there were some crappy ones like screamers, and there were quite a number of huge ones that juz poured over the sky.. the neighbours had a free display.. my father was like going, there goes my money.. anyways, it was really really beautiful.. it was almost equivalent to 40% of ndp's.. really nice..wished all of u cld be there, instead of spending that moment wif my brother..hahax.[ no offence bro!!!] =P

ok that was the birthday bash, house concerts r nxt wk, pressure's up, having music rehearsals almost everyday. but i think we'll be fine. i asked to audition for wind symphony, which is the highest standard for concert band in my sch, but i dun think i wld be able to get it. i asked around, they said i shld be able to get in, but the conductor wants 5 trumpets onli, in which 4 of them are year 12s[JC 2] and r really pro, i heard them play cos all of them r in my house.. and the last one is year 10[sec 4], n is grade 7 in trumpet,... so obviously i dun think i hav a shot.. but i'll just go for it anyway. i really hope to get in. so that's abt it.. gd luck for common tests again!! =P jia you

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16/02/05


hey gals, no comments so far.. juz two. thanx for being my 1st two commentors. hahaha. today i had my first tennis match after 2 sessions of learning how to hold the tennis racket against mlc. it was kinda funny, knowing how half of the tennis team were beginners going for their first match. so i went, it was a last minute thing.. and guess wad was the result?? 8-0.. guess who's nil?? me.. it was doubles so it wasn't that bad.. but at least i served a good ball. almost an ace, it was spot on the line down the centre.
yesterday was my sch's 130th anniversary. we went to the scot's church down in the city, and suddenly collins street and russel street were full of girls and staff frm my sch.. that was amusing. the church was beautiful.. fantastic. and the director of music was showing off the spectacular pipe organs. it was booming. gorgeous. n the singing of the hymns were great too. a couple of trumpets accompanied at the back. open sound.. aahhh. the Reverend had a scottish/irish accent which was interesting to me. then we headed back to sch. it rained so we cld not have the picnic orignally planned, but we had free icypoles[ice sticks thingy] during lunch n there was punk/pop music blasting off the speakers in school with djs commenting..whoohoo!! that's wad i call a anniversary bash. they played mainly hilary duff n dey din hav california!!! shucks. so that was yestreday.
musically, i shld be going for the auditions for the wind symphony and stagey[stage band]. i hope i can get in. hafta practise!! house concerts coming up. during  those three days no lessons and it'll be casual clothes day. i dunno wat to wear cos my wardrobe sux generally. anyways, that's abt it.. the more serious issue now is abt ailin. if u wanna do it, den i support you as it's for ure welfare. but it's so sad to see you two.. ya know.. yeah.. so.. gd luck with it..i hav no advice to offer which is kinda rare.. but gd luck. be happy, stay happy. xh, go think. deeply thoroughly and alot!! smilez =) to every rvian, gd luck in CT =P

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16/02/05 10:53 AM


14/02/05


hey gals, time really flies.. twink of an eye and i've been here abt already 2 whole months. tmr marks that 2-month anniversary in melbourne. besides that saying that time flies. yesterday was the 46th annual grammy awards. it seems like yesterday[ i know, cliche...] that i juz watched the 45th grammy awards till 1am in the morning and have a hang over in sch the next day.. but for that grammy award ceremony norah jones din win anything cos her cd din come out in time.. but a few days ago, some one on the message forum nj board said that it's been one yr since her 2nd cd, feels like home, was released.. ONE YEAR!! has it been that long? i carn believe that one year has already juz passed by me. btw the 46th grammys, nj won best female vocal performance for "sunrise", best collaboration pop with ray charles "here we go again" and record of the year with that same song. ray charles' is the man. sweeping 8 awards. God bless him.
yeah so back to time flying by. this one year has been great. juz wished it didn't have to end. and like ryan said, "it doesn't" -- oc.. sry.. into it now.. so.. so many things happened.. i became the penguin. the cute and adorable one, i made marvellous friends like qiaohan, cat, nh, eve, jm[i carn name them all..] everybody.. n i had the best sec2 year one cld ever have..and now i'm here..............thousands and thousands of miles away from wad has been the peak of my life so far..
time flies so much that i'm already in my mid-teens!! my childhood has juz passed me by too.. i wanna stay young forever.. always be the smallest. now i'm the eldest in my class.. and i can start driving next yr.... here i'm doing nth, juz going to sch, when other pple r like really doing something!! hermione granger is like 15 too n she has smth to tell her children and her grand children and her great grandchildren next time.. n my life is boring.. so boring.. nth to say.. pple like mischa barton, she's juz 3 years older than me.. n she's also having a hell of a time in her life.. everybody in my age dresses beter than me.. lol.. ok i shall not go into that.. even if it's a bad thing.. or smth bad happens in life.. as long as it's not that serious.. at least it makes living all worthwhile.. it's life.. make full use of it.. my life is boring.. my childhood is sch, n home.. nth else. that's my life.. i'm 15 n i hav nth interesting in my life.. 15.. ok i know i'm crapping too much, way too much, but yeah that's what i do.. crapping... cheers =P

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14/02/05 9:50 AM


11/02/05


hey gals, it's been sooooooo long since i've blogged. not my fault though cos it's all the ebloggy thingy disruption for dunno how many wks thingy that caused the disruption.... i almost changed to blogspot which i might soon...but it's simple to sign up here so... i'm lazy.. =) geez. ebloggy shld make sure that the host is reliable.. no excuses!!!

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Singapore. Melbourne.
6/6 '02. 2abberant/2attitude '04. Trumpets. 9J '05. 10V '06.
CPS. RVHS. RVCB. PLC.

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Pickles. Olives. Bastards. Bitches. Jerks. Stuck Up/Arrogance. Bossy People. Everything bad lah.

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- Strike Lottery
- Lose Weight (every yr also say one lah XD)
- Live In Singapore
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- Be Happy & Not Worry

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